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TONIGHT

I killed myself tonight
To show them how I feel
Loneliness behind the laughter
Tears behind the zeal

I filled the bathtub with water
To wash away the pain
I stripped myself of all of my clothes
So the blood and tears wouldn't stain

I wrote all over my body
To show them how I felt
Whore across my stomach
To cover up the welt

Hate across my blackened heart
A Part they never seen
Confusion across my forehead
On the counter I quietly lean

Silence across my swollen lips
To prove I never told
I step into the scolding water
But my body's still so cold

Sitting down I bind my ankles
A feeling I know too well
Behind my back I bind my wrists
Feels good to be leaving hell

Laying down I feel so calm
No pain inside me now
The water cleanses everything
As I take my final bow