you must have thought of me
before you began to decieve me.
although you didn't really
it was maybe a silent understanding
and that's why i stood free for you
and you'd stay free for me
like the sharp points on your shoulder
where my head should lean
and like the arch of your neck
and the arch of your waist
what a waste of these past two years
i didn't really live the past 8 months
when everyone gave me pure bullshit
i just hung on to you
with people i could have hung on to
which i probably should have done instead
but the I's have it
your eyes have it
tear me away, as much as i want to tear away
things just happen to keep me here
make up your fucking mind
take me blind, i don't mind
i could never care, as long as i get
infatuation isn't gonna get me through this one
didn't help me get anwhere, anything, anyone
but maybe that's what's wrong with me
i take you as a commodity
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