ok, fuck this shit, there is no damn intro. WEll, i just got back from " the catacombs", the "coolest" "goth" place in toronto. ok, talk about fucking sadness. well, anyway, i wasnt really allowed or anythin but we went anyway to annoy the shit out of these "supposed goth peoplE" we know. well anyway, we go right, and seeing them walk out while we were outside and seeing the sweet look on their face was ALL worth it!! fucking posers, argh, i swear i just wanna beat their arses, fuck, but then jenny was there so im like ok, i knew she was gonna be there, cuz i heard that she went with them to like econoline crush or something and their goth, i dunno, but anyway, i had this feeling. I mean thats cool and all if she wants to do that, but shit, see whenever i go to a punk show, i always ask if she wants to go cuz she told me shes into that shit, but when she goes somewhere i get shit, fuck that shit, you aint gettin invited anywhere bitch and another thing, im not one thats big on cliques and stuff but like fuck you cant be a wannabe goth and than like a wannabe punk, no thats just wrong. and fuck stop trying to impress guys sooo much, shit, cant you just be yourself, and then you tell me these stupid stories like oh this guy was lookin at me, this guy siad "hey baby" or somethin else, yeah you stupid fuck, cuz youre dressed like a slut! ah, im probablyt just jealous, but of what>??oh disses sorry that was harsh, i take it back im just jokin, ah fuck it, im not gonna lie, im not. you know, im a pretty acceptable person, but then i get into a fight with these supposed goth/punks, i think you can call em that cuz they were wearing like nin t shirts but had mohawks, i dont know what thefuck they were, anyway there listenin to MY CONVERSATION, so i sit down beside them and im like yeah what? and theyre like it wouldbe better if you left nad im like whatever and get up, im not one to interfere where im not wanted i could fucking care less and then it got into this whole fucking stupid ass conversation cuz they were dense as hell and a coherent arguement was not possible and as it turns out they were our "goth friends" friends, ok, i dont understand how you could actually hold up a conversation with these people, so fucking dense anyway, and wiat the saddest part...these people frequent this club and when i say frequent i mean frequent as in every fucking sat. like that one dude was like, "damn, im so pissed i missed that one sunday" what the fuck is up with that?, and now they have to fucking play the foo fighters i and i, what teh fuck is that and i dont care if my typing is likin fucking shit, fuck, i cant type silly, FUCK YOU!!!< i do not type slow i type average damn it, but if i type fast it kinda turns out immigranty. They only foo fighter song i like is like "everlong" that song kicks and his hair is wicked in the video.
saturday, june 27, 1998