Lotsa lil' ditties

The wheel ©Toppy,1998.
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Blessings ©Toppy,1998.
The blessing comes
Then you will die
Crucified on insincere thought
Lies through a conflict of grief
Nails ©Toppy,1998.
Built a bed of nails
Lo comes a fitful slumber
Here amongst the pain
I have hidden away the shame
Gemowan ©Toppy,1998.
Let it rain
Wash hate upon this soul
Tears of chaos
Pour down from heaven
To drive us into hell
All men ©Toppy,1998.
All men must die
To meet on equal ground
All men must live
To understand one another
Width of a circle ©Toppy,1998.
Sitting in a circle
Looking far ahead
But all I can see
Is the back of my head
Raving in my ear
But not hearing what is said
I just sit here waiting
Waiting to be dead
Acid house ©Toppy,1998.
Down in the acid hit basement
A wise man tends the corn
There are still crops to grow
And souls to till and toil
For ever
And always
Constant remuneration
On a lost fortune
I will live forever! ©Toppy,1998.
Heart beating
Breathing sustained
Needs incomplete
Desires compete
Food reacting
Hair growing
Beyond these superficial aspects
Mind knowing
Spirit souring
Body decaying
Temptations ©Toppy,1998.
Just out of reach
Still you tempt me
Your too hard to impeach
When life demands so much
Why can't I take
What little joy you give
Who are they to tell me
How to live while immersed in sin
Needs ©Toppy,1998.
Breath & exhale
So you may live
Hot & cold
So you may live longer
Eat & defecate
So you may live even longer
Sex & denial
So you may live forever
Pet ©Toppy,1998.
I could be your friend
I could be your lover
I could be your pet
Instead I'm just another
BMW ©Toppy,1998.
Synchronised masturbation
Comprises our whole world
Self defeat is all
Worth fighting for
Contempt
Is a feeling worth dying for
Bloody masturbation
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©Toppy,1998.
Symbols are nothing
All there is
Is truth
When you find out
You will stand alone
Brushed by love
Embraced by hate
LUST ©Toppy,1998.
Destroyed by lust
Life is given freedom
Restraints are released
And egos walk free
The Hero©Toppy,1997.
To late
the hero dies
A victim of their lies
Of retrospect and alibis
All for a world that would not wait
Now they scream
But it's to late
PRAY ©Toppy,1998.
Pray we all die
Pray that time goes by
But never utter a word to the lord
That leaves the impression that I ever want to see you around again
I'm not your companion through this rapid lay in jail
I am a moment of hungry needs
I deserve never to be pleased Only deceived.
*collapses into a sodden pile* ©Toppy,1998.
I used to care
I used to know
About heavenly affairs
Now I must go
Drawn a quartered within god's gaze
Deceived my a single mortal instant
Life no longer does amaze
It only destroys all hope and want
Passion ©Toppy,1998.
Passion flows from within
Brimming out to show the crowd
Those dark playthings hidden inside
Bet you wished you had never said it aloud
Pushing out weaknesses that make you feel like a whore
Revealing dark secrets that bear only raw desire
Fearful ideas melting within your own hands
Knowing that rumours will never expire
It can't rain all the time ©Toppy,1998.
For in the end all the blood is spent
Draining the sky to Grey
Concealed from life
A spirit soars free
Wandering through out spent time
Within a night that lasts for ever
Alone, at war with peace
Wishing upon a criminals cheer
The Hero (PtII) ©Toppy,1998.
To be a hero
Is an easy thing to do
To stay a hero
Is what's so hard to do
SIN ©Toppy,1998.
Live to Desire Control of Society
Hope of Love will Compel you to Deeds
Thoughts of Guilt and Conformity breeds Shame
Ignorance brings justice and freedom to the sinless
Psychology within Christ's Abstinence leads to Complacency

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