Mortal thoughts coming out of my ears

PAIN (embrace me) ©Toppy,1998.
I feel your fingers on my vein
Stopping the flow up to my brain
Slowly towards the darkness I flee
Concealed from life, light beacons to be free
Beneath the space of time
I lay encased for eternity
Into the deep I flow
To hells gate my soul will go
Completed by an ego's violent action
My will at last has satisfaction

Getting better ©Toppy,1998.
A while ago I new everything
A while ago I must have been dead
Never should have been born
But from the womb I fled

And the cracks begin to show
A sodden life holds us in toe
A feeble mind pushes back the tide
Our souls have no where to hide

I'm turning pagan every day
Soughting my life around natures cycles
Opening my eyes to man's internal deity
Holding hand with spirits and godlings

I am one ©Toppy,1998.
There's nothing left
I am quite a lie
I take pleasure
In my fated demise
Just hope that it
Does not come too late
I am not one to morn
I am not one to hide
I'm wide awake
Immersed in needs and wants
Inspiration has crushed my ego
Challenges have killed my mind
Rotten lil object
I am one to spurn

CARRION MEAL ©Toppy,1997.
Immersed in pain
All becomes same
Sanity flowing unbound
Fortunes yet unfound
Dysentery of a single mind
Breeds slivers of a hidden kind
Once
Well
Alone
Forgotten
Destruction
Reconstruction
Total annihilation
Total rebirth
Control of fortune
Dismembered limbs
Alive within the scene
Magnified in a single duration
Dignified by what is sold
Passionate beyond reprieve
Literally minded without needs
Crunching down in single file
Double marched by hunters spoils
Carcass is bled empty
Carrion is fed to the many

The Flow©Toppy,1997.
I don't know
Where to go
And when to grin
It's all just sin
And if you win
I've got news for you
There are still things to do
And only fools tell
Of secrets so well
While the rest are in pain
Just no one to blame
If it's all just the same
I'll live to the brink
And watch it all sink
Into another day
Why can't I stay?

A BIRD ©Toppy,1998.
Hovering above it all
Untouched by unseen splendor
Rhythm passing into eternal light
A bird just breaking into flight
Power driving, systems bare
Forces flowing to god knows where
Supporting life above the leaves
Passing lands between the seas
From time to memories

The game plan ©Toppy,1998.
There came a derision to the plan
It was quite plane and simple
It strangely had something to do
With the position of my third nipple

I have it on good authority
That god is a c***
Have this little piece of paper
Have this report of our doom

Everything has been collected
All the witnesses have had their say
There's no doubt about it now
We are all immersed within decay.

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