(why do I ache for you?)

(Is it really you I ache for?)

or do I ache for what I want you to be

that man

the one to hold me

to soothe me

can you do that?

(I didn’t think so)



Can this feeling change?

Will I ever move on?

Maybe if I was one of those girls…

Whose hearts move from beat to beat

Without the echo of the beat before

(to make them think of you)

maybe then I could look at you and not wonder

(do I still want you?)

I know so much to make me stay away

(you lie, you cheat, you’re shallow, you’re vain)

but still my heart beats

with the echo of the nights we spent together

(your turn to deal, is it cold in here?)

and my body is cold

(without you beside me)

and my blankets have lost the smell

(comfort)

of you