But That does not mean, to any who cares,
That all is fine and all is well.
For Hidden below, and deep within
The scars remain, to tell the lost tale.
The tale of lost love, ripped rudely away,
The pain may be gone, but an ache remains.
Just a dull ache, of curious intrigue.
What if i'd done that or how bout this??
I never thought nor even hoped to dream
That love would againd find, this lost soul.
But it can not be, like it was before
Fore the scars that were left, from the first.
So does this mean, that this love is not true?
Deminished in some way? or just not real?
No, this love is real, though not the same
For no love can be, like that of the first.
Each love will be different, or so i believe.
For how could it be otherwise, when all is changed?
This new love shines, bright in my soul
Healing the wounds that are still left open.
The light is back on, my heart again sings.
But thoughts of "What if?" still echo within.
The Longing to return, to the past love
May always remain, but never triumph.
That love is gone, never to return.
But still i wonder of what it could have been.
I'm ready to move on, this i know.
I've dealt with the past, and come to terms.
New love calls out, i'm ready to answer.
Joy fills my heart, and glistens my eyes.
He means so much, i hope He knows.
He is the one that i crave to enjoy.
My heart is His, but does He know?
These words yet unsaid, but only implied.
For fear etches within, many barriers unseen.
But with his help, they shall be destroyed.
I wish i could say, all that i feel.
But the words are not here, not as of yet.
One day will come, and the words will appear.
I'll open up move, if only a small step.
One step at a time, one word put in place.
And one day will come when all is revealed.
