The Wrighting on the Wall
~the shadows show the truth...as well as the lies, lies that are forgiven were
as the shadow's were not...~ ~Ashe~ ~7/16/98/11:49 central time~
~When the shadows try to kill you ...and your hope is gone...just look to the
sky for what you want....and you will find...your wish...was only a
lie~~Ashe~ ~7/17/98~~12:19/central~
~The Darkness is a place where will all go..somday..some before others...the
loop never breaking..people always takeing...breaking...hearts..making the loop fade in spots..till ...
the day that we see eachother again i will be here watching...looking and
learing~ ~Ashe~ ~7/17/98~ ~12:30/central time~
~Theres a Darkness behind you..slowly sneeking up behind you, staking
you,waiting untill you are weak then it strikes to kill..if you turn around
before it does...you will see it is only the darkness from your heart~ ~Ashe~
~7/17/98~ ~10:00/central~
~yeah pitty me....i have no life....yeah pitty me..it's all a lie..yeah pitty
me~ ~Ashe~ ~7/17/98~ ~11:44/central~
~was there ever a shadow that was light...was there ever a though that it might
be ligh on the other side of the shadows...where no one can see..what
is there..it is my heart~ ~Ashe~ ~7/17/98/~~1:53/central~
~when you wish to be one with your friends..and all they do is push you away
you have to ask yourself..is that really okay.is that what you want, is
that what you need,are they
your friends..or are they pretend..you have to ask yourself do you want to be
pushed do you want to be alone is it really okay that there never home
or is it okay that all you get
is the bone. is that what you want is that what you need or do you need new
friends. they say that they care they say they are there but do they care that
you are really there.they
seam to walk by,and not wink an eye wanting to die you lay down and cry wishing
the time when things were good would come rusing back to you
soon,it all comeing back in one big
blur,seeing my friends as i did one time the way that we were the way that we
talked wishing that it would stop,i wanted that dream but sadly it
left,leaving me empy inside not
knowing why it make me cry hopeing that you dont meen the word that you have
said , a shade of darkness fills the void that is there waiting to be filled with happyness again~
~Ashe~ ~7/17/98~ ~4:14/central time~
~the room grows silent...almost to silent...as if there are peopel her but not talking
the slience is much like my body....quite untill dawn or untill there are
things that are no there wake me up from a slumber that was or so i thought was
endless
there is nothing that is endless...it all
ends..love...life...hate..friendship...some chage into other things..some just
end but i do know death is the end of all
death come to is all...not all wish it to...but it does..it can not be
stoped...only put off till another day..later in life
that day then is only a breath away..ready to tak your life away...in a heart
beat your life and your loved ones are gone..only a dream you may
think untill you try to open your
eyes..only to find your in the pits of hell looking your fears in the eyes your
nightmears breathing down your neck, you take a step and find that you
feel at home...with no
frineds~ ~Ashe~ ~7/18/98~ ~4:12~
~the silence of death fills us all as we watch our frineds pass...the friends
that you had...or the firends that you thouth you had...did you
ever think of your frineds..or did....
.. you let them die like they do to you...ddi they pass you yp for more
frinds...or did you hold on the play along that there little games..leting them
take you on a ride..the ride
..of your life~ ~Ashe~ ~9:46~ ~7/20/98~
I know, They know
Don't drink, Drive slow
Insane, No brain
Dress down, Look plain
Big Fun, No gun
No girl, Gotta run
Flipside, Can't hide
Been there, No where
Done that, Get square
I'm hip, No lip
Dig this, My tip
Punk's dead, See red
Life sucks, Deadhead
No race, No face
Still there, Same place
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