~Master Firm's collaring of kathryn~

~April 20, 1999~

kathryn: she enters the room quietly carrying a leash in her right hand, and a red rose in her left hand.
Master Firm: smiles as He spies her entering the room, stunned again, as He always is, by her beauty and grace His eyes transfixed on hers as she approaches, each of their dark blue pools of blue, drawing each other near...
kathryn: she locks her gaze on You as she begins to walk gracefully towards You. she is wearing her silks in her favorite soft shade of purple.
her hips sway to the beat of the song that she hears in her heart. her blonde curls are arranged loosely on her head, just a few locks cascade down framing the sides of her face.
her long bare neck totally exposed. the chimes of her slave bells filling the silence of the room.
her heart beats wildly as she approaches. she has yearned for this day for so long. her blue sparkling eyes over flow with love and devotion for the One she calls Master.
Master Firm: feels His heart rev and race, a feeling and sensation He has not yet managed to control, for it happens to Him everytime she enters His presence. As He gazes on her, He, in some ways, barely recognizes her from the first time she came to Him, for her growth and development, has made her a different woman, a different submissive...
kathryn: as she reaches her place before You, she leans forward placing the leash and the red rose on the pillows that rest on the floor. she raises herself back up to her full height.
her gaze once again locked on Yours, she crosses her arms in front of her chest. her thin fingers slide under the straps of her silks. she begins to lower the straps down her arms.
Master Firm: He smiles widely, mindful of the confidence and trust that she has built, that she has laid within His hands, knowing that what she offers to Him today, she does so completely, totally, sincerely....
kathryn: she releases the straps from her hands and her silks slide quickly down her body, revealing to You her firm full breasts, her taut nipples, her flat tummy, her supple curves, her slightly glistening mound and her muscular legs.
she shivers slightly as the soft material caresses her skin, landing in a pool around her feet.
she kneels before You in a graceful fluid motion. her knees parted widely revealing to You the treasure that she so freely gives You. her back arched, thrusting her firm round breasts forward. her head held high with pride. her blue eyes lower in respect to You. she crosses her hands behind her and rests them on the small of her back.
Master Firm: smiles warmly...as he looks down upon you....His heart full of pride and honor, respectful of the gift which He is about to receive, to claim forever as His own...
My dearest kathryn, his deep voice booms into the silence of the room, I have watched you grow so beautifully, so strongly, over these past 6 months...
kathryn: she raises her eyes slowly, to meet Your gaze as she hears You begin to speak.
Master Firm: you came to Me, a quiet, shy, reserved submissive, but one which I knew possessed many wonderful traits...some of which you were unable to see for yourself
But over time, I have witnessed your growth, your development...and I am honored and proud, to have been able to watch your metamorphosis...
A Dom/me-submissive relationship, by definition, is one that must be mutually rewarding...one where B/both sides win and grow...
What has amazed Me most, however, is not your own growth, but how much you have helped this One grow, this One develop. Your submission, to Me, has helped Me become a better Master, a better Man....
kathryn: she smiles lovingly at You, as her eyes begin to fill with tears of joy.
Master Firm: That, My dear, is one of your most wonderous gifts to Me...Thank you, ever so much
As part of O/our collaring ceremony, W/we have written songs/poems which reflect O/our feelings about O/our relationship. I would like to start by sharing Mine with you....
With sincerest apologizes to Sarah McLachlan, I present to you...In the Arms of your Master....
Spend all your life searching for some contentment For a place where is seems all okay you always have reasons to feel not good enough and have doubts at the end of the day you need some attention, oooh beautiful release A place to confront all your pains you can be happy, oh fearless and maybe find some peace with Him
In the arms of your Master Where you long to be In His arms, strong yet loving He can give you what you need
you were born a submissive Full of doubts and of fears... But in the arms of your Master May you find, some comfort here
So tired of the straight life and everywhere you turn There's demons and doubts in your head your strenghts keep on growing, He keeps building you up and you put all your demons to rest
you need His reassurance
to yeild to His will its easier once you believe With His deep whispers....oh His deep gazing glances He will bring you to your knees
In the arms of your Master Where you forever belong As His submissive, strong yet loving you can face all your fears
you were born a submissive Full of love and of fears but in the arms of your Master May you find, fullfillment there....
smiles....
kathryn: sighs softly, thank You Master that was beautiful. smiles brightly at You.
Master Firm: thank you My dear...for now whenever I hear that song.....I will think of you...and find My own sense of comfort and fulfillment...in your submission to Me..
Now, dear... I believe you have two songs you wish to share...
kathryn: yes Master, i have chosen two songs that express how i feel about You.
the first one is From This Moment On by Shania Twain.
Master Firm: listens intently to you...as your sweet delicate voice whispers throughout the room..
i do swear that i'll always be there. i'd give anything and everything and i will always care. Through weakness and strength, happiness and sorrow, for better, for worse, i will love You with every beat of my heart.
From this moment life has begun From this moment You are the One Right beside You is where i belong From this moment on.
From this moment i have been blessed i live only for Your happiness And for Your love i'd give my last breath From this moment on.
i give my hand to You with all my heart Can't wait to live my life with You, cant wait to start You and i will never be apart my dreams came true because of You
From this moment as long as i live i will love You, i promise You this There is nothing i wouldn't give From this moment on
You're the reason i believe in love And You're the answer to my prayers from up above All W/we need is just the two of U/us my dreams came true because of You
From this moment as long as i live i will love You, i promise You this There is nothing i wouldn't give From this moment i will love You as long as i live From this moment on......
Master Firm: reaches His hands out towards yours....His palms facing up, His fingers slightly curled as His eyes stare into yours...
give Me your hands My dear....
kathryn: she extends her hands out towards You and places them into Your own. she gazes deeply into Your blue eyes.
Master Firm: gently curls His fingers up...wrapping then tenderely around your delicate hands...He clasps them together with His own....squeezing them softly, within His reassuring hands...
kathryn: sighs softly at Your tender and loving touch
Master Firm: He lowers His head towards O/our united hands...and places a single warm and tender kiss on the back of your hand....His lips softly carressing your skin...before He slowly lifts His head and sits up straight again
kathryn: her eyes never leave You as she watches You lower Your head to O/our hands. smiles sweetly at You as she feels Your tender kiss.
Master Firm: that, My dear, was wonderful....a perfect tribute...thank you...
kathryn: smiles lovingly at You. it seemed to be the perfect song to express my love.
Master Firm: thank you dear...your words fill Me...complete Me...honor Me..
gently rubs your hands with His own, pats them softly...and slowly draws them away...His fingers sliding over your hands and palms.. .before completely sliding off your hand..
kathryn: her body trembles slightly from Your gentle touch. she crosses her hands behind her once again, resting them on the small of her back.
Master Firm: now...you next song My love...
kathryn: The next song is called When You Say Nothing At All by Keith Whitley
Master Firm: listens once again to you...
It's amazing how You can speak right to my heart Without saying a word, You light up the dark. Try as i may i could never explain What i hear when You don't say a thing.
The smile on Your face lets me know that You need me. There's a truth in Your eyes, saying You'll never leave me. A touch of Your hand, says You'll catch me if ever i fall. Now, You say it best when You say nothing at all.
All day long i can hear people talking out loud But when You hold me near, You drown out the crowd. Old Mr Webster could never define, What's being said between Your heart and mine.
The smile on Your face lets me know that You need me. There's a truth in Your eyes, saying You'll never leave me. A touch of Your hand, says You'll catch me if ever i fall. Yeah, You say it best when You say nothing at all.
The smile on Your face lets me know that You need me. There's a truth in Your eyes, saying You'll never leave me. A touch of Your hand, says You'll catch me if ever i fall. Now, You say it best when You say nothing at all.....
Master Firm: smiles....as He looks down upon you....saying nothing at all, but His eyes, His smile, His heart......shouting out to you....what I am feeling and thinking now...
kathryn: Your eyes say it all my Master. smiles brightly at You, Your welcome my Master.
Master Firm: thank you once again dear...for your songs of love and devotion...
and now, is there anything else that you have....before W/we begin to exchange O/our vows as Master and submissive?
kathryn: yes Master there is something else that i would like to present You with before W/we exchange O/our vows.
Master Firm: looks once again towards you..and listens..
kathryn: she looks down at the leash as it rests upon the pillow. she reaches down and carefully takes it into her hands. she looks down at the leash that she holds in her hands. it's a simple black leather leash, with the words "Forever Firm's" engraved in gold letters on the handle.
Master Firm: feels His eyes drop from looking into yours towards the leash that you lift into your hands...His eyes locking onto the golden lettering adorning the handle..
kathryn: she sighs softly knowing that the meaning behind the leash is very powerful. she raises the leash up to her sweet lips and kisses it softly.
she raises her eyes to gaze deeply into Your blue eyes as she lifts her hands above her head. placing the leash within Your reach as she begins to speak:
Master Firm: He lifts his own hands from His knees....and lets them extend in front of Him...palms up....
He adjusts the distance between His hands....letting each of His hands rest under and support yours..
kathryn: i offer You this leash, to guide me in O/our journey. i trust You completely to make the decisions that are right for U/us. i will follow You where ever You choose to take U/us without question.
i know that W/we still have a long road a head of U/us. and i may not always understand the decisions that You make. but i will always respect them for i know that You truly have my best interests at heart.
Master Firm: inhales deeply....silently...as you speak....as you proclaim to Him your trusting devotion
kathryn: her eyes glisten with tears of joy as she waits for You to accept her leash.
Master Firm: His hands wrap under yours..as He slowly clutches and takes your leash from your grasp...His fingers tightening around the black leather straps...
He slowly draws His hands away....removing your leash, the control of your own life, which now He holds firmly, strongly, yet tenderly in His fists...
kathryn: her heart beats wildly as she watches You remove the leash from her hands.
Master Firm: He holds the leash in His lap...as He begins to proclaim His vows to you..
kathryn: she gazes deeply into Your eyes and listens attentively to You as You speak.
Master Firm: My dearest kathryn, the words I am about to profess, the promises I am ready to make to you, seem shallow when compared to the words you and I have already exchanged this morning....they pale in comparison to the words, the actions, the time you and I have already spent together...
Over these last 6 months, the devotion, trust, respect, love and honor, W/we have shown each other....represent the strongest testimony, the most powerful vows, either you and I can verbalize today....
what I pledge to you today, is all that I have pledged and shown before...
I take you, as My submissive, as My one. I promise to love you, guide you, teach you, protect you....forever and to the best of My abilities I take your gift, your submission, your body, mind, heart and soul, and promise to take you even further on this journey you and I have already begun. I love you, and I forever want you to wear My name...I offer you My love, My mind, My heart, and want to claim you...as Firm's_kathryn...
kathryn: tears of joy and love flow freely from her eyes as she listens to Your beautiful words of love.
Master Firm: He sighs heavily.....a bright and warm smile erupting from His lips....basking in the delight of this moment, one that He has waited for, for months..
kathryn: she reaches down, taking the red rose in between her hands. she brings the rose up to her lips and lightly kisses the petals. she stares upon the rose for a moment.
Master Firm: watches you as you lift the rose....is stark deep red hue a strong contrast against the soft white of your skin
kathryn: the rose is beautiful, it has already begun to open, but not yet completely. she looks up at You, smiles lovingly at You a as she begins to speak:
Master, since the day that i met You, I've been like a rose blossming before Your very eyes. with Your guidance, love, support, and training i have grown into a wonderful submissive and woman.
Master Firm: inhales deeply....the air filling with the sweet fragrance of the rose....His lungs now filled with its sweet bouquet...He closes his eyes...and continues to listen to you..
kathryn: i know that You still have so much more to show me, to teach me. i offer You this rose as a symbol of my love and devotion to You. in Your hands, in Your care, in Your protection. i will continue to become the submissive that W/we B/both know that i can be. she raises her hands above her head offering the rose to You as she continues to speak... please accept this rose as a sign of my love and comittment to You...
Master Firm: He reaches out....His hands open...and clasps them around the thin long stem of the rose....as He holds it carefully within His grip....He pulls it away from you....and lifts it towards His head...first to inhale another deep whiff of its scent, then to kiss its crimson petals softly with His lips...
kathryn: she smiles as she watches You take the rose that she has offered You with all the love and devotion that is in her heart.... and continues with her vows and promises to You.
Master, You placed Your collar around my heart so long ago. today W/we make it more offical as Your collar is placed around my neck. i know in my heart that i have chosen the right Master for me. You push me to become a better woman and submissive. You want me to succeed in all that i do, in all aspects of my life.
You have always been the Master that i needed You to be. You are always loving, considerate, understanding, giving, yet firm as i need You to be.
i am completely Yours heart, mind, body and soul.
i offer You my heart, it is Your heart Master, to love, cherish and protect. my heart over flows with love and devotion for You. it beats for You, longs to serve You and please You.
i offer You my mind, to teach me, to mold me, to guide me to be the submissive that You want me to be.
i offer You my body, to use as You see fit for Your pleasure. my pleasure, my pain, comes from Your loving and powerful hands.
i offer You my soul, it is Yours to nurture, to protect, and to guide.
Master, i promise to love You with all of my heart and soul. to serve You to the best of my ability, to be open and honest with You.
to always share with You my thoughts, dreams, fears, frustrations, desires and needs. everthing that i am is Yours, i promise to hold nothing back. of my own free will, i give myself to You as Your submissive, Your possession.
i promise to love and honor You. i promise to obey Your commands with all the love and devotion that is in my burning heart. my submission to You will never become a burden. through serving and releasing my control to You i am truly set free. i love You my Master....
Master Firm: feels His heart sing and pound, knowing full well of the sincerity and honesty of your words, knowing and respectful of the pledge you have just made to Him....
You call yourself a blossoming rose, My dear...and with your permission, with the control you promise to release to Me...I pledge to not only help this bud blossom, but also to make it grow leaves, and branches, stems, and roots....
kathryn: her heart beats with love and devotion for You as she listens to Your promise to her.
Master Firm: with this bud and stem, I pledge to care and nurture you....into a fully bloomed rose bush...
He rises to His feet....holding both the leash and the rose...and stands now directly in front of you....
kathryn: she gazes deeply into Your eyes as You stand before her.
Master Firm: He extends one of His hands towards you...and whispers...take My hand kathryn....and stand before your Master please...
kathryn: her heart melts as she hears Your command, she extends her hand and places in Your own. slowly pulls herself up to stand before You.
Master Firm: He tightens His grip...lifting you gently off the ground...
He drops your hand from His..and moves his hand to rest on the side of your ribs....as He begins to slide to your side as He steps behind you...
kathryn: her hand falls to her side, sighs softly as she feels Your hand on her ribs. her heart races as she feels You standing behind her.
Master Firm: He reaches as takes a small velvet sachet from His pocket...its deep crimson color providing a rich backdrop for its thin golden cord, drawn tightly across its top....
He unties the knot of the sachet quickly....and reaches into the little bag....removing from it...a thin silver chain...
you may open your envelop kathryn..
kathryn: she brings her right hand up to her neck... trails her fingers over her bare neck one last time.
Master Firm: With this collar, I claim you, forever, as Firm's kathryn
I place My collar here, symbollically around your neck...between your head...and your heart
Near your head...to keep you mindful of your role, your vows, and your obligations
Near your heart....to remind you of the love that I hold in My heart...for you....
Each time you feel the cold metal grazes your skin
Each time you slide its strong metal clasp around to the back of your neck
you are to be reminded of O/our relationship, O/our vows, and remember that you will, now and forever more...belong to Me...
upon finishing His words....He raises His hands...and lifts them over your head.....carefully lowering His collar around your chest and neck...
He slowly draws the chain up your chest....pulling its end to meet at the back of your neck...its metal links cinching around your neck...
kathryn: tears of joy and love flow from her blue eyes as You place Your collar around her neck. she closes her eyes and runs her fingers over the silver chain that You have placed upon her.
Master Firm: before closing its clasp..He leans forward....and places His lips upon the back of your neck....and kisses you softly....sucking tenderly...one last time...on your naked neck...
kathryn: she swallows slowly as she feels the cold metal collar upon her skin. sighs softly as she feels Your lips kissing her neck.
Master Firm: He draws His head away...and locks the ends of His collar around your neck.....finalizing O/our permanent bond to One another...
kathryn: she gasps softly as she hears the collar lock. again she runs her fingers lightly over Your collar.
Master Firm: He places one hand on each of your shoulders...and spins you around slowly....catching your eyes with His own as you twist and turn your head...
kathryn: as her eyes fall upon Yours, she whispers i belong to You my Master.
Master Firm: nods...and smiles widely....
I love you....Firm's kathryn..
kathryn: her heart melts as she hears the words that she has longed to hear for so long. i love You my wonderful Master she whispers.
Master Firm: His hands rise to your neck....now adnorned with His collar....around it..He clasps the leash she presented to Him....
kathryn: she smiles brightly at You as You attach the leash to her collar.
Master Firm: He wraps the leather strap a few times around His hand...and tugs on it slightly....drawing your neck and chest towards Him....towards His awaiting lips...
kathryn: she steps closer to You as she feels the tug on the leash...
Master Firm: He snaps the leash slightly once...and lifts his hands towards your face...capturing your cheeks and jaws in His hands....as He pulls your mouth towards His own..
kathryn: she jumps slightly as she hears the leash snap. her bottom lip trembles as You pull her lips to meet Yours.
Master Firm: He leans forward and down..standing over you.....as He lowers His lips...brushing against your trembling lower lip....sucking it softly ...taking it between His...tugging nibbling deftly upon it..
kathryn: she moans softly as Your lips claim hers
Master Firm: He widens His kiss...now wrapping your upper lip with His own...increasing the pressure and passion of the kiss...His mouth opening and closing ... tasting your sweet lips and breath...
kathryn: her body melts under Your passionate kiss, she parts her lips to You yeilding to Your control, Your dominance over her... .
Master Firm: His tongue slides slowly forward...gilding over His teeth and lips....before finding the soft supple lips your possess... His tongue draws a soft low circle around your mouth...tracing the outline of your lips....
kathryn: she whimpers softly as You trace the outline of her lips.
Master Firm: His tongue then dives deeper into your mouth..searching for your tongue...which He finds and encircles with His own...
He drives his tongue and lips deeper into your mouth...claiming you...accepting your yeild to Him...taking and possessing what you have proclaimed and given to Him...
kathryn: moans as You drive Your tongue into her mouth. she loses herself in Your kiss. her heart racing as You take what she gives You so willingly.
Master Firm: He slowly pulls His head away...His eyes still locked on yours....as W/we stand toe to toe.....Master and submissive....
Master Firm: Thank you dear....for a wonderful ceremony...for giving Me...what you have given to Me this day..
kathryn: sighs softly as she hears Your words. i love You my Master and i will gladly give You all that i am, all that i have to give.
Thank You for claiming me as Your own, for guiding me through this journey of submission.


~my Master collared me in a private ceremony. With His permission, i have placed O/our ceremony here. So that O/our F/family could share in O/our happiness. He sent me His collar, i wear it proudly in r/l. So no matter where i am, i will always have a part of Him with me.~

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