Sad, so sad and so lonely
I can’t believe this is me
Where are the smiles that used to linger
On face aglow with passions first kiss?
But you left me in the cold of this world
Smiles bouncing off with the frozen shoulder
I reached out but you turned your back
I face nothing but the shadows shame
You left when lost all you could gain
My world tilted by your axis
My compass gone awry
Happiness amiss
I walk surrounded by masked faces
Each hiding, suppressing their reality
In fear of the crowd they do not know
Happy on the outside while yet sad beneath
I watched you float away on your ego’s boat
Sniggering as you watched me crumble
My walls of support broke down
Sanity crashing to self pity’s ground
Will no one offer a hand to pull me from the depths
Of despair, misery lending to shallow wallowing
Where have all the friends gone?
Dust settles on the place they once stood
Tears trickle down my tired face
I can’t meet their gaze
I look, but don’t see
The friends waiting right in front of me
Shut the door on them all
Locked away in my pride fuelled hate
I will not let them hurt me again
A chance I cannot take
