I sit in the dark
No words escape my lips
Thoughts dance around my mind
Flitting from broken dream to lost train
No place to rest
I sigh,
White air disperses
Sharp contrast to the black
Heavy world weighs down my shoulders
Lost in thoughts too dark to lighten the load
I stare, eyes blank
Moist sheen their protection
Smiles hiding behind sullen mask
I weep,
Tears bounce of the floor, small sound
Breaking the deathly still
Letting the dust shake itself free
I laugh,
Laughing at my own insanity
Blood slides down my arm
Oops
Must’ve slipped, I’ll say
Sinister smirk
The pain flows down
Reaching for the ground
Anger tearing out of my limbs
The scars my only reminder
I stare at pale face
Mirror laughing
Too much blood
It won’t stop
Too late to uncut myself
I cry out, but too late
No one can hear me where I hid
This is my own hole
I’m lost to it
