nikkikix1024 (9:56:56 PM): hi, how are you?
LannaLynnique (10:00:21 PM): Hey! :-)
LannaLynnique (10:00:24 PM): how are you?
nikkikix1024 (10:00:52 PM): I'm blessed for sure, but I
have so much stuff to do
nikkikix1024 (10:00:58 PM): How are you?
LannaLynnique (10:01:07 PM): I'm good
LannaLynnique (10:01:18 PM): I also have a lot of stuff
to do though, lol
LannaLynnique (10:01:34 PM): I just baked some
cookies :-)
nikkikix1024 (10:02:01 PM): Great, I'm trying to start the
week off by doing all my homework the day before and
not the day of. Also I have two exams I'm studying for
tonight. Ummm, what kind of cookies?
LannaLynnique (10:02:27 PM): chocolate chip with
pecans :-)
LannaLynnique (10:02:48 PM): yeah, I'm doing the same
thing with the hw, and I have one test and one quiz on
Friday
nikkikix1024 (10:03:11 PM): Well, I hope you do well! I
have two exams one on Tues. and one on Wed
LannaLynnique (10:03:32 PM): Good Luck! :-)
LannaLynnique (10:03:40 PM): what classes?
nikkikix1024 (10:04:16 PM): Spanish 231 and Psych
280
LannaLynnique (10:04:24 PM): oh, ok
LannaLynnique (10:04:33 PM): mine are in Psych and
Astro
LannaLynnique (10:04:44 PM): so what's been going on
lately?
nikkikix1024 (10:06:04 PM): Well,I am officially fed up
with mr. Askew. He has asked me to come see him a
thousand times. I'm gonna go during our break. He
asked me for my ring size the other day ( he proposed
to me b4 without a ring and I told him if he does it right
I'll answer him). I hope he doesn't propose though
nikkikix1024 (10:06:12 PM): What about yourself
LannaLynnique (10:06:59 PM): What?!
LannaLynnique (10:07:36 PM): ok, you have to back up
and give me some more details... what's been going on
with you two?
nikkikix1024 (10:07:36 PM): Yes, I have decided that I
don't want to be with him. ( Well, that's how I feel right
now) and I hope he doesn't propose to me b/c I will tell
him no
LannaLynnique (10:07:56 PM): ok, but why are you
going to see him?
nikkikix1024 (10:08:04 PM): okay, so ummmm. Did I tell you that she's seven months pregnant?
LannaLynnique (10:08:22 PM): no =-O
nikkikix1024 (10:08:25 PM): Oh, b/c I do miss him and I feel he should take me shopping:-)
nikkikix1024 (10:08:36 PM): Yes, I feel like he owes me
nikkikix1024 (10:09:10 PM): Yes, now that I want to leave him alone he's all on me. He doesn't want me to go out with anyone
else. I feel like it's a little too late
nikkikix1024 (10:09:29 PM): But yes, she's seven months pregant. I had to find out from my friend
nikkikix1024 (10:09:49 PM): He told me that he wanted to tell me himself,but every time he tried he got scared.
nikkikix1024 (10:10:15 PM): Oh, to make things more crazier. Why did he tell me that he wants/NEEDS me to have his kids
LannaLynnique (10:10:20 PM): NO! Don't go see him, really. Especially if you miss him. What he owes you is peace and the
only way he can give that to you is by leaving you alone... If you go and visit him, it is just an opportunity he will use to get you
back and if you miss him, chances are it will work.
nikkikix1024 (10:10:38 PM): I told him he will not trap me
nikkikix1024 (10:10:59 PM): noooooo, it won't! Alanna there is noting NOTHING he can do right now
nikkikix1024 (10:11:16 PM): I"m so gone. Oh, she didn't tell him she was pregnant until she was four months
LannaLynnique (10:11:44 PM): he already got you wanting to see him, so he's already done something and he's not even here...
think how much more he can do in person
nikkikix1024 (10:11:46 PM): she's shady
nikkikix1024 (10:12:40 PM): Well, I really want him to buy me some clothes and he can give me some jewelry. Oh, he flew
down here to see me when I had found out about the thing. I was suppose to fly to see him, but I told him I wasn't going
LannaLynnique (10:12:47 PM): Girl, they are BOTH crazy! Let them have their drama and stay far from them so you don't
become a part of it...
nikkikix1024 (10:13:07 PM): I agree, but can I please please go and get some gifts from him?
LannaLynnique (10:13:30 PM): Why would you accept gifts from someone you are not interested in? That sends the wrong
message and will just give him more leverage to get back with you
LannaLynnique (10:13:43 PM): or keep you coming to see him to get more clothes
LannaLynnique (10:14:04 PM): you are worth so much more than clothing or jewelry... please don't let yourself be bought
nikkikix1024 (10:15:20 PM): Well, I just plan on going this once. After this I"m staying here to focus on school. I won't keep
going back for gifts. I know that I'm more important than some jewelry. I feel like I deserve something from him materialistic
nikkikix1024 (10:16:52 PM): I just came to this realization on Thursday. I feel like I should get something from him and it just so
happens to be a clothes. I don't want him
nikkikix1024 (10:17:02 PM): I guess, I'm using him in a sense
nikkikix1024 (10:17:35 PM): I tell him now he should just leave me alone and marry her, but he doesn't want to
nikkikix1024 (10:17:46 PM): He honestly believes he loves me and wants to marry me
nikkikix1024 (10:18:20 PM): I told him yesterday that he doesn't and that when I come to visit him next week that's it
LannaLynnique (10:18:22 PM): well you don't deserve anything materialistic, that's like saying that whatever he buys can make
up for what he has done and you're ok with it as long as he buys you things. Can't you see that this is how so many girls get
caught up with these athletes and just end up ruining their lives... And think about it, you didn't plan to go see him at all before,
so how do you know it will be just this once?
nikkikix1024 (10:18:50 PM): Aww, that's good
nikkikix1024 (10:19:51 PM): Okay, I know it will be this once b/c I'm setting some goals/standards for myself. If I choose to be
with him or he actally tries to be with me then I will have to go and meet his parents he has to officially break up with his baby
momma
LannaLynnique (10:20:09 PM): He doesn't want to marry either of you... not for the right reasons at least. If he did, he would
have done so long before now. What a marriage proposal does is keep you there with him, stuck on hope that one day you'll
be the only one... he may have proposed to her too
nikkikix1024 (10:20:54 PM): I"m not trying to be with him right now. I'm doing my thing. I already have a new friend. Also, I'm
not a materialistic girl, so him buying me all this stuff doesn't have emotional value. I'm just getting new things. He has to know
this doesn't make up for all the BS he has put me through
LannaLynnique (10:21:00 PM): Don't you think a guy should have broken up with his other girlfriend long before he proposes?!
nikkikix1024 (10:22:30 PM): Yess, you are right. You see he has dumb logic for his actions. He believes that I'm his girlfriend
and she's not. He thinks that he has broken up with her and she doesnt know it. I know that sounds really stupid and I guess he
thinks that I'm even more stupid to believe it
nikkikix1024 (10:22:46 PM): I agree with you. I tell him that he's shady and that I feel he's just trying to trap me
nikkikix1024 (10:23:07 PM): That's why I just came to the realization that I really don't want to be with him
nikkikix1024 (10:23:36 PM): I don't believe that he really wants to be with me. I think it's really her. i wish he would just marry
her-honestly
LannaLynnique (10:24:41 PM): Then why would you willingly step into a set trap? If you're not materialistic how can clothes be
the thing that makes you want to go? If there's no other reason, don't go. You don't need anyone else to provide for you
nikkikix1024 (10:24:55 PM): I don't plan on having sex with him. I'm not going to! But he told me that he wants me to have his
child right now. That's one of the reasons why I feel he doesn't really care about either one of us
nikkikix1024 (10:25:45 PM): I know, but I want to go and get some new clothes- it's free. I also him to take me out and things.
I'll be okay.
nikkikix1024 (10:26:23 PM): I still love him, I just don't like him nor want to be with him anymore
nikkikix1024 (10:28:17 PM): Well, just pray for me okay. Obviously I need it. Thanks for being concerned and always trying to
help me. I have to go and do my work and study- You have a good night and we can talk tomorrow-k?
LannaLynnique (10:28:24 PM): Are clothes really so important to you that you would risk your future or emotional well-being?
His girlfriend/baby momma probably started off just like you. You already know what he wants, you already know that he
doesn't love you, you admitted you still love him which means your vulnerable to him. I would not go if I were you.
LannaLynnique (10:29:03 PM): I will definitly pray for you and if I am not online tomorrow, you can call me... (586) 945-3523
nikkikix1024 (10:29:29 PM): awww, I want to go though. Please don't make me feel so bad about this Lanna Okay, I got yoru
number
LannaLynnique (10:29:46 PM): If you feel bad, that means you know there's something wrong
LannaLynnique (10:29:58 PM): I wouldn't be a friend if I didn't tell you
nikkikix1024 (10:30:20 PM): I know thank you. And everything you said is so right
nikkikix1024 (10:30:26 PM): I appreciate you
nikkikix1024 (10:30:32 PM): bye bye
LannaLynnique (10:30:43 PM): You just pray that the devil be bound and you're not vulnerable to his attacks ;-)
LannaLynnique (10:30:57 PM): Do you know the Prayer of Jabez?
nikkikix1024 (10:31:05 PM): oh yes- thank u
nikkikix1024 (10:31:09 PM): yes
nikkikix1024 (10:31:17 PM): i say it everyday
LannaLynnique (10:31:23 PM): You're welcome :-)
LannaLynnique (10:31:39 PM): ok, well try a different one, lol
nikkikix1024 (10:31:41 PM): bye
LannaLynnique (10:31:42 PM): ;-)
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LannaLynnique (10:31:47 PM): Bye :-)
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