THINGS do not impress me. His mind and the ability to crawl into my head DO impress me. Someone with self-confidence and is assertive both in private and his everyday life. I'm sorry, but I just can't picture me submitting to a gas station attendant (for example), I like older men and someone in that sort of position in his 40's or 50's just tells me he isn't a very self confident or assertive person. I like men who go for what they want in life. If he shows this, it tells me I don't have much of a chance topping him and he's used to getting what he wants, including what he may want from me. I really don't like feeling in control of a man, but do notice I tend to be more aggressive with passive men. I do NOT want that, so please do not ask me to. I like extreme control by the right person, so sue me. Read on to learn more about me.
and because I known you'll ask: green eyes, dark auburn hair past my shoulders, 38C, shaved, one tattoo (not colored) on upper right calf, and I hate my chest, so cut it out! LOL
11/9/02
Well, I've finally started changing this site to something more personal, more well rounded than simply a weight loss site for buddies (sorry guys!).
I've branched out from most of my online weight loss support places and am doing this on my own. It just seems easier for me this way. I know many people need support, but it's very easy to get caught up in people who go through the same cycles, constantly blaming life for their last binge. I guess I've grown beyond that and my eyes are open now.
A little about me:
Yes, I'm a bbw girl. I'm 5' tall, small boned (can fit my thumb and middle finger around my wrist lol) and my goal is 100. Yes, that seems small, but when I weighed 120/130, people called me PLUMP! geezus..anyway.
I have two older children (10 and 15). I'm 33 and I'm married, but will get a divorce as soon as I can. I'm done with being with a liar and someone who's living in fucking denial. (oh, great profile, *hon*, what a liar you are LOL jeez) Sorry, I just had to put that in there. I'm about to my bursting point. Normally, I'm an outgoing cheerful person and very submissive when the right triggers are used. I fell into depression for a few years during the marriage, but finally woke up and realized shit was NOT all MY fault. WOW what a difference it makes when you finally wake up. I know what I want and I'm going to take measures to make it happen.
What I want....LTR (RT) d/s w/ extreme. My profile says a lot, if you want to know more, just ask. I'm not going to put it here, because he's already fronting and posing and the more info I give him, the more he'll pretend and I can't stand that. Please be real, have experience, know what you want. Self confidence is very sexy. I love intelligent conversations as well as being able to laugh at silly things. I love a good sense of humor.
I like to read, although I do most my reading online. I've interests in Witchcraft, the metaphysical, zodiac, etc. I LOVE music. Just about all types of music, depending on my mood. Yes, when I'm alone, I'm one of those annoying drivers who WHIZZZZZ by you. I'm not speeding to get ahead of you, I speed because I LOVE it. I keep it to safe areas though
Happy lustful dreams! ~*
I lost all my great bdsm websites in a computer crash a while back. Have some good ones to send me? Please do! I'd like to change my links page to have a more diverse collection.
Angela~*
