i am home. in california now. its wonderful.
i have a boy, a rather sweet boy, and he does his best to make me happy.
i have dyed my hair red, a nice bright i'm okay red. i like it.
he wont buy me a kitty though. my boy that is. kitties are cute.
i dont dream like i used to.
sometimes i sleep but mostly i am awake. i dont talk much these days.
mostly i just think about everything and nothing.
i am so happy sometimes that i smile at the way a shadow falls on the floor.
sometimes i cry because the sky just isn't the same shade of blue that it used to be.
my sisters birthday is coming up. i sent her a plane ticket so she can ditch satan and my mother and come out here with me.
she is neat.
i am an auntie two times now, thanks to my younger sister in AR. i feel so old.
i suppose i should go and eat or do some other responsible thing. bye.
