these past few days i have been so depressed.
i dont know.
i feel so empty and useless. i always have, it's just that i usually dont think about it. its just... life. not just mine, but the lives of all the creatures that have ever lived and ever will live. so much time and so many many thoughts and lives. so little time for each individual life.
and things are infinite.
so that means there was no beggining and there will be no end. i am less than a spark. a blink of the eye of time. no, less. we all are, and the only way we are able to continue on in a decent manner is to disregard this information. i will stop now. i just....i am sorry. i just feel blank. it is hard to make sense of it all.
