Voided Forever Lonely

...as tears run dry, I find myself...

Hey there everyone. This is me opening up to the world. I'm in the stage of finding myself. I will be posting my life here so it will give me some sort of balance as to help me find myself. Above all I hate being lost. So you can get to know me while I get to know myself, step by step, piece by piece. And I'm putting the puzzle together...

To Find the Real Me Inside
Images of Friendship
Lyrics Representing Me
My Friends Pages
Journal of the Summer to Find Myself


...my heart has fallen through the floor, then torn apart by your smile...


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October 8, 2000
I havn't really looked at this page in so long. It's pretty crazy how much things have been changing lately. I'm very happy now. Today I got my first boyfriend. I'm with John, finally. I miss him so much though. He's grounded and has been for the past two weeks, he still has another to serve. It's driving me crazy not being able to see him other than at work. Well I'm going to frolic off to bed now, sleep is good. I'll update more as soon as possible. *Amber*

Email: amberstaybear@hotmail.com