For those of you who know me, you know that MARIAH CAREY is someone I look up to so much. Her words fit nearly every aspect of my life in one way or another. Looking in describes me to a "T". Lyrics taken from her CD are below:
Life’s Regrets
and that is for you to enjoy life.
But not so much that you end up making wrong decisions
and doing stupid things.
When you find yourself looking back on your life--
I hope you don’t come across anything you regret
And if you do,
I hope you realize how it came to be like that.
If someone requested you stop something, did you?
No—and that’s why you are what you are--
You did what you did because you do,
And you always have.
A Goodbye Never Spoken
I never got to tell you how much our friendship meant to me
I never told you how much you changed me
I never saw you again—and I never will
Why did that have to happen?
Pain and Sorrow still affects me to this day
I never understood at the time, and I still don’t
I regret never saying goodbye
You didn’t let anyone tell you
So, goodbye Nutun, Nicole, Shelly, Mimi, Kurt
Missing you always and forever
Just For You
I can recall everything so perfectly.
I remember all of the heartache and all the things you told me
Promises never kept, lies you always told me.
Did you actually think I bought that?
Do you actually think that was easy to have in my life?
Well, you did it all over again to me today.
And I don’t even think you realize what you’re doing.
Whatever your goal is, I remember your actions and I always will.
Your words that stung, you’re unforgettable self.
And I always will remember this about you.
Trust?
Why did I put my faith in you?
How could you turn around and do that?
What is going through your head?
Why are you putting me through this?
When will all of this end?
Who do you think I can ever believe again?
Where is this all headed?
Do you have some sort of plan?
Do you know what this is doing to me inside?
You have NO idea how much you’ve hurt me.
I don’t think things will ever be the same—and I know that it is YOU who I now blame.
How could you put me through this—how?
I thought I could trust you, but now you have proven me wrong…
…you liar.
And Thank You
I bet you didn’t even think I’d notice, did you?
Well I did.
You took my heart and tore it apart
You took my feelings and swept them aside--
--Never even taking notice of them.
You took my life and threw it away
You WASTED me away
And I commend you.
Yes, I commend you for being you.
Never in my whole life have I had the PRIVLEDGE of meeting anyone more heard-hearted and low than you.
And I commend and thank you.
Congratulations.
Viva per sempre, sto aspettando dura come il sole….viva per sempre per il momento, sempre cercando per ‘I’ uno’….. Con amore a tutti che non sonno qui con me ancora...per ti io prego sempre, e siete sempre nella mia menta--con ogni giorno che passa, e un ogno giorno che mi manchi tutto. C'e` qualcosa tipo di memoriale fuori dalla mia camera per i studenti che non sono qui con noi--e quando vedo loro, vi prego, vi penso, vi amo. Sempre, Mary
