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I somehow got to meet the lovely Sarah Michelle Gellar, & Alasyn Hannigan (from the cast of BTVS...) then we sorta became friends.. Next was strange, cuz they had to go somewhere. They didn’t say what they had to do exactly... I went to my cousin’s house for awhile... We just lounged out for about an hour outside, then later I left and took a walk for about 25 minutes.... Then I came back after I decided I wanted to get an autograph from Sarah Michelle Gellar. I went to Nicki’s house ( my cousin ) and I went inside. I had somehow interupted something so I had to go back outside, and ask Nicki if she could please get my notebook and pen.... I think she got it for me, but somehow I ended up going to some kind of place that held a pool filled with the most blueish green salt water i’ve ever seen before. It was like amazing.. My sister (Hallie) & brother (Zac) were there, only a smaller version of herself & himself.. I’m thinking around 6 & 7 years old... Plus, they were twins... I took her hand ( I was 12 at the time ) and led Hallie to the bleachers, which felt freezingly cold. I was watching Zac, and he was playing with his new doggie, Clueleash. We sat down with a blanket underneath us as we just relaxed for a few minutes so we could get warmed up... Later on, I noticed I was squirming more than usual. I think it was because I had to go to the bathroom. The thing was, I wasn’t sure if I should go now or wait until we leave...A few mins later, I had obliviously decided to chance it & just go.. By then I really had to go... I told Hallie, still squriming, “I’m gonna go find a bathroom, ok?... When they call you, go... but just be careful,ok? You really can’t totally trust a gator....” Right after I said that,
I was up and out of my seat... As an afterthought, I glanced back at them to speak, cautioning them, “Oh, and try to stay together as much as possible, ok?” They replied, “Yes Lila, We’ll try to stay within 5 feet of each other” I wizzled my way down the stairs, strolled around searching for some sort of bathroom. Looking with my hands in my pockets, I found a different kind of bathroom but they (there were more than one of the same kind) didn’t have any sort of stall. I could tell that it was one cuz it flushed automatically. It looked more like a sink though.. Other than that, I couldn’t find anything else, so I asked a lady who looked like she may know where there is one. She stopped when I asked her, and tried to think.. I thought, then stated, “I also came across some that looked like sinks, but they flushed automatically.. Are those the only ones around here?” She replied sadly, “ Actually, yeah, I think that they are the only ones around here....” The lady then suggested, kindly, “Why don’t you try calling your mom,?” “I can’t.. My Mom lives halfway across the country,” I responded sorrowfully. She questioned me curiously, “Where are you going then? Are you by yourself? ” I replied, “I’m going back to the gator pool where I first started out.. ” As an afterthought, I added, “Would you come with me on my voyage? I think I might be more comfortable if I have someone go with me.. That way I don’t , uh, get lost.. Ahem..(*cough*) Anywayz, you can sit in the bleachers, cuz I’ll be helping my sister & brother swim with Hargerously the Amazing Amazon Creature of the Night as part of the escapade. You don’t have to, but you can if you want to... I just thought it’d be something to do..”
She replied, by saying sincerely, “I’d love to go with you, just let me get my jacket, ok?” She came back with her flossy silkly flared red zipped up part way to show her lime green fitted sweater underneath.
“Ready to go?” I asked. “Yes maam. I am ready for an incredible journey to the pool,” she responded. We slowly headed out, enjoying the fresh air with the wind blowing and glazing our faces with pure joy of happieness. “Hey, you never did tell me your name..” The lady commented. “Oh, right, My name is Lily Rose Parker. I am 12 years old, and I have a brother and sister who are twins.. The look quite different from each other.” “What’s yours,?” I asked. “I’m Alissa Haliwell, and I have two sisters, Shannon, & Holly.” Farther down the road, we stopped to see a few exotic birds and saw other different kinds of species of frogs. We saw one with lime green covering and it’s stomach part was bright orange with a few spots of yellow and red on it.. It was probably poisonous. Another kind of bird came flying right over us suddenly. We just ducked and the vibrant exotic bird flew to the ground, chirping happily, wandering around, with his prize which he had just caught in his beak. Excited as he was, he seemed to wish us luck on our journey, by winking at us...... Fifteen Minutes later, after a seemingly endless road, there lay in front of us was a sign saying... “Welcome to The Amazon Rain Forest!”
I showed the lady my ticket pass, and then Alissa paid her own way in. We strolled over to where I sat before and told her she could watch from here.. “It looks empty.. Is it always like this,?” Alissa asked me, curiously, gazing at the almost non-existent crowd. I responded lightly, " More people will show up soon." Two minutes after I said that, Sarah Michelle Gellar was mixed in with an average crowd. When she was nearer and could see me, I nodded to her and waved my hand at her... She kinda said hi back, then she sat down a few rows in front of us...
It was my time to go and help my sister though, so I turned to Alissa, and said " I gotta go now, see ya afterwards, k?" I waddled my way up to the tank filled with salt water, and went through the plastic curtain which kept the gator locked in with just his trainers ( which included my sister, brother & me ). Once I got in, my sister was already ontop of the alligator splashing water all around her, and my bro was just in the water guiding Hargerously through the water. I sat up on top of Hargerously, with Hallie, havin’ fun swimming with a gator, which was huge.. It was 12 feet long and weighed 1,500 lbs... After awhile the people in the audience disappeared slowly, but we still swam with Hargerously for a while... Out of the blue, he seemed to get ticked off for a moment, cuz he growled almost like a skunk hissing at his enemy.. We just wondered why he transformed quickly from being nice to well, mean. My sister decided to go outside the curtain and before she got a chance to zip the curtain up, Hargerously made it through the opening. He opened his huge jaws, showing his widely cainine teeth. He Chomped at her, but luckily, she seemed to be faster than that of the gator. I caught up with my sister by slinking through the dark forested area.I thought it would lead me to where my sister was. Once I had found my sister, we looked back for my brother.... What we saw chilled us to the bone... There was our lovely “thought to be friend,” Hargerously, with our brother, Zac being chewed as we just gazed in tearfulness. I felt like a dog being chewed up by a wolf, terririzing me to death... My sister just cried and sorta waved ... She tearfully whispered with such emotion that shouldn’t have to go through something like this at such a young age “goodbye, my dear friend and brother, Zac.. Oh, How I will miss you, but you shall be still with us,
in our dreams.” As an afterthought, she sincerely added, “You’ll be like a Guardian Angel soaring high up in the sky, gazing down on us, watching over us as we move on with our lives.... She paused,
“Won’t he, Lily,?” she asked curiously. I gazed at her with much affection then, and said “yes, he shall do just that.” I thought to myself, ‘boy that was a pretty good description coming from a 7 year old..’ I looked at her, then cautiously and gently spoke... “ Let’s go home, Hallie ” She gazed wistfully into the wind, her crying now turning into hiccups “Ok, *UhAck* Let’s go,” she just barely whispered to me. We made our way towards home, till we found our mom & a close friend of hers just getting ready to get in my mom’s maroon colored minivan. I walked up to her, and asked “ Hey, Mom, what are you doing here? I thought you were still in London, doing your restarant buiesness as usual.” “Didn’t you hear? I’m moving back here. Only for awhile though. I’m only staying to help create a new restarant and show people how they are supposed to run it,” My mom exclaimed excitedely. “How are you guys doing?...” Then after a glance, she noticed the obvious. She carefully asked “Why were you guys crying?” Hallie then burst into tears and flew into our mom’s arms which had opened up to us.. I stayed back and gazed at her sadly with a look that chilled her to the bone. Then I finally spoke after about a minute. I don’t know how to tell you this, but, well, Zac died, mom. Our mom started, gasping, while trying to question, “ He died?” “How,?” She crumbled to the ground on her knees, with her feet diggingi into the freshly planted ground, thinking back to all of their times that the five of them had shared together. Her facial expressions when Zac did the incredible; he dressed up as Hallie one time for halloween and somehow or another got a person to actually think it was her.. and that person asked him as hallie to go to a dance around here.... I spoke, asking " Do you think you could take us home to use the bathroom? There don’t seem to be one we can use here.. " "Sure, let's go home..." That’s how my dream ended ... they had wanted to use the bathroom.. what a dream, eh??? Somehow or another we ( cast of Charmed- Shannon Dorthey, Allisa Milano, & Holly McCombs & me ) got the chance to go up to a cottage or a house... It was wayy up there in the sky... There was this ladder that went almost straight up... It was a piece of cake to climb up it cuz I wasn’t looking down.... we sat up there awhile to just chill... then when it came to go down the other three went before me.. when I gazed down I felt queasy.. Ughh...my eyes sorta rolled back into my head.. They had noticed a hesitation, and asked, “what’s wrong? Aren’t you gonna come down?” I responded by trying to open my eyes and climb down the ladder. I froze right on the spot. ooooh... Um... I kinda have a fear of heights... “You think you could perhaps help me down,?” I asked, wincing alittle. New dream... (I don't remember it all though) :<(
First of all, I was with some friends
( who I don't know personally, which was the strange part..) I think actually that I was like a character from Sweet Valley High or Sabrina.. or some show.. cuz
my friends and I had some kind of mind power... We went back in time first to like the 50's.... we had those scarves in our hair... and the poodle skirts.. pontails like they had..... next.. I think we just went somewhere I
guess, ( we ended up at some sort of park with a huge statue of Midnight Rider ( some general or president..I forget his name..grr..) (Paul Reviere!) and my friends and I were deciding who to become next... I was like 'Oh I know! Rainbow Brite!' So... I used my powers to try to become the next rainbow brite look alike.. Hallie (my sister) was in the dream and was gonna become Starlight (Rainbow Brite's horse) with me,... What happened though, was strange then, cuz all of what happened was that parts of my skin had turned orange, and my sister wasn't with me anymore.. I don't know what happened to her.. I think she just went her own way... Then next, my friends and I walked towards a huge two story building which was filled with amazingly angelic candles that smelled like a million different candy filled flavors, surrounding us with their cloudy embrace... After we checked that out, we made our way towards the upstairs to which I had saw two guys starring at me for some odd reason... I rolled my eyes back into my head and just glared back... with my orange parts still there, it had i guess looked like a creature of some sort ( a vampire )...
I guess you could say I hadn't been able to turn into rainbow brite yet.....grr... However, as I gazed through more of the books they had, i came across a series I haven't read in like ages, and we were back in the 90's... I looked through them till I picked out one that totally caught my interest.... You wouldn't beleive it but there was a certain name on the front cover along with a picture.. (the series i was looking at was Sweet Valley High, BTW) That name was .... ~Hänson~
I was pyshed! :þ
I murmured "wow" out loud. Then I hissed, "Look, here," I pointed out to my friend, LeeLee...(hey she looked alot like LeeLee Sobieski!) "So..? what's the big wow for?" LeeLee replied, not the least bit interested (yet) " It's HANSON!"
" Yeah, so?" she responded irritably, going back to looking at her magizine, which had a cute squiggly cheetah and itz mother on the front cover...(aww... sweet) "Oh never mind.... " I said, glancing at the book i was thinkin' of buying , when I remembered (dreadfully) that I only had like 2 dollars with me cuz of the movie we went to go see this morning (Popples Back in the Hopples)... So I didn't remember getting the book ... *sigh*
Oh well.. I guess I'll just have to daydream about them (hanson of course!)....*sigh** ahhhh... While I was sleeping, with my mind going about a zillion miles per hour, thinking of you the whole time ( a Hanson song) hehe... j/k... it was going that fast but I was prob thinkin' of chocolate, and colorful creations, which overcame my soul to transform me into Rainbow Brite! Yahoo! I went outside.... and my beatiful white horse with a multicolored mane of hair (Starlight) was out there. So was my dear pal sprite!
Hallie and my brother, Chandler I guess had the same kind of dream that I had, and transformed! Boom Shaka Laca! 'Wow' I thought , as I saw a beauitiful sparkling rainbow coming down from the magnificent sky towards the earth just like a shooting star floating over the galaxy. It had landed like two feet in front of us, with a leprachaun sliding down the colorful rainbow. The leprachaun was a glowin' with yellowish greenish lights surrounding him, making him seem like an angel, come to take us to a different land, where many new and exciting things shall happen.. Once the Leprachaun touched the ground, there, before him, sprang up a huge pot of gold that shimmered as the sun reflected the pieces so beautifully. "Would you guys and gals care to join me over the rainbow for a day?" he asked curiously, waiting for an answer... We all gazed at each other, searching each others soul for the answer which may lead them to a happy joyous day of fun filled moments.... "Sure... I think it'll be fun!" I said, excitedly.. "Me too!" Twink yelled happily.. "Now I get to see what it's like to be a sprite! " "Neighhhhhhh" went Starlight, with a definate YES.. she wanted to go too! "Ok, then.... Rainbow Brite and Twink please settle yourselves on Starlight please.” They did, and looked totally thrilled that for the first time, they'd be able to walk over a rainbow! Plus, fly towards the Mystical Land of Rainbow Brite called Forever Stars A Glow! "Starlight, you follow me, ok?" the Leprachaun asked, then walked right ontop of the majestic rainbow, and shined once again.. Starlight followed the Leprachaun through the clouds of mist, with the first step feeling way weird, for walking on a rainbow was like walking in a puddle of marshmallows puffed out, yet almost invisable... The others just sat back on her back and relaxed. After Awhile, they seemed to be getting restless.. Rainbow was wiggling around like a maniac and so was Twink.. Then all of a sudden they stopped.. Stopped to stare in awe... We had made it through all the mist and slightly darkened areas to only find a place where there was color everywhere, and there was some more sprite's doing acrobatics on a trampoline and some were juggling sticks with s'mores ontop of them.. All the while, we all gazed in awe at the spectacle with our eyes wide open and our faces lit up in smiles... "Wow, that is sooo cool!" exclaimed Twink, gazing longingly at them, perhaps wondering if he could do the same thing as they were.. While he was starring at them, a sprite gazed his way, and then asked, "Hey, Twink, you wanna try juggling?" "Sure! I'd love to!" "Here ya go then, " Sparkles polietly said, handing him over 3 juggling sticks. 'Wow' Twink thought as he twirled one of them around for a few minutes then started to try to juggle all three of them.. He threw one in the breathy air, while swinging the other one catching the wind, and the other one fell on the ground. 'Oops... I'll try that again...' he thought to himself, reaching towards the stick which fell.. Meanwhile, watching him, Rainbow Brite and Starlight were going around the place, seeing what was up with this place... They were traveling when all of a sudden, Starlight stopped, and stared. There was this handsome horse with a brightly colored purple coat of mane ontop of it's pink yellow head, lying on the ground, peacefully, underneath a pretty palm tree, with colorful seedlings on it.... Rainbow Brite also saw someone over by the weeds in the background, as though he was tryin' to sneak through this land of wonders... Rainbow frowned when she saw something suspicious in his hands... it looked to be like some sort of metallic obstacle to which she couldn't quite figure... 'hmmm... ' she thought, then decided to sleek her way through towards the weird guy, crawling on her legs so she wouldn't be seen by him. Starlight noticed her, and kept watch... She slowly made her way towards the creature she didn't know.. 'Ohhh.. wait I know you,' she thought, and then suddenly she sprinkled her star lite savors ontop of Lurky's head to make him combust into a colorful person. "Oh my!" he shrieked... agasped that once again Rainbow Brite got to him and changed him to color..... "the boss aint gonna be happy about this!" he warned...He was about to leave when something stopped him.. His heart had I guess transformed along with his colorfulness... Rainbow Brite smiled at him once he stopped to turn around to smile happily at her, thanking her... "Hey Lurky, before you go, do you think you could maybe help us get Murky back to where he belongs.. Back in the another dimension? Cuz he like isn't helping us here." Rainbow asked. Lurky looked around him, and felt alot of others starring at him, waiting and expecting him to answer soon.... Then he looked deep into the water hole which showed his true reflection, who he liked for who he was.... in color instead of grey, and he thought it would be kinda cool to see his boss go.. so he wouldn't have to listen to him anymore, too....Soo.. all through this, rainbow's friends have all been waiting and hoping for the best.... "Sure! I'd love to help you!" he exclaimed exciteldy.
"What can I do first?" he asked... Rainbow Brite thought this over for a moment then, motioned for her helpers and friends to huddle up together with Lurky to devise a plan... " Ok.. how about Patty, Lites, Tykes, And Britney all go find a huge net so we can maybe capture him, " suggested Ricky. "Then Rykey, Kyople, and Hypercickle go get your latest invention to launch Murky into space... ok? " he went on with his genious idea... “In the meantime, Rainbow Brite, you get with Hypolinks and Twisterols to get some of your lite savors together to combine them to get Murky ok? Sound good with everyone???" he asked, looking around the crowd... "Ok, then," Ricky said, "Let's get started..." Off they all went in their own directions, helping each other
find what they needed... Once they got the net, the launcher, and rainbow brite and her little friends (the sprites) got the star lites from the mountainous crystally inclements... they all met in the middle of the field.... Lurky was the key... He was the bait...They pretended to roast him by the fire, with him in chains, which looked so deadly real, it was spooky.... One hour later, he felt roasted, but a few minutes later, he smelled soemthing very famillar.. He smelled a dullness so great he knew it had to be his almost ex-boss, Murky.. He leaned his head back, and tried to call for help... "He... Hel... Help! they got me! ackkk help!!" he finally was able to screech.. Once Murky saw he was in trouble, he lept right into action, searching the holllow ground for something to help him get his partner up and out of there... Meanwhile Rainbow Brite and her friends were sneaking up on him, reaching into their little pouches to get ready to sprinkle Murky, while out of the middle of nowhere, there seemed to this huge net of webs coming towards Murky, making him widen his eyes in a huge freaked out way... "Aghhhh," he screeched as it made him crumble to the sandy ground. "Hooray!" the rest of the people yelled, throwing their hands up in the air.. Rainbow, Twink, Ricky and their crew went straight to work getting Murky untangled from the web of netting. Once they got him, they wrapped his small hands towards the back of him.. They lead him towards the invention which Rykey, Kyople, and Hypercickle had laid out near the fire, ready to launch it far far away, from this colorful world of vibrant life of all forms... Murky growled at them all... saying in a harsh voice.. "You're not gonna get away with this Rainbow.. NoWay.. I'll be back, even if it kills me!" Well he didn't know what was instored for him... Twink, Tykes, Lolly, Hannsomn, Saink, and Rolly were totally thrilled to be doing the most awesome thing on the planet.. They were the ones who got to throw the Star Lite Savors ontop of him... Thrush went the stardust sprinkling him with the wind changing the colors of him.... he snarled at them all.... then next they put the new brightly colored poor little Murky all by himself into the shuttle, and took a match.. Ricky swiped it, then struck it to the piece of string and waited for Murky to get the heck out of here.. in the way way far away galaxy! Everyone watched as he flew silently away, without looking back, only looking forward and frowning with this huge killer look.. "Bye Bye Murky... Have a nice Trip C ya Next Fall!" Ricky thought, chuckling at his own joke.... "He is offically gone everyone!" "Yay!” everyone was soo excited... they were happy once again thanks to the help of Ricky and Rainbow and her friends... Now Rainbow and her friends had to leave to go back to their own real world.. their day has been up..... "Awwwwe..... We have to leave... it's been a day already..." Rainbow exclaimed, looking crestfallen... she had liked being in the magical place with Twink and Starlight... She rounded up the other two, and traveled the purple colored road side to reach the majestic rainbow once again... The Leprachaun was there waiting, lit up more than usual since it was night.... We loaded our horse and stepped onto the rainbow... Walked on it till we reached our lovely home, with the Pink roof peeking up slightly so we could see it.. We crept towards the house, and walked inside.... Our mom was waiting inside for us.. She asked off handely " Where'd you guys go?" Our responce? " Just around.. don't worry... nothing big.. We just took a huge walk.... over the rainbow...." We paused, then each went our own ways, further into the house, to get ready to sleep... I (Rainbow) now Lila... was sooo tired... I totally conked out as soon as i hit the pillow................. 'that was fun' my head went, as I was sleeping.......................
The first thing was that I was with my mom, Hallie (sister) and Shaun (sister's boyfriend)… We were at some kind of a carnival… We were like ladi ladi la… All of a sudden we ran into Nick Carter who was singing extremely well… He was singing acapella… He had a killer voice that day… My sister said something to him… that he was amazing… he was really great, not to mention talented…
I just watched… my mind was elsewhere… I don’t know where.
Next was really strange… Suddenly Nick and Shaun left and Lizzie was with us, and somehow or another we had gone from the carnival to a big pool. The pool was large… We had to fetch Lizzie and her kittens out of the water, because for some reason there was an evil witch who we were watching out for… She was going to hurt them… Hallie dove into the water, searching for the precious kittens which most of them were under the water… which was odd because most cats do not like the water, especially Lizzie and her kittens… she found most of the kittens... Then the mean lady came back… we all banded together- My mom, Hallie and me… but the strange thing was I was the only one who sang to get her mesmerized and distracted…
‘Some things in life you may not always know… you just have to learn… If only for someday you could go back… tomorrow can seem like the wind…. Just dream away…’ some odd sayings I just blurted in a singing voice…
After that… I slowly gravitated towards her and grabbed a chair and invited her to sit down… I was still singing when I massaged her temples… then I moved to her shoulders… I would then pray to the heavens above that I pass on my love and energy to the lady. I did Reiki on her… I asked her if she has had anyone give her love lately, and she couldn’t remember… so I used the angels and the guides above to heal her bad parts and plant the newer good energy and love into her system… I gave her the whole treatment… she was much better and less meaner… she became a whole different person… Oh… also while doing the Reiki, I had her close her eyes and envision that she was on a desert with the sun shining on her, soothing her aching, and to just feel the light of love and energy sweep her body. I wanted her to also just relax and see an eagle in flight, freed by the wind, just taking everything all in… after the session, I gave her a hug… what an odd dream, eh? I can't believe I actually remembered this much of it... I haven't had a dream in ages... IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIllllllllllllllllllllll
Tell me what you liked or loved... Talk to me! Give me
some advice! What could I perhaps do to make my world of
creativy a more interesting place for you to be?!?!?!?... Perhaps you dislike something
for some odd reason..
...tell me what it is...
The omnipresent ritual of springing up
Seems like days un-ended, parallel to my earth shattering
Senses I receive as though I am on the path to thunder in rain at night.
The wind bellows my name, calling me with its’ overcastting sorrows of darkness;
With great love, I disobey it’s ruling, and crash far into the oceans below.
My flight of gratitude flows deeply, etching skies with unlimited access
to be seen only as it is-
Beautiful.
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My dream-Sad...
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Regretful Eyes Approach
Night with Dawn,
Sleepless Rain Emitting from
Breaths of Air,
Shadowing Lies.
Dew Falls, Far Between the Cracks,
Enlightening white petals,
Sneaking by with
Walls of peace, Sinking Deeply
Into Magnificent Water.
diff dream... same night.... and I only remember a little bit of it....
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Seeking a life,
Boys coming more
Incomplete, roses forming more
Skyward bound Innocent leaves
Twirling the likes of
Tears gone from the face.
With eyes so kind,
The blue seemed to be like mine. They could be red with fire shooting through a wall
Poking the life of death into heat.
Passion over-rides the misfortunate of
Rain, sorrow and with eyes
Hoping to perceive the will
To live in harmony.
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11-11-03 A Candle in Caged Darkness is
Full of despair. It awaits the signal to transpire courage by
reaching out from underneath the walls of shadows
to push with wings of silver deep into the night,
resolving tears of regret as the last thing it should feel.
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