This heart will love again
his Heart Will Love Again
By El (me)
I'm keeping my word, I mean what I say, my pledge is my bond, Thats just my way, when you made a promise, to someone who’s gone, when that’s when 4eva, seems a little to long. I'm keeping myword, and I made a vow, swore that id love you, And I cant change that now, they tell me I’m free to find some1 new, I just don’t have the heart, coz gave mine to you. When I said my love will last 4 all time and no1 would eva take ur place, well if that promise was the last one you heard, well u know I kept it, and wish you were a man of your words.
"Brooke get up," shouted her mother it was the last day of school b4 her summer holidays. Brooke got up and put on her clothes and grabbed a mango juice and rushed out of the house.
"Your breaky dear...." she heard but ignored it and ran to school.
Brooke saw her boyfriend leaning on his locker near by hers she went up2 him and he kissed her back weakly after he kissed her.
"We have to talk," he said as she lookedat him oddly. He pulled her into an empty classroom.
"Whats up?" she asked concerned
"We well I like you but its not working out, we've been dating a couple a months now and its kinda well.... I like some1 new," he explained, tears came down Brooks cheeks
"You promised me we'd be foreva,'cried Brooke
"I know bout its like some1 else caught me eye and........."Started her Brad her B/F as she ran out of the room in tears.
I'm keeping my word, I mean what I say, my pledge is my bond, Thats just my way, when you made a promise, to someone who’s gone, when that’s when 4eva, seems a little to long. I'm keeping myword, and I made a vow, swore that id love you, And I cant change that now, they tell me I’m free to find some1 new, I just don’t have the heart, coz gave mine to you. when I said my love will last 4 all time and no1 would eva take ur place, well if that promise was the last one you heard, well u know i kept it, and wish you were a man of your words.
CHAPTER TWO
Brooke was lying on ehr bed crying that afternoon she loved Brad with all her soul and this wasnt fair. how could he have left her and found some1 knew. She couldnt move on because he was the only one she could ever love. there was a knock on her bedroom door as her friend Ashley walked inside her room.
"Brooke how you doing?" asked Ashley
"Bad," replied Brooke
“guys suck,’ said Ashley
“Life does too,” replied Brooke
“Tell me about it…” said Ashley
“I want to hate Brad so much but I cant I still love him,’ cried Brooke
“Look Brooke stop thinking of him okay?” asked Ashley
“Ill try!” replied Brooke
“Yeah you better,” said Ashley
“I love him, I gave him my word, and I meant what I said, I said that I’d love him and I cant change that now, I know I can love some1 new, but I don’t have the heart, because I gave it to him,” cried Brooke. Ashley hugged her.
CHAPTER THREE
My love, after all that we’ve been through are you telling me the time has vome to go our separate ways, but now, all that we have done if you don’t let me make it up to you the truth I’ll have to face you wont be here tomorrow but ill get through the sorrow baby now that you’re gone ill keep the fire burring no more heart breaking and everyday I’m living is 4 the taking and I know that in the end oh I will be seratin this heart will love again.
Brooke and Ashley were at the mall.
“I wanna go home!” said Brooke
“Why?” asked Ashley
“Everything here reminds me of Brad, we used to come here a lot,” she continued
“You need to get over him girl,” said Ashley pulling her over to a clothes store.
“Yeah I know I do but its very hard,” said Brooke
“I know he perfect thing that will take your mind off Brad!” smiled Ashley
“What now?” asked Brooke
“Well lets go watch that new JTT Xmas movie,” smiled Ashley
“Okies,” replied Brooke as they went.
When the movie inished they walked out
“So ya like it?” asked Ashley
“Yeah it was awesome, if only life had a good ending to it,” replied Brooke
“If only I had jtt it would,” smiled Ashley
“You are pathetic,” giggled Brooke
“I’m serious and at least I made you smile,” replied Ashley. They walked as they saw Brad holding hands and acting rather friendly with another girl.
“That’s the bitch he left me for,” said Brooke with a tear coming from her eye
“He’s not worth it,” said Ashley hugging her “…he’s not,” she continued softly.
CHAPTER FOUR
Brooke was in her front yard as Brad her ex walked her way
“We have to talk,” he said
“Yeah,” replied Brooke
“Well I wanted to say goodbye” replied Brad
“Piss off,” said Brooke
“I’m sorry hurt you,” said Brad
“As if you care,” replied Brooke
“I loved you Brooke I really did,” said Brad
“Love funny love is EVERLASTING love does not end so don’t bullshit and say you loved me,” said Brooke
“That is so not true,” replied Brad
“Yeah it is,” cried Brooke
“Im outa here,” said Brad walking away
“Wait canestill be mates?” asked Brooke
“No!” replied brad as she went in her house crying hysterically.
Brook didn’t know what to do it was so unfair that she lost the person she loved most in her life, it was all happening so fast and her heart was breaking more and more by the minute it wasn’t getting better it was getting worse.
Smile some more for me. I can see in your eyes, don’t you try to deny, that’s I would have let you down again, you can tell me I’m wrong, we’ve been friends for to long, it was time something else would begin, I’ll be gone in a while, but I really hope that you’ll understand. You need to smile somemore. No need to cry no more no need to cry no more I’ll show you what I have instore like 4eva more ill cry 4 you each night and day so smile some more, smile some more 4 me.
THE END...
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Safe In Your arms
Safe In Your arms! :)...By El C (ME)
He came, with his family to visit us from USA. He was only staying a few days then would leave again. He hadn’t been in Australia in ages. Him and his brothers were close with me until we got into a little fight that ruined our friendship. Now I thought things were fixed up but were they?
I waited in my lounge room as they walked in. the family, mother, father, brothers and sisters. They were a big family and were staying at the hotel down the street. They came to visit us but nothing was the same... no huggs I just felt like I was a stranger. Our parents thought it was odd how we reacted to eachother.
I was walking with them, the one my age, acted so distant to me. It was really bad because I just wanted to be his friend and he'd just try to ignore me. I didnt know weather to feel hurt or if it was my own fault.
It was there last day in sydney since they only stayed three days and the one my age stayed with me when the others went out. But it didnt mean he liked my company.
"So why you here?" I asked trying to start conversation
"Didnt feel like going with the others," he said not taking his eyes of the television
"Well I thought our probs were ll fixed up thats what you told someone," I Asked
"I did to but seeing you in person it just hurts how you lost our trust," he explained. I just walked off and sat somewhere as he continud to watch TV. I couldnt help look at him from time to time, but he never once returned the gze.
I went to get a drink from the kitchen as I knocked my leg on the edge of a stool. I sat down, I was really depressed because of everything and I started to cry softly. I was trying to hold it in but I couldn’t. All o a sudden he came, appeared there to help me up.
"Are you okay?" he asked
"Yeah I'm just a little moody lately," I replied. He walked me to the couch. I sat down and he hugged me I felt really safe in his arms.
"I'm so sorry, I really think things can be the same," he whispered
"Its okay," I said
"I swear I'll never treat you like that again your friendship is to presuise," he said
“You don’t have to lie,” I whispered, as we were still imbraced in a hug.
“I’m serious,” he promised
“Thank you,” was all I could say.
Our hug lasted as he got up. I was disappointed because I wished it would never end.
“It’s boiling,” he said. He was wearing a jumper in it was over 30 degrees.
“Take off your jumper,” I commented
“But I’m not wearing a singlet today,” he replied
“Just take it off, I’m not going to tell anyone what you look like topless,” I assured him. Finally he took it off and sat back down. He could see I was still kind of upset about earlier so he hugged me once again. This time he was topless and I had never felt like that in my life. I don’t know how but I felt more save than I’d ever felt in his arms.
“Kiss me,” was going through my mind. I wanted to feel his soft lips press onto mine, but I knew that that wasn’t going to happen. Anything that may have happened romanticly in the past had just become friendship now.
I went to get some water as I tripped on the floor he came inside when he heard the cup fall.
“Are you okay?” he asked
“Yeah fine,”I replied then some how we stareted ahving a water fight. From the tip of my eye I saw his bro walk in and out. What did he think seeing him topless and me wet? I imagined the worst!
We got up and I walked up to my room. All these memories of me kissing him in the past were going through my head. He came following me in my room.
“Nice room,” he commented
“thanks,” I replied
“Where is my sweater?” he asked I tried not to laugh since I hid it under the couch
“I dunno,” I lied
“Well I know you hi it,” he smiled
“I did not,” I replied as he took my backtreet boy top and put it on
“Im sorry but guys souldnt wear BSB,” I laugghed
“Yeah well girls shouldn’t hide guys tops,” he giggled. Then h took it off and I gave it back.
THE END
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Bad Day... Or Is That life?
Iknew my day would be shit from the moment i woke up. I dontknow why but I had the feeling fromwhenIopened my eyes to the morning sun peeking through my window at apox 8am. This was no different from any other mornings but It seemed more depressing. Then I began to think back to the past couple of months in my horrible life. I had a bad child hood, almost raped, abused, and well yeah. My boyfriend dumped me he said "Sorry I am inlove with someone else," those simple words 'someone else' broke my heart.
Then there was allmymtes getting boyfiends and girlfriend, and me just being the single odone out.Oh yeah then tha fact that i HATED The way that i looked. Mum would always tell me i am prettybut i knewshe was bullshitting because they did invent mirrors. I agree ididnt looklike a total loser but i didnt look pretty either.
Then there was my diets.I weighed 48kg and that was notgood enough I wanted to be less andi didnt eat any typeof junk food. When my parents would go out to fancy resturaunts i would stay home and eat what ever wasin the house (sometimes even toast.)
Then there was the problem that my sister got traeted better than me and my brothers,and...well theres alot more i dont want tobore you now.So as isaidearlier i woke up notwanting tobe alive. I looked out my window to see the sun shine brightly and the happy children walking to school ingroups. Butme i had to go alone...
