ADOLECENCE

I'm in a state of confusion,
I'm at that adolecent age.
I have not made a conclusion,
I'm trapped in this aweful cage.

Decisions Decisions decisions
Time to get a job!
Visions visions visions
No time to cry nor sob.

A licence will soon be needed,
To identify, to prove.
Unless u want to be beated,
You HAVE to go with the groove.

Suicide becomes an option,
And your stress level is at a high!
Stress becomes an adoption,
You then start to sigh.

It then enters your mind,
What's the meaning of life?
That's something we all must find
Sadly some with a knife.

We are constantly getting told
Do not take this route
It is simple but very bold!
We are all asked dont do it.

By bec/makkie 




At night I think of you
All through the morning too.
And all the day
My heart will pray.
You mean more to me
Than anything could possibly be.
You are my hearts desire
You've set the flame on fire.
I know I may sound to be obsessed,
But because of you I've been blessed
My heart crys out
There is no doubt
I long for you
All the day through
I didn't know what to say
I felt this the only way
To say how much I love you
I hope you love me too.  
WRITTEN BY JANET M. DEDICATED TO JORDY :P~~~~~~~





Dark Side.........
I know Im ugly
and what you can see
Is my dark side
not the inside of me
I know I seem shy
or maybe depressed
But one day you'll see
It is 4 the best...
I try to make friends
One or two
But people just hate me
Exactly like you!
      Writen by me El C. 1998





ME!!
Every heart that finds a dream
MY HEART CRIES
every soul is reborn
MINE NEARLY DIES
every kiss upon the lips
I SHED A TEAR A CRY
every find hello you say
I SAY A SAD GOODBYE
every time I catch the bus
I HAVE TO WALK HOME
everytine you're on the net
IM NEVER ON THE PHONE
         ..........By me El








As I see you
I get really tense
All my fears appear
I hurt my leg on the fence
Is it that I love you
Or is it only some crush
I really need to find out
because it feels like I love you so much
Your eyes are sea blue
Like water or the sky
Your lips are bright red
Your smile could make me die
But whenever you see me
Its like I'm not there
You dont look at me
Or give me your gorgeous stare
Its like I'm invisible
Or someone who does not exist
If one day you don't notice me
I may just slit my wrist
I know I'm not gorgeous
I know I am shy
But all this living alone
Will soon make me die
All this pain
I had in the past
One of your kisses
Will pass it at last 
....By me El.c.




I fall inlove
Im happyin life
I break up
I go through pain a striff
then i think
was love worth it from teh start?
was it worth all the pain i am feeling now?
was it worth my broken heart?
....By me El





This poem is dedicated to Me and Helen AzTeC from ????????? 





To see your face is like opening my eyes to sunshine
When you go its like closing my eyes to tears
Sometimes we're just happy to be around you's
But when you go my hopes dissapear...
I hear your voice or see ur nik from a distance away
I can hear you say that you wanna stay
you say you have to go I dunno
I try to understand why its so hardto stay apart...
I opened my mouth
oh I started to say . . . 
but oh that second
you got pulled away
I saw ur tears
I felt mine fall
I promised myself
I would everyday call
in the car
on the way home
I got a vision
of the telephone
then I remembered
you'd be on the plain
even if i told you
it wouldnt be the same.....



THANX (?) 4 DEDICATING THE POEM TO US!! WE REALLY MISS YOU GUYS TOO!!:)







YOU!! by Helen O'C.....
As I sit here i think of you
What we could be and what we could do
There's not a day when u not in my head
Things u have done the things you have said
ur big brown eyes ur warm blonde hair
ur inner beauty something rare
the way u smile the way u talk
ive even got it down to the way u walk
u often look sad
or maybe depressed
even sometimes
like life's a total mess
but even through this u still smile
sending me running from  mile
the truth is i cant tell u
just how i feel or what to do
to me u 2 a 1 of a kind
charming caring its all in ur mind
if only u could see just how i felt
even just looking at u makes me melt
a memory of u will always b in my heart
now right up till the day we part
THANX HELEN GR8 POEM LOVE IT!! :)
if his eyes were blue id know who its to ehehheh



Poem by me called My heart isnt a made out of coal
My heart
is not made outof coal
it hurts
when you leave me out in the cold
it hurts
when you dont want to play
and when you say those to mean words
go away.
my heart is not made out
made out or coal
cant you see
i have an innocent soul
if youd love me
or if youd care
id make ypou a special part of me
coz id be there!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:~(

All alone.....By me El
As I sit here
I sit all alone
typing away
nobody home
I talk on the net
and I feel I'm with people
even though its only cyber space 
to me it is real.
On the net yo care
On the net you are there
You always msg me
When you know I feel bare. 
But if you met me in reallife
would our friendship survive?
or wuld you run away?
and not want me there!
as I siton the computer
All alone
I look waiting
Until someone comes home
To see afamilliar face
Or even a quick daze
So I dont feel
So alone.
Why does all this pain go through my head?
Why do I think I am better of head?
Why dows my life suck so much
I need a miraclue from heaven abouve....