BSB STORY :)
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Ill never break ur heart but will u break mine?
[Rated MA]
CHAPTER ONE....
I woke up in the morning feeling really happy, me my bf Nick and Brian
and his gf Clare were going to hang out.
"El," clare shouted I had slept in and we wrre running late rather than
early.
"Common we are running late!, I told you to go to bed early!" Said Clare.
Clare had been here In Florida for over 6 months now,and she had been
with her b/f Brian for over 6 months,And they now had been happier than
ever ive seen them.I was hapy with nick too, may i add. He was everything
that i'd ever wanted, gorgous, cute, funny, caring, can go on. I guess we
were the two luckiest girls on earth.But i didn't realise that Clare had
such a vivid imagination.She was a great writer and a great friend i may
add. She wasn't excatly a friend she was more like a sister as we had spent
so much time together.But I knew something was bothering her, It was like
whenever Id look at Brian or ed look at me shed act weird. Nick started
acting the same but whenever i tried talking bout it with Nick he'd kiss
me and we'd get carried away may I add in our kisses so we wouldnt talk
about it.
I walked downstairs to find Nick,Brian & Clare waiting for me.I walked over
to Nick and gave him a Kiss. He smiled at me. We were going to have a male
female day,which would consit of basketball,swimming,eating male foods and
chik flicks and my favourite SHOPPING. Nick hated shopping butwhen it came
to sport stores theCutie was totally obsessed. I was dreading that part of
the day when hed talk about a certain sport item for about an hour. It would
go in one ear and out the other.
But i couldn't hate him for something her was so good at,he was my dream guy,
but that was something i didn't understand still being young,there was
something werid about finding my dream guy at such a young age, But im glad
ive got Clare shes older more mature and knows how to handle these things,so
i go to her for advice.Clare and Brian seemed really happy Brian had always
had the dream o marriage and kids aI wondered if he was thinking bout asking
her for a commitment any time soon. But whenever Id go to talk to Brian in
private Nick or Clare would bump in I really didnt want to lose his friendship.
First off we were off to see a chik flick and it was called "FLames of Passion"
but what amazed me that Brian and Nick chose that one maybe it had to do with
the word Flames. I sad beside Nick and looked into his baby blue eyes as our
eyes drew to the screen. During the movie I felt his arm around me shoulder I
looked at him and we began to kiss. I could sence brian and Clare at it too.
I sat beside Nick and looked into his baby blue eyes as our eyes drew to the
screen. During the movie I felt his arm around me shoulder as i leaned my head
on his shoulder. Brian and Clare were holding hands while watching da movie.
Nick and I stopped and watched the movie,Brian and Clare sat in their seats
in a happy laughable conversation, Brian was good at making Clare laugh,she
love to laugh and Brian loved Clare for that,when they held hands it looked like
brian didn't wanna loose her.I looked into Brians eyes and he looked at me we
quickly turned away b4 any feelings started.
Then I looked back at Nick. I loved Nick so much I never wanted to loose him
everything was like so right between us. The only thing in our way was the
fact that I wasnt totally over Brian nor was he over me.
But then i saw Clare look at me she knew i looked at Brian and that Brian
looked back at me,I didn't want to have to do this but i have to tell her
tonite about my feelings for Brian.But it would hurt her and I would lose
Nick. But I couldn have nick and Brian both I had to see which one I loved
the most? If I left Nick id have Brian and hurt Clare and Ho do I know
Brian would want me. But if i stayed with Nick d have Nick and not hurt anyone.
I loved Nick with all my heart and I couldnt hurt him or clare.I was so
confused....I love Nick soo much,I didn't want to cause trouble,besides
Brian and i were the only reason why Clare stayed here,It would crush
he heart badly i wouldn't be able to stand it. SO i decided to ignore my
feelins ang build up my relationship with nick who happened to be my dream
guy. Was i crazy thinking bout loosing him?? I loved him to much. The
film had finally finished.As this movie was a chik flick and Brian was
very Sentimental he had look like he had been crying. Clare wiped his tears
away as Nick cracked a joke we all laughed including brian.
CHAPTER TWO
Next up we have to go play basketball with the boys,I loved this sport as a
youngin but...as a grew up older i got consumed by shopping.We arrived at
the basketball courts.I caught Brian look at me and those feelings for him
rose again i couldn't stand it any longer i have to tell Clare. ut i couldnt.
I dreaded the look in her face when Id tell her I was still inlove with her
boyfriend who just happened to be my ex. And what if Nick would find out,
thts it my life wouldnt be worth living.I will try to get my mind on other
things.MeanWhile Brian Nick and Clare we waiting for me to play girls v's boys
in basketball,I thought this is gonna be good. So I played with them. My
mind was on nothing but the basketball. I remember when Brian used to call
me E-Rock. Oh no I was thinkng bout him again.I hit myself on the head,and
everyone stopped playing and watched me
"El are you alright" asked Clare I looked up and frown at her.
The pain was buliding up i didn't know what to do
"Yeah im fine" she said,
"Do you need a drink or somehting?!?
" you need to stop?"
I just smiled.
"Can we call it a day?" I asked they all looked at me. Nick wrapped his arms
round me a gave a weak smile he always knew how to make me smile.
"Ok lets go inside and get drinks," Said clare pulling Brian as we all went
inside.
We sat on stools and drank our red cordial. I looked in my cordial as clare
ran outside upset. Brian ran after her as I sat there with Nick.
"Whats going on?" he asked me sweetly I looked at him
"No Idea!" I lied.Clare ran out the back and onto the back porch
"Whats wrong!" Brian asked her.
"Dont give me that,you know excatly what im upset up" i said crying.
"What!" he said.I walked Outside to see what was happening
"Whats up Clare"i asked.Clare got up and walked back inside. I was left alone
with Brian we looked at eachother and turned away.
"Brian we have to get through this and deni it," I said '
"I know l," He replied as we walked back to the others. They both has tears
in there eyes Clare must have told Nick what she thought.
"El how could u!" she screamed
"You were meant to be my best friend,and Brian i expected more from you"
Clare began to cry.
"And what were you planning to do with nick,the poor boy!,he had some idea!
i didn't to tell him everything!" she said.
"What are you talking about?" I shouted with tears in my eyes
"NOTHING IS GOING ON!" shouted Brian he has never shouted like that he must
have really loved Clare
"Who can I believe?" Asked Nick all comfused.
"Nick dont worry"She said crying.
"El how could you do that to me,i thought u two were over each other,and
DONT TRY TO DENIE IT COZ IT WONT WORK" she cried and ran outside.Nick Followed.
"What did I do?" I cried looking at Brian some how he didnt wanna look at me.
"We are inocen we cant help our feelings," said Brian
"I love Nick i really do," I shouted imagining being in Nicks arms once again.
"I love clare more than anything," Said rian breaking down in tears.
Brian ran outside to find Clare,he could only find Nick.
"Nick where is she!" he asked.Nick turned away from Brian.
]"Oh dont worry!"he said.He got into his car and went to all the places Clare
luved to go,then he finally realised that she was at the beach.
Brian walked up to Clare sitting on the sand.
"Clare we need to talk," Clare looked up with her bloodshot tear stained eyes.
"Im sorry, i dont know what to say But nothing happened," He mouthed to her.
"How am i suppose to believe you!"she said.Brian shrugged.
"ive seen you and El look at each other so many times,and you dont realise how
much it hurts people that have to find out the hard way" she cried.
"I expected more from you Brian"
"Looking at eachother? whats wrong with that?" Said Brian
"Brian Im sure thats not all you guys have been doing," replied Clare
"Clare I love you so plese believe me nothing has happened with El," Said Brian
But Clare didnt seem to believe him. Clare got up and started to walk off.Im
deciding to go back to Perth,maybe then Ill be happy.
"What you cant!" He cried.
Clare turned around "Whats wrong with going home!,to my home!"Clare shouted.
What Brian didn't realise is that he had lost his best friend Nick
"And what about nick! have u tried speaking to him" she said crying.
"Nothing happend, Im not gulty, Els not guilty so dont you dare bring Nick into
this!" said Brian
"Well sorry mate! its to late Nick knows everything," replied Clare walking
off, leaving Brian sincking his feet into the sand.
Clare didn't know what to believe,and she didn't know how to cope with this,
She thought to herself that leaving florida would be running away so she
decided to stay in her room and be depressed. I didnt know what to do I couldnt
face Nick or Brian and I didnt have the courage to talk to Clare. I decided to
walk and I bumped into Nick.
"Nick,weve gotta go" I said.Nick turned and looked into the ocean.
"There's nuthing to talk about!" he said.
"I know everything!,why did you have to do that to me or Clare for that
matter!,and how do we know u and Brian haven't kissed or gone any further!,i
loved you El,but you broke the trust. He frowned.
"Nick I didnt do nything please trust me Nick I loved you I love you," I cried
Nick didnt even look at him "Well I know how u look at rian so I cant trust
you El I really cant," REplied Nick talking straight in the water. I cried
hysterically hoping hed hold me in his arms once again burt he didnt he just
walked off.
CHAPTER THREE
"Its your own fault,U should of thought of that before you got those feelings
for Brian MY BEST MATE that who had a girlfriend that he loved more than being
a member of bsb.I couldnt stop crying so hard n it seriously wasnt fair. I
wanted to kill myself. But i couldn't risk my life like that.I know deep down
inside Nick wouldn't want that.I started to walk back to my house when i bumped
into Clare.I had no idea what i was going to do.She looked at me and slapped me
and ran into the house. I was so upset i ran all the way to the park too see
Brian we needed to talk.
"Your little girlfriend slapped me" I cried.
"I couldn't blame her if she hit me either,she is planning to go back to Perth,
like you would care or anything" he said
"What the Fuck is that suppost to mean? I did not startthis and I am not guilty,"
I shouted thinking that maybe Brian was on Clares side too but wasnt he guilty
too?
"Look we r both being blamed on shit we didnt do," Cried Brian
"Do we love eachother?" I asked
"Theres only 1 way tofind out.." started Brian as he kissed me.
Clare walked over as soon as we had stopped.
"Brian! how could you!,i knew it was true!!!,now i defintely want to go back to
perth i dont know why i even bothered commin!."
"Clare Wait!" brian shouted.
"Just wait till nick heres about this" She ran off.
Clare ran over to Nick
"They were fuking kissing" she shouted
"I dont fucking care," said Nick
"Man I was wrong bout those two," Said Clare as Nick kissed her.
She was speechless and kissed him back.
"what was that for!?!" she asked.
"I dont know!,revenge i guess."he said
"Nick dont use me as ur revenge you all can go on with your pretty lives im
going back to perth next week" she said walking off.
CHAPTER 4
I cried so Much I loved! Nick with all my soul and I decided if i was going to
lose him all I could do was kill myself. I couldnt picture myself without nick
his soft kiss and just him. He wasnt just any guy he was him and decided if I
couldnt live with him I would not allow myself to live without him and I would
kill myself. Clare was running as Brian ran upto her.
"Let me explain," Begged Brian
"Go to hell!" replied Clare
"I LOVE YOU, I KISSED EL TO FIND OUT IF I HAD ANTY FEELINGS N I DONT I ONLY
HAVE EM ON YOU!" said Brian
"How the FUCK can I believe that?" asked Clare
"Look its up to you either make it work or break it off all I cansay id Clare
I have never loved some1 half as much as I love, you!" explained Brian Clare
looked at him and fell inlove all over again. He pulled out a diamond ring from
his pocket.
"This ring was my grandmas she tld me to give it to the love of my life and you
are her, will you marry me Clare?" Brian asked Clare jumped into his arms and
embraced into a huge passionate kiss. I walked into them and it was cool, I was
happy that they wre both happy again now.
I had to talk to Nick he was on a bench reading a comic book he had made of the
bsb.I sat beside him.
"Go away," he frowned
'Let me explain" I said
"Explain what? that Clare saw you's kissing that Clare knew that you's were
having an affair," shouted Nick
"Did Clare tell you that?" I asked
"Yes now go away," replied Nick
"Not until I explain Clare is full of fucking shit we were not having an affair!"
I said with tears in my eyes Nick busted into tears.
"Then why am I hearing you did?" asked Nick
"Look we looked at eachother a lot Clare got the wrong impression then after all
this started We kissed to see if we do love eachother but Nick relised and
always knew the one I loved was you!" I smiled
"Oh my God so you didnt cheet," said Nick
"Ofcourse not how could you ever even think I could," I cried trying to make
him see and understand what happened and that I didnt and would never cheat.
"clare...." started Nick as I interupted him
"I'm really gonna tell Clare off," I said still crying all of a sudden Nick
drew closer to me and looked into my teary eyes. His eyes were red too but the
blueness still looked really good.
"I love you," He whispered
"I love you to," I replied as we drew closer to eachother and kissed passionately.
I help on tight to him and never wanted my one true love to go. I smelt his
smell, touched his hair and I felt like I was in heaven. We held each other in
that park all night not wanting to let eachother go.
THE END
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