BSB STORY :) (cont)CHAPTER FOUR The next day I woke up early excited. El was happy to she didn't know that Brian had confessed he loved me, I had to tell her. "El," I smiled "Hey y u so happy?" she smiled "Brian kissed me yesterday, he was sooooo cool when our lips met and I touched his gorgeous hair I nearly fainted" I explained "He kissed u?" asked El "Yeah don't sound so surprised" I said. "aren't you happy for me!?!" I said starting to get upset. "Yeah I am Clare really I am" said El. El couldn't say it to my face and it hurt me. "You're not are you!" I began to cry. I ran down the stairs and out the front door. "CLARE WAIT!!" El tried running after me. I ran over to the beach and sat on a rock and cried. El sat beside me "I'm happy," she said looking at me "then wot?" I asked "Its just you get hurt coz u rush into things too much if you know what I mean, when I used to go out with Brian he was cool so I know he won't hurt you," said El "u dated Brian?" I asked "Yeah we broke up coz of age," replied El "Look I didn't rush into it he did, besides don't think I'm a dumb blonde because I'm not, I plan to take things slowly, I'm use to this kind of thing you know!?!" I said "Well its ok," El said "You still love Brian don't u?" I asked "I LOVE NICK!!!!" said El getting mad with me and running off. I sighed. Maybe coming here was a big mistake. As I walked along the beach, I thought I should go back to Perth. I made El's life misery and she had only me to blame. I walked along the beach to find Brian and Nick coming towards me, not knowing I was there. I looked at them Nick gave Brian a "go 4 it man!" look and waved as he walked off. Brian looked at me. "I'm really sorry I rushed into things I mean I just broke up with El," said Brian "You mean El is the gal u were talking bout?" I asked "yer," blushed Brian "Oh," I said confused "But she's always had a thing 4 Nick so I guess its ok," smiled Brian, "She wanted him so badly." "Why didn't you tell me!?! I took Brian's hand "El is like my best friend in the whole world. So I think I'm going to go back to Perth, I've caused too much trouble here for everyone." I began to cry and gave Brian a kiss on the cheek."but I understand Brian" I could see tears coming from Brian's eyes. "Are u ok?" I asked "From the 1st day.....that I saw ur smiling face Clare.....I knew we would be in love some day....and I asked u out.....u said yes then u found out that I'd been dating El and you don't like me no more....I deserve a try honey just 1, give me a chance and I'll show you how much I can love you," sung Brian as I couldn't stop crying. I stopped crying and gave Brian another hug. "I know you can love me, but you're not over El and I understand and I'm willing to wait". I didn't know what else to say, I was sooo upset about El. "El still feels for you Brian, that's why I have to wait, I'm going to be here for you." I said turning to the setting sun. "I'll always love El but only in a friendship way. She's with Nick now so that means she's over me if you want me, I understand but please don't leave Florida. I'll miss you too much," replied Brian "Brian this is all too hard to handle," I said walking away. I turned around again " I don't know what to do" I said. I couldn't go back to El's house - not now, not ever again. I couldn't face her. But being the kind understanding person I am, I'm going to face her. I walked back and In the front door "Oh hi Clare" said El's Mom. "Hi" I said smiling, "is El around?!?!" I asked "Yer she's in your room" she said "Crap!"! I ran upstairs. "El," I shouted "Hi Clare," she said weirdly "Um I told Brian that we can never be," I replied "Clare I'm in love with Nick, I seriously Love Nick. I will always love Brian in a friendly way. I seriously don't mind if you do start seeing him as long as you're both happy," said El looking in her lap. " I came here to meet u not hurt you," I cried "You are NOT hurting me Clare I mean it," said El I didn't know what to say. I didn't know what to think, everything is jumbled up. "why didn't you tell me!?!" I asked El. "why didn't you tell me u were involved with Brian, it wouldn't of made a diffence, but it would of be nice if u told me?!"! I said. "I couldn't tell you Clare," said El "Why?" I asked "I loved Brian more than life it self, we were so close and shared sunsets on the beach, but because of our age it was weird and on day I kissed Nick" started El "You kissed Nick?" I asked "....Yer it was in a truth or dare game and Brian knew that I had a crush on Nick but I didn't really and Brian knew Nick had liked me all along and our ages were good and that we were drifting apart so he decided to break up with me," El cried "El its ok," I said "El I'm considering going back to Perth, its going to hurt me and Brian, but I'm the visitor here and I expected everything to change" I told El. I began to cry. "Life is too short to waste it on little complications like this" "Clare do u love Brian?" El asked. I swallowed. "Yes," I said in a whisper "I think you should stay here; stay with Brian. Me and Brian are over so I think you should stay," said El "El how long ago were you and Brian last together!?!" I asked. I began to worry "It was just over a month ago," said El "How did it end?" I asked her "He wrote me a song and told me we were drifting a part but he'd always love me, then we kissed the very last time as he pulled away. He made me promise our friendship would never end" explained El I cried. "he said he would always luv you", Where does that leave me!?! "I'm nothing to him then I cried somemore" And being just a month ago couples need 12 months or maybe a year or more to recover." I looked at El. "I've moved on I'm with Nick I have always had a thing 4 Nick, Brian needs you Clare, He will always love me as A friend Clare a Friend," El cried "What if he doesn't have any love to give me?" I asked "Brian is full of love I'm telling you Clare if he loves you take his love," said El I cried. "I'm going to have a shower, to calm down ok!?!?" I told El. "ok" she said. We gave each other a hug and went our ways. In the shower I thought about everything, Perth, Florida, Nick & El, me and Brian, if there even was a Brian and I, I just couldn't come to a conclusion. CHAPTER FIVE In the morning I went downstairs there was no-one home as I saw Brian on the couch I walked his way. "Hey where is everyone?" I asked "Um I needed time alone with you," replied Brian "Yeah," said Sitting down "I respect your feelings and all I want to say is no matter what I'm here if you ever need a friend or you decided you want to go out with me and I'm single then I'm here, because I never believed in Love at 1st sight till I met you," said Brian. I was speechless I cried "Brian I love you sooo much, but Perthy chik's arent worth it when it comes to holiday love. Unless I'm really REALLY depressed, which is rarely" I cried some more "No I didn't mean holiday love I meant if you ever move here Ill be here Coz I'll always have a place 4 u in my heart Clare," said Brian " I wish I could be with you but I cant Brian and I'm happy you are understanding" I cried I sat there in Brian arms and thought. "Look I thought it over, I love you and that is all there isn't any more" I kissed Brian tenderly. "I love you," Brian mouthed "Bri say I stayed in Florida would we be? I mean would it work?" I asked "Yes Clare it will," Smiled Brian Brian and I had just finished talking when El and Nick, Howie Kevin and A.J walked in. El pulled me away. "Is everything okay now?!?!" I smiled "Yeah El it is" I gave her a hug. "Are you ok!?!" I asked worried "Uh huh" she said "Are you and Nick together still!?!" I asked. Nick walked her way and they kissed passionately. I could see that they were happy and I knew that is what me and Brian would be one day, Just the love I already had told me that. CHAPTER SIX That night Nick & El, Brian & I, Howie and his g/f, A.J and Kevin with their g/f's went out to dinner. And I didn't realise that tonight, that my past would come back to me face to face. Sitting in the table next to me was my ex, the 1 who broke me heart what was he doing in USA? I tapped Brian on the leg. "Brian" I whispered. "What is it" he said grabbing my hand. "Its my ex he is on the table right of us, his name is Jacob" I said nervously. "Oh," Brian said, making a face . "can we leave?" I pleaded. As we went to get up Jacob eyed me and got up. "CLARE" he smiled "Um hi," I replied already feeling hate. "Now who's this good looking little fella ur with?" he asked "A backstreet Guy I think?" he continued I wanted to slap him so fucking hard. "Um m Brian Clare's BF" smiled Brian. "what are you doing here!?!" I said confused. "Business trip" said Jacob. "Ohhh" I said. "Excuse us please" said Brian. "What is it!?!" I asked. "there's something not right about this" he said "Brian its over between us don't be paranoid," I said. We walked back to the others. Brian pulled me back "U sure" he asked worried. "I wouldn't be here with you if it was" I kissed him gently. Me and Brian sat down with Jacob after Jacob pleaded and we finally agreed. we were talking as he started touching me "What the fuck are you doing?" I shouted "I want to touch you one last time those boobs those thighs," he replied as he touched me. I tried pulling away but couldn't. Brian pushed him away. "Wanna fight pretty boy?" asked Jacob Brian stood up and was just about to get beaten up by Jacob as Kevin came and punched Jacob out. Brian and Clare kissed. THE END
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