Countdown 5 days to this saturday, 27th of April. I will be going back to the campus for registration day to May Intake. Which means, I will be officially accepted as a student of Malaysia Multimedia University, Malacca campus. I am a bit kind of nervous as the actual course will be starting and I will be going back to the busy life as a student. I just hope i can make myself use to such life again as for the previous 2 months, i did nothing but just lazed around....perhaps sometimes read novels, play PC games, or doing something else but i am still not in any progress of anything useful....just plain entertainment... When looking back, i really had wasted this 2 months' time as i can actually work up something useful, something better than sitting there and think about negative stuffs that corrupts my mind and threw myself into very down feelings. Well, now it's all over....*sigh*.....

posted by at 12:01 AM

i was so unlucky yesterday....or i could hav say i am lucky enough that i didn't got my dad's car crash into that green BMW. Yesterday, my dad ask me to drive him out to a construction site where our new house is in builiding progress. It was fine and we reached there safely. Since i am bored and dun know wat to do there, my dad suggest me to drive the car alone around that area, so i did, unwillingly. I was actually not in good mood as he asked me to drove him there just for practice my driving skills after getting my lincense last month but ends up taking him to the site and had to wait for him until he's done with his job there. i am forced to waste my time there in such good day when i can actualy stay home and do some better things. A good sunday is wasted.

Unwillingly i drove the car around the area. When i was about to turn back, i came out from the junction. while driving out of the junction, i almost crash into that green BMW which is going straight. I was shocked and luckily got to break in such emergency situation. After that, i drove back to where i start driving, back to the construction site. I soon discovered that green BMW is following me right behind. I have no choice but to drive back there first before faciong the driver that wish to speak to me as i feel that it won't be that safe to talk to that driver alone if i stop the car on my way. When i get back to the construction site, i just get down of the car and apologize to that driver that walked up to me. Since my dad is around, i am sure i am in safe situation and it was safe finally as he only asked whether i hav a driving lincense and advice me to drive safely in future. I understand that the man have not do me anyharm but i feel really sick about it coz it was really dangerous at that time the incident took place. My mood is destroyed by it and i suffered through the whole day. Damn it, i dun wan to get "tricked" by my dad again to go else where, at least never go to that construction site and some other boring place. It's a bloody lie as he said it would be just a while.

I am so unlucky this days....perhaps i should go and pray at the temple for a better luck.....
posted by at 11:40 AM

I spent another week doing reading, playing PC games, and some stuffs everyday. I never feel any of these things are enough although i think they r quite boring at times. Since I only hav few weeks time left to stay in KL, i feel that i should enjoy myself enough here before i get back to Malacca to study. Obviously, i dislike my life there. After that 2 months' stay there ended one month ago, the day i leave, i was so glad that all of this ended....perhaps temperorily. I dun really enjoy much for my last few weeks stay there. I was in kind of confusion, among people who i was still not sure whether they r frens or enemies. They were my frens indeed, frens i met there, but they turned out to be enemies after some things i hav done: playing miscalls on them. That's nevermind if they want to take me as an enemy, but what they did is a bit far. Threatening, playing a fool on me, and humiliation. These all are really far enough, far enough for me to take them to court, if i wanted to. Sometimes, i think we might hav way to be good frens again, but i afraid, for what they done to me, i can't bear it like this and just forget them like this. They need to pay for it.

Now, i am worried as i am going back there in few weeks time. I will be meeting those scums again....and perhaps more to come in future. These people make me really afraid to hav more frens, coz wat if i get more scums rather then frens? I will be suffer through this years as i will be studying there for quite a long time.That's why i wanted to make myself relax here in KL, before i continue to suffer there.

Thinking about relaxing, reminds me about a game that i am playing these days. It's a racing game : Need For Speed 4. I like this game really much. It's about racing and get money to buy better cars, and race again to get better cars. Isn't that fun? I also like another function of it that enable races to go on, while evading from getting caught by police. Overall, it's a game that allows people who wanna race but never want to risk their life for it. hehe, people like me. :)
posted by at 12:10 PM

Man...it's raining again tonight. I hate when it rains at night time. It is becoz then rains makes my PC difficult to connect to the ISP server and i can't get to use the internet. Without internet, my PC is so boring... This is why i hate when it rain when i wanted to go online. How I hate this rain... But sometimes I get bored when i hav got online too. I got online most of the time it's becoz i wanted to chat with netpals through ICQ...but when they are not around, then there aren't any point i go online. Of coz...i do check my mail box too...to c if anything interesting to keep me entertained...but normally there are only spams. I really hate spams...but i dun know any good way to get rid of them coz they will still keep coming even though i unsubscribed the mails. They just keep coming...

I used to hav a second good place to go for(the best is ICQ when there's many people online), which is a web based community that being set up by my friends that i made during my last 2 months stay at Malacca when doing the Early Entrance Programme at Multimedia University. Actually, i dislike them for quite a number of things they hav done to me. I swore that i will never contact them anymore. But i can't ressist it when people are leaving message there, talking happily. So, I left my messages too and the chat topic is on. Too bad...bad things that happen never end. Some idiots in the community (most probably the founder of the community) edit my message and caused misunderstanding....causing them to think that those message are written by me. It's true that those messages are written by me but NOT after being edited by those idiots inside there. This really disgust me coz they r actually spoiling my rights over the message i wrote. It's making me damn sick. If in the first place i know those idiots will do so, i will never join this darn community. I rather bored to death when i get online but never being foolished by these crazy cows. They dun deserve to organize the community coz they never hav respect for others. I am really seriously angry about it. From now on, i will never log in that damn community anymore. Coz it's no point i keep staying there when wat i typed is "1" and it suddenly turned out to be "2". It will make misunderstanding even deeper. Curse those foolish clowns, I can't even defend for myself when another clown accursed(maybe jokingly) as a gay, coz watever that i wrote to defend myself, those clowns can edit my message to be something else.

Perhaps my decision now to not to log in anymore is a good decision too. At least, I can save up some money for internet connection. I rather bored to death when i go online but i will never log in anymore coz it will be a waste of time when wat u mean to tell isn't told.
posted by at 3:02 AM

How do u guys like the midi i put in? It's the piano version of the main theme song of a japanese drama entitled "Long Vacation". I can't remember the story anymore but i sure like the song... :)

These days really quite boring. Everyday at home...i do nothing else but reading novels. The novel i am reading recently is a chinese one, written by a famous author. Oh, well...no matter wat i say... it still doesn't mean anything. This is not a chinese website so I can't point the title of the novel clearly. But one important thing is it's content. The story's backgroud is ancient China, during Yuan dynasty. That time, China was ruled by Mongols and the chineses suffer under their wrath. Chineses are tortured as they are treated as fugitive taken by the Mongols. Besides having these people and that kind of community as background, there r also warriors with kung fu. They come from different parties and with their own special kung fu of their parties. The parties are : Shao Lin, Wu Dang, Er Mei, Hua San, Kong Tong and Kun Lun. Besides this parties...there r also gangs like The Beggers, The Whale...and so on. There are also another special party that exist in the form of religion : "Ming". There are many heroes from the parties and gangs and they all r people with moralities, especially in "Yi". "Yi" is a special word in chinese that represent the moralities that people should have. "Yi" can be showed in different ways since it bring a lot of meaning: as a good friend we will never leave our friends behind, as a good child we will obey our parents, be grateful to people which had been good to us and will find way to repay them, love the country and willing to do anything to protect the country, never betray friends. All this aspects are reflected in the story and they r people who willing to giv up their lifes but never betray their friends, parents or country. As they called themself hero, they also always wanted a fair fight even though they r fighting with enemy they hated most as they think that stabbing people from behind is not an act of a hero. However, there are antagonist character and the things they do are mostly against such moralities. The story have quite a lot of themes...and they r effected by such moralities that exist in the heroes. Overall, reading this book is like reading a moral study book but in a more intersting way. It leads readers to think over the actions taken by the characters of the story based on the moralities. This is the benefits that we get from studying literature, we learn through character's action in the story and enriches our experience.
posted by at 11:49 AM

Damn....i hate this blog... It was so lousy when it came to this kind of problems...it won't fix correction until i blog again...
I fixed the HTML through the template last time and it won't work until i blog again...it's really making me go crazy. Now i added the html code to enable it to run the midi I just added in. The same problem occur again. I hope it works after i edit this blog.
posted by at 2:33 AM

Nowadays i feel really bored at home...dun hav much things to do. In fact, I planned to do a lot of things but I just can't make myself to do them as I am kind of seriously addicted to PC and novel. It was so serious that i can spend hours on them...for the novel, I can keep holding it and read it from 9pm to 1am the next day. And for the PC, when i am free and feel like nothing to do, i just wanted to on the PC and go online and check mails or something. This is nevermind but not until my parents discover that i was so addicted to the PC and sometimes unhappy about it. Then, I had to go for the PC in midnight then. That's how i become a "panda" @_@ , got quite dark eye bags on my both eyes. I am not really bored since I am addicted to both this stuffs but i feel guilty about it coz i am unable to do anything else on behalf of the addiction. That's why i feel bored then...

In fact, I planned to draw comics...some kind of stupid one like Pington comics. Pington comics is a name for the comics(duh!) and the artist is a famous local chinese comic artist. He is famous among the students as most of his comics touches about school life and lots of funny stuffs that may happen in school. Actually, he got famous not of his good art, but becoz of his humorous drawings. His drawing is actually really awful...like drawings done by grade 1 kids. There aren't any difficulties if u wanna draw comics like him...not much skills...but his comics are expensive...around RM12 each book. Anyway, there are still dummies(like me... :p ) will still wanted to buy his comics. So...call me stupid... But wait until i draw the comics and put the website up...then u will know. :p

posted by at 2:40 AM