It is hard to think he is my last. The last first birthday party to throw. The last first steps last first haircut. But everyday is something....something better! I have learned from my 3 kids! The have taught me alot....how far i can go without getting mad.....can I be a pushover or a hardass? How to carry more then 5 things at once. How to answers those questions that you really don't know the answer too but make something up that sound pretty good. They have taught me that a parent's phrase just wait till you have kids really does work! They are the parents children! How to love that is the biggest thing of all they have taught me.......how to love something so much you can't stand it! How to love something so small and watch it grow....and sometimes you wonder if you doing it right and other times you have sit back and watch and let them learn on their own. And in the long run you hope when they become an adult that they make the right choices in life......then and only then can you sit back and say I must have did something right?
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Well, Paul Edward was born on Oct. 14th 1999.
Weighing in at 6lbs 13oz 20 inches long!
Labor took a whole 4 hours total!
I am just goofing around with this page! Have not really finished this page. Ok I am going to put down one of my many thoughts. Yes, I do think! I look at my 3 kids and I wonder if I am doing it right. How will they be when they grow up? Did I teach them right from wrong? Will they be weak or strong in life? I try to guide them in life. Being so young does not help matters. People look at me and always put in a catagoy. Oh she is young...she is on welfare...or she does not know how to be a parent she is still a baby herself. I have learned alot from my childhood. Alot what not to do! I guess my childhood was not that bad.....if I could remember it! I will not raise my kids in a drinking household! I have watch the bottle take everyone that means anything to me and kill them! It hurts that my children will never meet their great uncles...great grandmother. And as far as my mother... the damage was done when I was in highschool. Now she has major heart promblems! She only 43! Has had 2 heart attacks! She has less then 50% of her heart that works!
Well he is 2 years old now!!! Time has passed! Passed WAY to fast! He is running not walking anymore, he started walking when he was 9 months. He is CRAZY! This child has no fear! I have my hands full with this one. The other day, he just jumped in a 4ft pool, just jumped! I guess he wanted to go for a swim? Luckly, I pushed everyone out of the way and caught him before going under! This kid is a nut! He has all his teeth on top and on bottom. His hair is a light red/blond color and his eyes.......WOW are so blue! He is a doll!He is also a monster! He is into everything! I mean everything! I have found out that he has allergiers and breathing promblems. We had to get rid of our cats. He is doing alot better now. His little feet are flat. His ankels are growing inward. My hubby says he has Barry Sanders feet. Let me tell ya if that kid wanted to get away from you he could! The doctor said they might have to break them and put them in cast so they grow right. Let's hope not!
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