I fear I might have made a fool of myself for I think I have said too much. I think I might have gone too far for I have done more than I should. I fear my heart is going to burst with the pain that this has induced. I fear it is going to die for this love I think may be forever gone. I'm afraid I might have delayed too long and not seized the day, I fear I might have held back a little too much and not expressed in time. And yet the words intense and deep have come so strong too soon, And these crazy actions of mine perhaps a touch too present. I never know or understand the balance we so much need. I never could tell and never did know this heart beat not for me. I may have blown it, and I may have lost and yet I know I 'm true. For what can you do when love rejects and another's heart embrace? The winner, the victor true, he takes it all. And the crumbs beneath the table you find were not at all your own. Alexandria Hamed Copyright © reserved '96