The Awakening
Birth of a New Woman
All my life I have been awakening, never really knowing to who or what. I knew I was different; my intuition told me there was more to me than a black child in this society. I defined myself to who I wanted to be, not the usual style of my peers, growing up in the seventies I was challenged to be different than what my environment was. Sure, I took on the characteristics of the times, the style of clothes for example, but I always found a way to make it my own. I didn’t want to be like everyone else, stuck in a mode of following the crowd, for me it was silly; Why be like everyone else? I wanted to be set apart, different from the rest, not better, just different. As I look back now I understand the choices I made, the deep things I thought about, always knowing I was in the world but something was off. I began writing at a young age, expressing my thoughts on paper; poets have that gift of analyzing the world, viewing the ambient nature of things. The sound of falling rain, the beauty of the ocean, the song of the birds, even the warmth of the sun on the skin gave rise to explain the emotion and intensity in a written expression that the average person takes for granted. With each word a poet can bring the reader into a world of touch, emotion and imagination that awakens the aesthetic point of view of his or her vision. I understood that gift and though I didn't know it at the time it was my anchor to the spiritual path of an awakening that we all seek to whom we are as an individual and the divine purpose of why?
I saw a video the other day about a girl in her twenties giving a message to her younger self who (at the time) was shy, concerned about not having friends and feeling left out because of it. She is more confident now. As I watched that video, being much older than she, I thought oh what I would tell my younger self now? I'm sure if we all went back to our younger selves we would be so inclined to do things differently, but then how would our younger selves gain the wisdom and understanding the older individual has through those experiences. In a way it would be like cheating, because all those experiences good or bad culminated into making us the person we are today, an older individual who has the lessons and knowledge to teach someone else.
If I could change anything it would be the knowledge of knowing that there is a spiritual purpose, there is a destiny for each one of us to fulfill that has nothing to do with success, money, possessions or vain glory. Some people live their whole lives and never come to this understanding. There is a wealth of knowledge and understanding at our fingertips and the sad thing is we are to busy chasing these insignificant things to realize that what matters the most is our relationship with our True Creator. Our purpose in life has everything to do with the knowledge of knowing this because within that relationship is the answers to everything that makes us human beings. It is the core of our existence; it is that quest to fill this spiritual void that many of us seek without really knowing, it is what we need to be connected back to.
I believe WE all are born to not just live, but to grow, to learn, to elevate to a whole new level of consciousness. It is a gift that each one of us has the potential to discover. The bible is the pathway to the beginning of that knowledge, but so few of us pick it up and read it to experience its full understanding and potential.
This is why Yah says:
Matthew 6:33..
But seek ye first the Kingdom of Yah, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you.
You read these words and it is just something to speak and go on to the next scripture without meditating, digesting and actually applying it to change your thinking.
I didn't either until The Most High’s spirit revealed to me its true meaning.
He says put him first above all things, finances, material wealth, things of vanity, like finding a mate, entertainments of this world, etc. All these carnal things are of little importance when the true nature of your life is not fulfilled. This is why no matter how much of these things you acquire there is still no peace of mind or true fulfillment. We spend so much time focusing on the conquest of life's pursuit, when the true prize is the spiritual knowledge of one's self. Through the vast knowledge of spiritual understanding, the mysteries of Yah's word that you can't see, touch or feel is in the essence of “faith."
All theses experiences that you can't imagine, believe or comprehend because you are far too busy focusing on the superficial understanding of this carnal world. We are to gain this knowledge and wisdom through Yah and HE will open up the spiritual aspects of what life truly has to offer. This is the wisdom Yah wants us to attain in our lifetime as human beings, but we lack this knowledge of our ability because we are too caught up in carnality, get-quick satisfaction and the lusts of life. Many don't take the time to read the bible, mostly because of a lack of understanding, laziness or just wait until a Pastor explains it to them on Sunday. Do you know, we are also required to read the scriptures for ourselves too?
2 Timothy 2:15 KJV
15 Study to shew thyself approved unto God, a workman that needeth not to be ashamed, rightly dividing the word of truth.
Yah's word tells us how to study... Isaiah 28:9-13
9 Whom shall he teach knowledge? and whom shall he make to understand doctrine? them that are weaned from the milk, and drawn from the breasts.
10 For precept must be upon precept, precept upon precept; line upon line, line upon line; here a little, and there a little:
11 For with stammering lips and another tongue will he speak to this people.
12 To whom he said, This is the rest wherewith ye may cause the weary to rest; and this is the refreshing: yet they would not hear.
13 But the word of the Lord was unto them precept upon precept, precept upon precept; line upon line, line upon line; here a little, and there a little; that they might go, and fall backward, and be broken, and snared, and taken.
I now understand what these scriptures mean...
When you study the word of the scriptures, you can't just stop at one scripture because each scripture leads you to a deeper understanding of that particular scripture. This is how Yah leads you to the mysteries and the true knowledge of who he is!
Luke 8:17
17 For nothing is secret, that shall not be made manifest; neither any thing hid, that shall not be known and come abroad.
You should be encourage to read the scriptures because it is the only way the spirit will guide you into renewing yourself from the old man and casting off the remnants of the flesh.
2 Corinthians 4:16
For which cause we faint not; but though our outward man perish, yet the inward man is renewed day by day.
By awakening to that knowledge of who he is, you will release the fleshly understanding and see the world in spiritual vision, so to speak. His word will become tangible to you and you will grow spiritually. Yah does not want us to stay stagnant for years on the milk of his word. We are to grow from milk, to meat and further into his truth...
2 Timothy 3:7
7 Ever learning, and never able to come to the knowledge of the truth.
Once you truly understand this you can not be swayed to any other reality! He makes himself known to you!
2 Timothy 3:15
15 And that from a child thou hast known the holy scriptures, which are able to make thee wise unto salvation through faith which is in Messiah, Yahushua.
2 Timothy 3:17
17 That the man of Yah may be perfect, thoroughly furnished unto all good works.
HalleluYah!
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Suggested Books to read for your research:
There is only one way to expand and enhance your knowledge and that is to read and research. This is a must if we are to ever ascend out of this oppressive state that we are in. The expression "Knowledge is POWER" is a very real concept and it is imperative that we as a people embrace this fact. It is only then that we can overcome the inadequacy we feel in this society and understand WHY we are hated in this world! The time is coming where we can no longer afford to be ignorant and not know what is going on. Our eyes and our minds need to be wide open because time is running out and we have some serious choices to make. I have awakened to a lot of knowledge in my quest to understand my true heritage? Will you remain clueless to the truth of your heritage and how it relates to the condition of our people and why we have suffered so throughout history. The answers are out there just waiting for the serious seekers who wish to know the truth of who they are and how you play a part in the grand scheme of things to come. So what will it be, stay asleep or will you come out of your slumber and awaken to the true knowledge of who you are?
I have compiled a list of books below along with its description to help you in your research, they helped me to learn the truth and to match that truth and history with the bible.
If you a true believer in the bible the evidence is irrefutable. The books that have a star next to them is the ones I have read and highly recommend. I have given my star review on each book.
I will regularly update the books as I come across more information to share with you.
*The Bible (Phenomenal Book)**********
The Hebrew Israelite's historical written evidence that they were a black people, you are Yah's chosen people and the laws and commandments we are to follow according to Yah. It is our history book!
*The Torah **********
The Torah interprets the laws as it is set forth by Yah. It is the foundation we are to direct our lives to as told by Moses. The Torah can be found in the bible, it is the first five books: Genesis, Exodus, Leviticus, Numbers and Deuteronomy. If you want to get an understanding to the way we are to conduct ourselves under the covenant Yah gave Moses, start here! It is a excellent beginning to your walk!
*From Babylon to Timbuktu by Rudolph Windsor (Excellent book) *****
A history of Ancient Black Races including the black Hebrews.
A very informative book in your quest to know the truth about who the Hebrew Israelites are as well as the origins of the black races. I definitely recommend this book.
*Valley Of The Dry Bones by Rudolph Windsor: The Conditions That Face Black People In America Today. (Excellent book)*****
Mr Rudolph Windsor, has a fascinating compilation of history, anthropology, sociology and theology. Drawing extensively from the bible and many works by eminent scholars in various disciplines, the author has created a work that is at once inspiring and intriguing. He seeks to prove that the black people, more properly called "Black Israelites" are truly Yah's chosen people and as such should become more aware of their unique heritage. The Valley of the Dry Bones represents a first step in this amirable endeavor
*The Negro Question part 1 by Lee Cummings (Excellent book)*****
A book filled with archaeological evidence, historical documents and images that prove that the so-called Negroe in America is the black jew of the bible. Coins from the Egyptian Museum of a black Joseph, images from the tombs of the Pharoahs of black Israelites. This is a must have book for all black families.
*The Negro Question part 2 by Lee Cummings (Excellent book) *****
This book is a rewriting of history based on the artifacts that have been dug up by archaeologist. You will be amazed at the black images of the Israelites of the bible, black Kings, black popes of Avignon, black knights, black Ghengis Khan and much, much more.
*The Negro Question books 3, by Lee Cummings ******
*Trojan Horse: Death of a Dark Nation by Anon *****
*Into Egypt Again With Ships by Elisha J. Israel *****
*Post Traumatic Slave Syndrome: America's Legacy of Enduring Injury and Healing by Joy Angela Degruy ***** Excellent
An excellent book if you want to understand the mental damage slavery has done to African Americans through the generations. Joy Degruy correlates the generational trauma of slavery and how continued racism/ white supremacy impacts us even to this day!
*Truth Of Our Fathers: The Awakening Of The Hebrew Israelites by F Johnson *****
The average so-called Negro in America exhibits a number of traits that are inherently detrimental to himself, his family, and his community. He is taught not to care about his history, his heritage, or his true relationship with his Creator. A number of falsities that hinder his realization of the truth rules over him. He believes his history began in America during slavery, and rejects those that bring forth any knowledge prior to that meager bit of his history. He is indifferent towards his own people. He believes in the “white lie” that all people are created equal, even though he is reminded, on a daily basis, that such an ideology is purely theoretical to his White counterpart. His thoughts and his actions are completely trivial; his conversations consist only of triviality. He teaches his children triviality and mediocrity, and rejects knowledge, but leans, foolishly, to his oppressors for truth of himself and his people. He is asleep, and he needs to be awakened.
The so-called Negro remains lost, without a heritage or a true identity. To regain these lost treasures we must challenge ourselves to find the truth, no matter the cost. We can no longer look to others to provide us with our own history and identity, instead we must begin to look to ourselves and each other for these great answers. Fore it is the biggest conspiracy the world has ever known, and the “greatest story NEVER told". "TRUTH OF OUR FATHERS" is the book "they" don't want you to read. It is a book that will catapult readers from all walks of life on a personal quest for wisdom, knowledge, and understanding of themselves, their history, and most importantly--their God. 500 years ago, the shackles were locked around our ankles and wrists, today they are bound firmly around our minds. It is time to BREAK THE CHAINS!
Hebrewism of West Africa by Joseph Williams
In this massive work, Joseph J. Williams documents the Hebraic practices, customs, and beliefs, which he found among the people of Jamaica and the Ashanti of West Africa. He initially examines the close relationship between the Jamaican and the Ashanti cultures and the folk beliefs. He then studies the language and culture of the Ashanti (of whom many Jamaicans have descended) by comparing them to well known and established Hebraic traditions. William’s findings suggest stunning similarities. And, he challenges the reader by concluding that Hebraic traditions must have swept across “negro Africa” and left its influence “among the various tribes.”
While Williams presents a strong case, his evidence, including hundreds of quoted sources, also builds a strong case for the reverse—that an indigenous, continent-wide belief system among African people stands at the very root of Hebrew culture and Western religion.
First published in 1931 and long out-of-print, today’s reader will find Hebrewisms a valuable resource for understanding the cultural unity of African people.
The Destruction of Black Civilization:Great Issues Of A Race From 4500 BC To 2000 AD by Chancellor Williams
The Destruction of Black Civilization took Chancellor Williams sixteen years of research and field study to compile. The book, which was to serve as a reinterpretation of the history of the African race, was intended to be ""a general rebellion against the subtle message from even the most 'liberal' white authors (and their Negro disciples): 'You belong to a race of nobodies. You have no worthwhile history to point to with pride.'"" The book was written at a time when many black students, educators, and scholars were starting to piece together the connection between the way their history was taught and the way they were perceived by others and by themselves. They began to question assumptions made about their history and took it upon themselves to create a new body of historical research. The book is premised on the question: ""If the Blacks were among the very first builders of civilization and their land the birthplace of civilization, what has happened to them that has left them since then, at the bottom of world society, precisely what happened? The Caucasian answer is simple and well-known: The Blacks have always been at the bottom."" Williams instead contends that many elements—nature, imperialism, and stolen legacies— have aided in the destruction of the black civilization. The Destruction of Black Civilization is revelatory and revolutionary because it offers a new approach to the research, teaching, and study of African history by shifting the main focus from the history of Arabs and Europeans in Africa to the Africans themselves, offering instead ""a history of blacks that is a history of blacks. Because only from history can we learn what our strengths were and, especially, in what particular aspect we are weak and vulnerable. Our history can then become at once the foundation and guiding light for united efforts in serious[ly] planning what we should be about now."" It was part of the evolution of the black revolution that took place in the 1970s, as the focus shifted from politics to matters of the mind.
*The Book Of Jasher *****
The book of Jasher is one of the books removed from the bible, I suggest reading this once you are well into the knowledge of the scriptures, it is for the people who have been weaned from the milk, this is the more meatier(advance) books to read. Excellent read, when you are ready!
*The Apocrypha *****
Another of the books removed from the bible, again it is a book that is best read once you are weaned from the milk. The apocrypha expands further on the books in the bible. An excellent source of further understanding the scriptures as it is written.
*The Negro Question 4 (Excellent book) *****
This book is about the three black Kingdoms of Ireland, Britain and Scotland who were sold into the North Atlantic slave trade. I have provided you with the original images of the Scottish King James, King Charles 1st and King Charles the 2nd. I have also provided you with images of the black Irish children who were sold into the slave trade. This book contains the testimony of Benjamin Franklin as he describes the black French, Spanish, Germans, Russians, Swedes and Italians in 1751. I have eyewitness accounts from Benjamin Franklin, Proffessor Boyd Dawkins and Dr. Albert Churchward. what does this book prove? It proves that the Old World Order according to Benjamin Franklin was black, this book is also the missing link between the two sciences; History and Genetics.
*The Negro Question 5 (Excellent book) *****
This book gives indisputable evidence that the 12th dynasty of Egypt and Pharaoh Amenhetet is the Egyptian dynasty that contains the famine story. I will also in detail prove that the 18th dynasty of Egypt is the Exodus story along with Thutmose 1 as the Pharaoh of the Exodus. This book is the first of its kind in that it gives the exact date of the Exodus, the name Thutmose 1 as the name of the Pharoah and the three different names of the Pharoahs that were instrumental in Moses life. This book illustrates ancient seals that have been found with the Kings of Judah and Israels names, ancient manuscripts from Anatolia( Turkey) that are written in Paleo Hebrew script that mention Israel. There are ancient maps that show the location of the river Habur or Hebrew. This book gives detailed artifacts found that validate the New Testament testimony that the people actually existed. I even show you images of the ancient Macabbes with afros and braids. This is a must purchase book in that it answers the critics who have said", there is no proof of the Bible story outside of the Bible".
The Negro Question 6 is now available by Lee Cummings
