Mood:  spacey

As the dark of the night
Shields her from the life she has led
She clings to her jacket with all her might
Trying to keep the warm in and the cold out
It reminds to keep good close and evil at bay
For tonight she just may
Let herself believe in the fact
That she is free
Free to act
How she may
Because tomorrow is a different day
But tonight she is free
Free to be
Free to love
Free to believe
In what she perseves
That the world she lives in is good
And Evil is just a bad dream
That good always Triumps over bad
And that there is true love
With a secret smile
She walks miles
And decides
She leaves the safe corner
And step into the world unknown
With that rebel action
She shows herself to the world
As a leader and not a follow
Of a person of depth and thought

You're my addition
myself infliction
i keep you hidden under my chest
but i can feel you on my brest
for the whole world to see
like a scarlet letter
but i should know better
that needing you
wanting you
loving you
is dangerous
i know i should stop
but you spin my around like a top
i want to get off this ride
but i know i can't hide
from you
from your words
from your mouth
from how you make me feel
i wish my heart was like steal
so i don't have to know
what its like to keep this secret
from the world i know
i can't let it show
that i crave your words like no other
i am addicted
should i take cover?
from this earthquake
thats ripping through me
i feel like i can't breath
as if i am surrounded only by sea
waiting for you to rescue me
but will you?
should you?
i know if it was up to me
i would have you leave
to never come around again
but i could never send
that request into the reality
of formality
but how can i stop loving you
when i know its true
that you make me feel brand new
like every smell
every touch
is something shiney and new
to me its is not reality
its actuality
this is real
the way i feel....
like astriods in the sky
you crash into me
like a wave in the sea
you crash into me
knowing that it cant last for ever
is better
because every moment i cherish with you
is brighter
because i know this addiction is a fighter
and wont leave with out  a reason
so i guess or love is in season
like winter and summer
i will wish you would stay forever
but i know you could never
stay in one place for too long
with every song
and every verse
i know that you are not right for me
but only if my heart could see
the actuallity of reality
that there is no place for you and me

it was a day

just an ordinary day

but it wasn't

the leaves were just a little bit greener

the sky was just a little bluer

it all seemed like just an ordinary day

but it wasn't

it was a day of happiness and sadness

it was a day that i thought what would be another day

but it wasn't

because that day it rained

and the rain flowed through my veins

my blue veins turned into a road

a road of heavenly bliss

when the rain flowed through my veins

because on that day that i thought would be an ordinary day

but it wasn't

because it rained that day

and during that day

i was free