Even to a blind man I'm seen as cocky and arrogant. I can't blame the masses for hating me. I can completely understand why and how you could hate somebody that acts the way that I do. Hell, I would hate somebody that acted like me.

The funny thing is... The way I act around people on the camera and off is completely different from how I act with my closest of friends. Those that know me know the cockiness with just a faux mask. I don't believe I'm better than anymore it just helps me gain the upper hand. I mean even in the worse case scenario, where is doesn't affect my opponent at all other than enraging him, I still gain the upper hand. When he grows angry and his eyes begin to see red, he will no longer be control himself. In this blind moment aggression he will make a fatal mistake and in the blink of an eye I'll see it and capitalize on it.

I'm not cocky because I want to be. I'm cocky because I have to be.

Our showing at Massacre was a massive success. First we got out there and completely disrupted Bigg Rigg's announcement. That alone would have created buzz in the locker room about the newcomers but we didn't stop here. No, we made yet another appearance to solidify our impact on the show and in the minds of those in the XWF.

The fans everywhere are already wondering why this newcomer is going head to head on the mic with a legend of the XWF. They are all wondering just how good I'm going to be. All eyes are on me like they are suppose to be. They are watching my like a hunter watches his prey. Everyone in this locker room is already waiting for me to show my first sign of weakness so that they can finish me off before I even get a chance to get started.

I'm not worried. I have this all under control. I want them to watch and to wait. I want them to attack when they think I'm down. I want the extra attention. The more they watch me, the more they attack me, the more they hunt me, the more my name will grow and the greater I will become. So go ahead and hate me XWF I want you to. I want you all to target me week after week. Go ahead and take me from newcomer to headliner in a matter of days. I do desire it after all.

It was an calm day in Chicago. The skies were clear, the wind was calm, and no smog in sight. This was truly a great day. I stood on top the roof of our skyline apartment and looked out over the city. Down below walked hundreds of people that looked more like ants from I stood. The wind wisped past me while I closed my eyes and took in the moment.

"This is the life" I said to myself as I reopened my eyes. "I couldn't ask for anything better. Here I stand on top of the world above thousands of little peasants wishing their lives were like mine. They'll never have what I have. They will never be the king of their own domain. They'll always have to work day in and day out just for a chance to MAYBE one day have a life like mine. In a way I almost envy them. Ha, who am I kidding? I don't envy those little piss ants."

I tossed a rock off the roof and waited for it to make contact down below. The wind blew it away from the sidewalk and into the middle of the street straight into the windshield of a taxi. The taxi came to a stop and the cab driver got out of the taxi and examined the impact the rock had on the windshield. It wasn't enough to splinter the glass just enough to put a nice star crack in it. The cab driver looked up at the surrounding buildings searching for what caused it with a disregard for the traffic jam he had caused behind him. Proud of my work I stepped to the roof's edge and smiled hoping he would see the glare off my sparkling teeth. The cab driver managed to spot my silhouette atop the building and shook his fist as he screamed out to me. The words were distorting by the wind leaving me only to hear an angry scream instead of individual words.

"Is that so? Well I wasn't even aiming for you. I was aiming for the little pests on the sidewalks. If you wish to be that angry though, I guess I'll give you something more to be mad about." I said to myself as a tossed another rock down below watching the wind carry it to his hood. The new dent on the taxi's hood pushed him past his already livid state. This just made me smile more as I looked on. The cab driver slammed the taxi door shut while still outside of the taxi. He screamed louder but the wind, yet again, distorted the words. "What's that? Oh, you want me to throw more?" I smirked and started to pick up a few more rocks off the roof when I heard Grace's voice.

"Sean? What are you doing?" Grace said sounding half asleep. "I thought you said you didn't like it up here?"

I froze for a second and then scattered the rocks back on to the roof with a flick of my wrist. "I was just try making sure you didn't step on a rock near the edge of the roof. It is a big rock... I mean fall after all." I said as I looked over the edge and down at the street.

"Sean" She said with a sigh. "What did you do now?" She walked over to the roof's edge and instantly spotted the taxi down below and the screaming cab driver beside it. "Sean... Why is he yelling at you?"

"Because he wishes he was more like me? He is just jealous of our lifestyle Grace. Welcome to Chicago the city of envy. It's a very nasty world out there, Grace." I said even though I knew she would see through it.

"Sean, people don't stop their cars at yell just because they see you on top of a building." Grace said as she narrowed her eyes on me.

"Grace, I'm Sean Boggz, I'm SBZ. People stop and yell to me all the time. This time it just caused a traffic jam. It's not my fault people love me, Grace." I said as I shook my head at the cab driver down below. People behind him had gotten out of their cars to yell at him for being stopped in the middle of the street.

She rolled her eyes and then resumed peering at me. "What did you do this time? You threw a rock didn't you?" Grace stared at me in disbelief. She shook her head and started walking towards the stairs.

"Where are you going?" I followed behind her at a distance.

"I'm going to go apologize to him and then I'm going to go pray for you." Grace turned a cold shoulder to me and continued her walk.

"No, you can't do that he'll press charges... We'll lose the apartment Grace." I knew that would stop her for sure. She turned to me when she reached the stairs and glared at me then closed the door behind her. She wasn't going down there anymore. It was in her eyes. I quickly ran back over to the roof's edge just in time to see a cop on a bike ride up to the scene of the traffic jam. The cab driver ran over to him quickly and pointed up in my direction and began pleading his case. The cop never even turned to look at me. The cop just pointed at the taxi and motioned him to move it. The irate cab driver walked back to the taxi then realized he had locked himself out. As if I was waiting for a cue, I burst out in laughter. The cab driver slammed his arms on the roof of his car. The cop walked over while he talked into the radio on his shoulder. I sat and watched was the two tried to get into the cab.

"This is what I was talking about. I toss a simple obstacle in somebody's way and instantly become the center of that person's world. He then goes and tells other people and suddenly I'm important in their lives as well. Then they tell people and so on and so on until everyone knows of me." I stood tall making sure I could be seen by everyone down below in their moment of chaos. I wanted to become the reason for their anger. I wanted to become a sight that would instill a sense of helplessness. "I broke only a single link in their chain and look at them now. They run around yelling and making utter chaos. I have single handedly changed all of their days. I am effectively in control of them to a point."

Grace grabbed his arm startling him a bit and began dragging him towards the stairs. "Get inside before you cause anymore trouble."

"My people need me." I looked to the edge of the roof then back to Grace. A part of me wanted to go back and gain even more attention, but I walked with her anyway. She seemed quite upset with me but then again when isn't she upset with me.

Grace had been there for me ever since I met her. She was my best friend and probably my only true friend. Yea I knew a lot of people and talked to them on a regular basis but she was the only one that I knew would be there for me no matter what. She puts up with all my shenanigans as if they had no impact at all. She was the only one in this world that could put up with everything that I do and still come back for more. Grace Harvard was truly an amazing friend. I don't know what I did to deserve this angel but I'm glad I did whatever it was.

Truth is I'm scared to lose her as a friend. I'll push her buttons and send her on a rampage but I won't push her to her breaking point. She is too important to me. People say I talk about her as if we were going out. I think I don't speak enough about her. She is an angel that I love having in my life. Without her I would still that man whore I was in college. With her around I don't feel that need for a girlfriend. I don't know how else to describe it really. She is just a blessing in my life.

She took me into the apartment and then let me go. She walked off into the kitchen area of our studio apartment. I stood there for a second just pondering things. I slowly made my way over to the window that served as a wall. I looked down below and saw a tow truck now taking the taxi away and the police officer writing the cab driver tickets.

"Man... I really messed his world up just now. I bet he loses his job over this mess..." I shook my head as I continued to speak softly so that Grace wouldn't hear me. "He will hate me for the rest of his life. I ruined his day and everyone else's around him. He will go to his boss and tell him what happened and his boss will most likely fire him for making up stories about a crazed man on a roof top. Then he will go home and tell his wife and she will cry her eyes out. During this entire thing his anger towards me will grow more and more. In the end he will either lose focus and go into a blind rage or he will finally see that what he was doing simply wasn't enough."

"It's kind of like the xwf in a way. With pathetic wrestlers like DeWayne Carter, Kratos, and Legion. I've already put an obstacle in all of their paths. Kratos was consumed in rage and down he went for the count and instantly got sent to Impact. Meanwhile Carter acts as if nothing happened but he did rise to the occasion and capitalize on the situation. Even though he was taken out he ignored it and focused on the way to pick up the win. Even after the match he has decided to focus on the Hart Title match. And then you have Legion. Legion has a choice to make come Monday. Let me become the center of his attention and lose or ignore me and take the risk of me taking him out."

"Legion I know you have been here longer than me. I know you think you are on top of the world because you've already held a championship here. It's time to wake up and realize you are a former champion for a reason. You say it's because you won the title. I say it's because you got taken out and somebody took your title from you. You can say you were the former champ all you want all that means is that you can and have been beaten the past. I'm not worried about you what so ever. Hell, even Grace could take you no questions asked." I looked away from the window and over to Grace who was still busy in the kitchen. "Isn't that right Grace?"

Grace glared over at me still half way upset with me. "Isn't what right?" I walked across the apartment to her with a smile on my face trying to lighten the mood.

"Isn't it true you can handle Legion no problem?" I said trying to pump her up. She stopped what she was doing and stood across the counter from me. I leaned and put my elbows on the edge of the counter and looked directly at her. She blushed slightly like she tends to do for some odd reason.

"Sean, I'm not as arrogant as you. I do think I can beat him but I don't know about the no problem part. I'm more worried about Cyren. He has been around for a long time and he isn't all there." Grace said with an uneasy voice. Neither one of us would even mention the fact that we had to face one another. That part of it didn't matter to us. We had to take down the rest of the competition before we even began to worry about one another.

"Cyren is a joke, Grace. The man has lost over half of his matches. He has lost the universal title twice. He has lost the tag titles twice. He has lost the X-Treme title three times. And he lost the world title before too. What are you worried about? All the guy does is lose. Yea, he is a bit over the edge almost to brink of crazy but can you honestly tell me you have seen people worse than him? I think it's all just an act. I think he is a broken down man that acts out just to gain some attention." Grace snickered a bit. "That's right he is a joke. I'm glad you see that now."

"Sean, you have no clue how much you talk down about people that act like you. You act out just as bad and he had to get those titles some how." Grace looked at me like I was child. It made me sick when she talked to me like I was kid.

"I'm nothing like these two! Yea I talk the same trash but I'll back it up. I gurantee I make Legion look like he had no business in that ring. I'll whipe the mat with him and then when Legion is a broken mess I'll take out Cyren. Yes he won all those titles before he lost them but he doesn't hold a title now does he? No, he doesn't! That means he lost it. He got taken out by somebody else. If somebody else can take him out I damn sure can."

"Calm down Sean. I didn't say you couldn't beat him. I just think we should be giving him a little more credit that's all." Grace said in and attempt to calm me down but it was already too late for that.

"Cyren has built his career on making people fear him. He is the master of intimidation and I refuse to be the next little puppet he controls through fear. You can fear him and end up showing him "respect" if you want. I won't be though. When I step in that ring I'm going to take him out with no questions out. I'll destroy Legion and make put Cyren's back to the mat for the three-count. That broken piece of trash doesn't worry me in the slightest. He can put you and everyone else around here in their place with fear and intimadation but I won't be so easy. "

Grace looked to me uneasily. "Sean, what happens when it's just you and me?" I looked at her dumbfounded for a minute. Did she think I would let her win this match? I mean I didn't plan to hit her but I didnt' plan on letting her get the pin either. If I had to deal with her I was prepared to but I didn't want to.

"When it comes down to just us then I will pin Cyren while you make sure Legion doesn't get back up." Grace looked at me obvisouly offended to some point.

"What ever happened to ladies first?" I knew she didn't like the idea of me just taking the pin without her at least putting up a fight for it. I wasn't about to argue with her. I knew if we argued about it come match time she would become a serious competitor instead of a friend that has my back.

"Grace if you want to pin me we can just go to my pin and you can pin me all you want." Grace's jaw dropped. I began laughing to myself as she blushed. Grace reached for the faucet and in one fluid movement began spraying me with water.

"That's not funny. I will pray for you." She put away the water and started walking back towards her. She was still bright red and I was still laughing just as hard as when I walked off. "You are so nasty."

"Grace look come time for us to end the match I would like to take this win. It would be an amazing start for me. I know it would be an amazing start for you as well but lets face it. As a woman you just walking out of that match without being broken in half will be quite an accomplishment in the eyes of the XWF. Me on the other hand I've already talked my trash. People are already expecting big things from me. I've already dug my grave Grace and I don't want to have to fight you just to prove that my words were the truth. I don't want lay a hand on you if I don't have to. So please Grace, if it comes down to me and you just walk away."

I knew if I played it sweet and innocent she would give in. It's just Grace's way. If I push her buttons she'll fire back at me, but if I act sweet and kind she'll do anything in the world for me. The last thing I need in this match is for her to be on her top form and aiming for me. She is an amazing wrestler for a woman and I don't want to have to deal with her and Cyren and Legion. The more I can take care of now the less I have to deal with later.

Legion, I know you feel like I'm not in your league. I know you think I'm just some newcomer that going to be a blow over. Sadly for you that's exactally what I wanted you to think. I wanted you to plan for this to be a breeze. I wanted you to be lured into that false sense of security. I know you think that you only have to worry about Cyren. Go ahead take Cyren out I want you to yet again. There is nothing you can do going into this match that is going to change the fact that I have played you for the fool you are. You are going to lose this match try as you might.

I'm sure you are sitting back right now thinking that I've underestimated you. You are thinking that you can beat me and that there is a chance for you to win this match. Listen carefully buddy. I've been watching you and everyone else in the XWF for some time now and I'm nowhere near scared of you. I know for a fact I can destroy you and I will destroy you. I will leave you wondering why you even though you deserved to be in the same ring as me.

Cyren, you washed up piece of trash. Why didn't you retire years ago? You have been done now for years. You have accomplished nothing recently except the trashing of your name. Nobody is scared of Cyren anymore. Nobody that has watched you recently. Yea, back in your prime I might have worried about losing this match but now? HA! Don't kid yourself old timer. Throw in the towel before you lose anymore respect.

As if you being washed up wasn't enough, you aren't even focusing on this match. You are worried about people you are facing weeks from now. I'm telling you here and now I will break you. I am the newest name in the XWF and I am about to take out one of the biggest names in the XWF. If that doesn't scream superstar materail I dont' know what will. Bring your A game Cyren. I want to beat you at your new lowest low.

To all of you in the XWF. Thank you for taking the time to make me the center of your attention. Now go and tell other people about me. Tell everyone you know so that they can tell everyone they know. You have already become one of my pawns and you didn't even realize it was happening did you? The best part about this is. If you don't go warn people I will completly shock them when they step in the ring with me. Either way I will become one of the biggest stars here in the XWF. Why? Because I'm SEAN "SBZ" BOGGZ, that's why.