There is not many times in life when everything feels so right. We met by a stoke of luck, how lucky I was to meet a man like this. Intellegent and compassionate, what more could one ask for? My heart melts when he speaks, I feel weak in the knees when I see his face. What a man, What a man. I just hope I can fulfill his every fantasy. Only time will tell. Everything I had ever sufferd pain from disapears when I hear his voice or when Im in his presence.
Baby if your reading this, check out this excerpt from my myspace page...
TRUTH BE TOLD, I'M AN ODD-BALL. I HAVE A TENDANCY TO THINK FAR OUTSIDE THE BOX. SAY FOR EXAMPLE, I WILL PAINT YOU A PICTURE OF MY WORLD AS OF RECENTLY; I'M LOOKING AT THE CINDERS AND CHARD-MUTILATED DUBREE ALL AROUND ME AS I STAND IN WHAT ONCE USED TO BE BEUTIFULL POOL OF DREAMS AND MEMORIES.NOW REDUCED TO A BAREN ABIS. OH WHAT I DROUGHT I'VE SUCOME TO. LOVE NO LONGER FILLS THE STREAMS WITH LIFE, LIFE NO LONGER EXIST IN THIS FORSAKEN DITCH. I MUST PICK UP THE PIECES BEFORE THE RAIN WATERS WASH AWAY WHAT STILL REMAINS HERE.
A CRASH OF THUNDER AND LIGHTNING, WITHDRAW FROM YOU HAS BEGUN. LIKE A DRUG MY SYSTEMS CRAVES YOU, MY BODY YERNS FOR YOU, YET YOUR NOT WITHIN MY REACH. HOW COULD I ALLOW SUCH A THING TO HAPPEN;I DIDN'T PROTECT MYSELF. CARELESSLY ALLOWED ONE TO DAMAGE WHAT HAD TOOK MANY YEARS TO CREATE. MANY MOMENTS HAVE PASSED SINCE THEN, MANY ENCOUNTERS, DAYS INTO WEEKS, WEEKS INTO MONTHS. MY UTOPIA IS BEGINNING TO REPAIR ITSELF. THE ONCE DRIED-UP WATERING HOLE IS BEGINNING TO HOLD, AND THE GRASS HAS RETURND. THE MEMORIES OF THE DEVESTATION IN WHICH THE WORLD WITHIN MY HEART HAD SUFFERED HAVE BEEN SEALD WITHIN CRYSTAL AND BURRIED IN THE EARTH. NOW THAT THE HEALING HAS COMPLETED ITS TIME TO FLUD THE EMPTY WATERWA ONYS WITH JOY AND FULFILMENT. THE NEXT PERSON I CHOOSE TO SHARE MY WORLD; THE NEXT ONE WHO WILL SWIM DOWN MY RIVERS HOPEFULLY WILL BE AS NURTURING AS I.
I THINK I AM NOW ON THE RIGHT PATH, I HAVE A FEW IDEAS IN MIND ON HOW I WILL RECREATE MY VISION. THE RIGHT ONE FOR ME, HOWEVER, WILL SHARE MY VISION. THE PERSON WILL BE AS A ROCK, SOLID AND GROUNDING; CONCREATE IF YOU WILL. FOR THAT PERSON I WILL GIVE MY LOVE, MY HEART AND UNDYING GRATTITUDE. I WILL ENSURE THAT THIS SPECIAL PERSONS EVERY FOOTSTEP WOULD BE SHOWERD WITH ROSE PETTELS AND SLEEP ON A BED DRESSED WITH THE FINEST SILK SHEETS. THIER HEART I WOULD PLACE IN A CAST IRION CHAMBER SEALD FOR THE ULTIMATE PROTECTION WITH 24/7 WATCH.
Thats how I will treat you, you deserve it. Like I said before, you deserve the best of me not the rest of me...
