I will always love my Babydoll
She
may never see this,
Who knows.
I know I will never get over her...
What I do know is that I have never
met anyone like her. I have never felt the
love for anyone that I do for her. I would give
my life without hesitation for her,
so that she didn't have to feel
one ounce of pain,
shed one tear.
I love you Christy, always have, always will.
She is the most beautiful woman in the world to me.
The best thing that ever happened to me.
I am sorry.
More sorry than you could ever fathom.
It was all my fault, and living everyday know that is harder then anyone could imagine.
Ti Amo Innamorata, bene si....bene si
No
river's span is quite as vast
No mountain's reach so high.
No rose's scent is quite as sweet
As the love I will always hold inside.
Every time I saw your face and
Every time you smiled,
Every time I kissed your lips,
My love grew all the while
I was luckiest man to walk the earth
To have known a love like yours
Loving was so easy then,
You had opened
my heart’s doors.
And I'll love you 'til my life has ceased
And still more with my soul
Because that fateful day we met,
My heart you forever stole.
Our first kiss, leaning against the fence at o’briens. I was so nervous that you wouldn’t like it
Walking around and around the parking lot all night talking.
Trying to not call you while you were in Daytona that weekend.
The first real date at Kobe’s. (my first encounter with sushi)
Talking on the phone for hours and all night long.
Making love in the rain on the trampoline (after I purposely lost a bet on a game of darts)
Making love in the truck in the parking lot of Barnes and Nobles because we couldn’t wait to get to your house.
The “incident” in the truck on another night on the way back to your house behind the Walgreens on dale mabry.
Playing football with Kyle at my apartment and hanging out.
Calling you to say goodnight and you asking why I wasn’t with you at your house.
The first time I told you I loved you and how scared I was that you didn’t feel the same.
The feeling in my heart and the look in your eyes when you said “I love you”
How it felt to wake up, with you in my arms the first time.
Cuddling in the morning after waking up.
The way it felt to see you smile.
Kyle getting mad because he shot the nerf dart on the roof of the apartment.
Our first ride on the road king, memorial day 2006 at Brandon Harley
YOUR first ride on the road king and my being a retard trying to teach you to ride. How proud I was to see you going down the street then realizing that I never explained how to stop. Running along side the bike till you got to moving too fast for me to keep up.
You sitting on the springer in the garage because I wouldn’t let you ride it till you took the BRC
How proud of you I was that you passed the BRC. I also remember that you told me I couldn’t come watch you in taking the BRC because I would make you nervous. I wanted say badly to be there and watch my Babydoll
Going on our first ride together. Going to Leesburg both of us on the road king, and Kyle falling asleep in Ron’s sidecar.
Going for a dinner date at “Antny’s” and how nasty their food was.
Dancing with you at O’Briens when we went to see Marty’s band. (The first time I had actually slow danced with someone I was in love with. Michelle and I never danced. We never had a big wedding reception. And before that I actually can’t remember ever dancing with someone.)
You meeting me for lunch at my Trinity jobsite and bringing the sandwiches from 7-11 and French onion sunchips.
Jodie’s 50th birthday party, hanging out at Rose’s and then playing volleyball in the pool and going back to dad’s. Maddie drinking the hydrogen peroxide, that was funny. Sorry about throwing in the pool, well not sorry about that but I am sorry about your phone.
Swimming at dad’s house with Kyle and Rico.
Sitting on the couch, you pulling the ottoman up so that we could lay next to each other and watch tv after Kyle went to bed.
Favor crystals…ewwww enough said.
I could go on and on and on for pages about the good times. It hurts so badly that all you seem to remember are the bad. I am sorry for lying to you about anything. I am sorry for every phone call that I missed. I am sorry for ever pushing you or yelling at you. I will never stop loving you. I couldn’t even if I wanted to . For me the good times are always there. The love is always there. Always will be and it cant’, won’t go away. I miss you and love you so much Christy. I wish I could have been the man you deserved, someone you want by your side. To grow old with. I love you….. I hope one day you will forgive me. All I want Is for you to be happy. You are an amazing woman and mother. You deserve the world.
