Mood:  not sure

I am really unsure of things right now.

Everything seems to be going right for me in one way but then it goes completely south in a matter of minutes.

I am about to move out of my moms house to live with my boyfriend and my son.  Everything has been going great.  We signed the lease about a week ago and we have the majority of things that we need for the appartment.

Then all of a sudden the money is gone.  My ex-husband is behind on child support, I am joy spending way too much and my mom and I cant stop fighting.

Along with that there is school.  I went to my first class for my major (computer drafting and design) and im not sure that I am going to do as well as I thought.  I am worried that I am not going to be as happy or as good as I thought I would be.

Work is a completely different subject.  I have a boss that is a total push over, an assistant manager that doesnt do his job the way it should be done, an sga that is afraid to assert herself to customers, and a ga that should have been fired a long time ago for insubordination.  Just like everyone else I dont get paid enough for the work that I do and I dont have the position that I deserve.

I know I sound cocky but people that know me and know my situation know that this is truly how it is.  I can only say one thing to describe this feeling.

Scared.