Mood:  irritated

i loved this boy named brandon...i  lost him way long ago!!!

cause i cheated which i shouldnt have but i didnt  really cheat

i told this girl i was with her EX big deal?

i guess it was cause i lost my first true love? mom was happy

she didnt like him?????

how am i ????? kinda still guilty??

but thats my fault??? right??

i wish we were friends still?????

i think i messed up my life????? not only brandon???

other stuff too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!