I never been like this before...

I never freaked out like this before....

I never been crazy like this before...

Oh... What Else.....

The Story....

 *Then*

 I had my On-The-JOb TRaining at Coca Cola Bottlers Philippines - Sales Office - Batangas. 

One day, our finance clerk told me to fax a form to Lipa Branch and look for Ryan. I was kind of "What! Ryan". I became curious about him. I started to fax but my friend was the one who made  a call. I really wanted to be the one but that's it. She was the one who made the call.

Later on, my friend became curious coz, it's my first time to accept something like that (I have a weird Telephone Phobia)... Hahaha.... Then, she suddenly remembered that I was a fanatic of the name "Ryan". She said sorry.

After lunch, we asked the finance everything about Ryan. Then, the finance assistant called Ryan and told him that someone wanted to talk to him. I was crazy saying No!!... I thought it was just a joke. But I answered the phone and Ryan was there... I was suddenly end up the call. Then he called again and asked for me. I was really scared and shy...

 I never took that call. Then, my friend took it and told my phone number.

The next day, I kept on asking about Ryan. I'm totally curious about that guy, really. Kind of crazy... hehehe....

Then, one of our sales staff, was talking to Ryan on the phone and he told me to talk to Ryan. I was shy and I thought he was just kidding. But it's not.. Ryan was totally there waiting for me to answer.

I answered the phone and we chat for about 1 minute. Then after one or two days, he text me up. It was a quotes, a very nice one.  Maybe that was the best qoute I ever read. We exchange text messages for about 5 (I forgot). 

Today:

It was the craziest moment I ever had!!...

I just came back from home ( I had lunch). When I was in the gate, my friend showed up and told me to fix my hair. It was kind of strange. I started to think that there's something wrong. Then, when we entered the room, our sales clerk asked me to go upstairs and asked for Joy, the finance assistant. I was kind of confused and freak. I really don't know but I felt tense, ecxited, happy, confused and everything. I really don't know what..

Then, when I'm upstairs I saw Joy with 2 other guys. I entered the room without any greetings for the two. I don't know but I really forgot because I'm in the tense mood. I was really curious why Joy started smiling like there's someone behind those smiles.

I went downstairs and everyone was asking me if whom I saw. I was thinking that the guy in red was him, "Ryan". I was totally insane thinking of the first impression I had. It was totally bad. I felt melting like I never wanted to show up my face again to him.

God, I later found out that it was true, that was "Ryan". I was so nervous, I don't know why.

 Later on, my friend texted him to go downstairs because we're about to go. Without knowing, I was looking at my friend, who is playing when someone asked for my name. I freaked out. That's him. Then, she sat in chair and started talking to our Bosses. I felt shame, I really don't what to do. It was a crazy day! 

Then, our sales staff was talking about me and Ryan. I really can't stand talking because of shyness. We're about to shake hands. It was his left hand that hand me for shakehands. I was thinking why left hand. I just felt the smoothness of his hand. 

Night, ....

I was thinking of him. I'm hoping he will be the first one to text me but he didnt. I was really unhappy because of that. I can't eat very well. I started to cry (yeah, I really cry). So emotional (I don't know why).  

I think it was 8 o'clock when I texted him to say "Nice meeting you!". He replied saying "Nice meeting you din (too). Ayaw mo naman aqng pansinin (Why aren't you talking or glancing at me)... I was happy because of that.. I told him I was shy.

But later on, he started to ask who is Aiza, the one in black? And he told me that he thought Aiza was me... I was kind of unhappy and frustrated, disappointed and regretted.

 Did he come to the point of liking Aiza? or It's just me thinking of those things?

I promises that I will never be the first one to text him.

Promise!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Except if it is important!!!!!