Heather's Poems

Wednesday, 16 April 2008

Mood:

hug me
Now Playing: My heart is forever yours

When I look in your eyes,
I see the pain from my lies,
When i hear you cry,
I feel like i should die,
When i hear your jokes,
I feel like it will be alright,
When you get mad at me,
I feel i need to please you in anyway i can,
When i hear you moan in pleasure,
I feel like im not alone,
I know my feeling can not be expressed in words,
I know you know i love you forever,
I need to hear your voice each and everyday,
To let me know that it will truely be ok,
I cant wait to feel the physical love that we will share,
You didnt steal my heart i gave it to you forever on a silver plater,
I feel loved for the first time in my life,
i know you'll forgive my faults i make,
As i will for you, I dont feel i can keep hurting you in anyway,
I need you to know i love in every single way.

Heather Kelsey

Posted by atheneofslovenia at 10:58 PM CDT
Updated: Friday, 18 April 2008 1:05 AM CDT
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Mood:

sad
Now Playing: Computer Man I cry Now

If this is what love feels like,
then i dont wanna feel it ever,
it feels like someone ripped my heart out,
I don't think i can go on with my life,
Have you ever met a man that turns your life around
have you ever me a guy that you have saw his face
but every time you see he's online get excited?
Have you ever been so close to a man states away?
It feels like i've been stomped on with heavy metal
boots. I cry now like a crying child,
I cry now like never before,
I cry now like a widowed woman thats lost he
true love
I dont ever want to be in love.
But i already have and am
If this is how it feels
then I will cry for him in the day and night
weekends are horrible,
i dont think i can go on because he's all i really
want.

Heather Ann Kelsey

Posted by atheneofslovenia at 10:56 PM CDT
Updated: Friday, 18 April 2008 1:20 AM CDT
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Now Playing: the sadness of loss
The
Sadness
Of the lost
Soul

It
Would
Never be
Replaced by
You

A soul
Wishes to
Be by your side
Too

You
Learn to
Live, love, before
Death

Posted by atheneofslovenia at 10:56 PM CDT
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Now Playing: A Million Reasons Why

There are a million reasons why we
all want to cry
There are a million reasons why
we all sometimes want
to die, there's a million reasons
why we all cry when a loved ones die,
there's a million reasons why It snowed
the day he died , there's a million
reasons why I didn't cry on that day,
there's a million reasons why I still
don't cry today, there's a million
reasons why I still have sadness in my heart
There are million reasons why
I will soon have to start
There's know a million reasons
why I have to get on with my life,
there's a million ways to say
I LOVE YOU from the bottom of my heart.

Heather Kelsey

Posted by atheneofslovenia at 10:54 PM CDT
Updated: Wednesday, 16 April 2008 11:18 PM CDT
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Now Playing: Friendship to Sisters

Friendship is the giver of life,
It comes and goes like the ever turning of the earth,
I all ways considered you a friend,
now i more than ever consider you more like a sister,
your my sister that was from another mother,
but no matter who you come from,
your in my heart as family,
family is such a strong word like friendship it
comes and goes,
even if we're not friends forever you are no longer
a friend you are still my sister.

Heather Kelsey

Posted by atheneofslovenia at 10:54 PM CDT
Updated: Friday, 18 April 2008 12:54 AM CDT
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Now Playing: ~ Wipes Away Her Tears~

He walks in the door not knowing whats to come,

Shes sitting on the couch waiting for him,

He looks at her,

She looks at him,

Not a word is said for they both know what eachother is thinking,

She gets up and walks to him,

He holds out his arms,

She steps into his arms,

He embraces her like there is no tomarrow,

She embraces him back knowing that he loves her and Only her,

He steps back but still holds her in his hands looking in her eyes,

She looks up at him in the eyes looking at him like shes never looked at anyone before,

He looks at her like he's looking into her soul,

She pulls away out of instinct and habit,

He grabs her tightly knowing that this is how she is,

She starts to pull and fight him for he doesn't let go,

He looks hurt at what shes doing but pulls her forcefully towards him into a hug,

She feels his arms around her feeling safe in his arms,

She starts to cry holding him close crying into his chest,

He holds her close kissing her head telling her its ok and he loves her,

she murmers in his chest that shes sorry and she loves him,

He holds her tighter tilting her head up towards him wiping away the tears,

He kisses her then tells he loves her with all his heart and soul,

He leads her to the bathroom to clean her up,

She follows him quietly and obediently,

He loves her no matter what,

And she loves him no matter what,

Their kind of love only happens once in a life time,

And its the kind that only the blessed get a chance to experience,

So they hold it tight even when they fight and cry together.

~Heather Kelsey~

Posted by atheneofslovenia at 10:52 PM CDT
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Now Playing: What You Mean To Me

summer is to come,

As am I,

There's not a thing that anyone can say,

That will change my feelings for you,

I don't care what I must do,

In order to be with you,

You are my heart and soul,

I am your girlfriend, lover, fiance, and friend,

I'd rather have you than my family,

If I have you than nothing else matters,

I'd sell everything I own just to be with you,

I'll risk juvie,

It's what you mean to me,

Its how I feel,

Its what I want,

You are my fiance, boyfriend, lover , and most importantly my friend,

It's what I'd do for you that makes me scared not you,

I'd run and hide to be with you,

That's how much you mean to me I love you.

~Heather Kelsey~

Posted by atheneofslovenia at 10:52 PM CDT
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Now Playing: unfinished Confession

I don't know whats wrong with me,

Its like I still live with the enemy,

I try to make you happy,

But I seem to keep hurting you bad,

I cry and feel horrible,

And instead you get mad,

I make a mistake that should make you hate me,

Instead your still here not trusting me but just loving me,

Some times I think its for the pleasure,

Other times I think its cause our scared to leave me,

But most the time I believe its cause you truely love me,

Though I hold you in my heart that I know you will leave me,

A greater part of me believes you will stay,

I could spend the rest of my life with you,

But I fear that you won't like me forever.

Posted by atheneofslovenia at 10:51 PM CDT
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Now Playing: Only With You

We are not just friends,

we are soulmates,

I know what you feel,

And you know what i feel,

Our secrets that we keep from eachother all ways get out,

We get mad at eachother,

We cry together,

We love eachother unconditionally,

If I mess up you have forgiven me everytime,

When you messed up I forgave you everytime,

You know if i could get down to you i would,

I would in a second,

I would run away from everything i know and love to be with you,

I would walk the entire distance if it meant having me be in your arms forever,

We want to spend the rest of our lives together,

I have never felt so alive before,

I never thought I could love anyone as much as I love you,

I don't care what I miss with my friends cause I want to only be with you,

Cause i know that I'll meet your friends and make new ones again with you.

Posted by atheneofslovenia at 10:51 PM CDT
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Now Playing: My Master

He brings me up when im down,

He makes me happy when im sad,

He comforts me when needed,

He makes me strive to be better,

but doesn't hesitate to tell me when im too bold or outta place,

I show him love and obedience,

I take the affection he gives happily,

I kneel only for him no one else,

I know his rules by heart,

He's there when I need him the most,

He gives me his thoughts and opinions even if they are mean,

I take the punishments obediently for I am his,

He is my loving Master that makes me feel whole, wanted, needed, and loved,

I am his slave his to control and make decisions for,

i serve him with pride, joy, love, obedience, and trust.

Posted by atheneofslovenia at 10:50 PM CDT
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