A short tale of love
Smiled at me was someone,
Although that someone turned out to be no one.
Thought to have a peep at her,
Stroked my heart so deep so far.
Paved my way a bit closer,
As it was hard to be an instant loser
The one deed I could do was to be a chooser.
To chose at breaking my silence
It wasn’t late at awakening my conscience.
Walked a step towards but she was lost….
The person I happened to like the most.
The night I scared of being the host.
After the night broke,
My eyes could steal her,
The heart could feel her………
Illuminating with a certain blush
Even in the middle of a rush,
I could feel,
And my heart could steal.
In mind had desires to be loved,
In kind had sapphires to be burnt,
A wish conquered but had I really dreamt of?
My name on her lips….
Lost onto the deeps.
I wish to him to die in the arms of beloved
But was it she?
I wish to lie in the charms of my beloved…
It is to be she..
But she waved her palms to bid bye
Quite assumed to be an uncertain goodbye.
She is lost again..
Lost onto my dreams….
And I know that I will never be with you. But I loved you is true.
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Because I don’t hate you
Wish I could hate you
I could hate the person once I liked
Hope I could relate you
Relate to the tokens of the sweet past
Still remember you but a just.
Hope I would hate you,
Narrate you the reasons surpassed
Remind you of the seasons at lust…
Still I remember you but a just.
I do not forget….
I do not forget the sense of tranquil
Nor I could the dense of palanquin
Could I forget you?
Still I wish the smell by the shore
Still I do the bell by the door…
And I remember you darling but a just…
I still remember the day you left
Still could not forget at the bay I wept.
Still lies a snap at my home
And stays the gap being alone
But…
Still you are with me and how can I hate you?
I cannot forget you
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Daydream
Rays peep into the lives of secrecy,
Questioning a cent minds…
Is it the transparency of my privacy?
Let us think for a while
Crawled alike a snake, I try to escape
I try to escape hoping a halt to the time.
Sometimes a tour to the dark belonging to the past regime.
Here I could see the shadow yet grey
Although it seems purple much adore to the bay
Startled at an audible jerk,
Good morning-I yawned…
Sometimes a regret memorising the last night flashback.
Wish I could return once more to a night back
Yet am relieved to fight away the nightmares...
Yes am thankful to my sub-conscious dares.
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Ekti kotha
A struggled being crawls along his path to rest,
An unlike thought he would desire to be the best.
Tasted as salt was the drops that rolls down his chest
Often he befriends…
Excited by his monotone, the gloom as his guest.
The mirror failed to express its ashen
Or is it ashamed?
Tired, tired and tired yet he desired to be amused,
Or just he offered a place to refuge?
Packed up his bags
He slept upon but a lot of things to be wept upon…
A loner place was where he had reached,
a brighter thought where he had reached.
Often I ask “is it a desire enriched?”
Unleashed upon my satisfaction
I prayed to him….
Donate me happiness, either a whole or a fraction.
Take me to a place similar to the heaven
But I fear to embrace death.
Take me somewhere where I could sense the warmth of the sun
But I fear to be burnt by faith….
Yes the place,
Guarded under the banyan,
Sensing the flowers brightened through the ambient rays.
Yes that’s what my thought says…
Do I wish to conquer addiction?
No.
I just pray “just give me relief, either as a whole or a fraction.”
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I fail to die
“I failed to live
I failed to succeed
But am sorry of a blissful deed
I failed to die indeed.
Innocent dreams lit up with candles
But I afraid to sleep
I am scared to enter the deep
Thus I failed to succeed.
Still I desire to live
Still I admire to achieve
But am not sorry yet I failed to die indeed.
I had been stroked with glorified cheats
Had been smocked by magnified misleads
And I believe that the success has failed me
Still I desire to live and to achieve…
Once I lived to perceive
Born to achieve…
But now,
Faith deceived me
My instincts betrayed me…
Yet to walk a long
Yet to cover a bit of distance
But this time I would fail to ask further assistance
Nor I could guess any guidance.
I am here to perceive again
As I desire to live
admire to achieve,
Thus I failed to die again...
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I opened the door
Quite beside a shore
I opened the door of quite a manor
I stepped.
Walked a bit closer, closer to hold
Sooner the instincts mould
Deeper I travelled, my mind over fold…
The unusual seemed probable
Amiable with blue
Painted with hue…
Discovered it quite adorable.
I admired the once virgin stairs
Even I kissed the dusty affairs…
Still lending a finger to the one you care about
Mending a linger to the baby who dare about…
I feel good.
I feel about the one who lives for me
I kneel for the one who leaves to me…
Still I entered the door quite beside the shore
And admired it at being as fresh as a whore.
I do remember the child to cry
I do her lips gets dry…
But how can I forget that I kissed her tonight
And I admired her delight.
The stairs embraced me disarmed
The flairs mislead me being charmed
No one could stop me to hold her tight
The reason is I got dimmed in delight.
I remember sleeping with her
How can I dim loosing within?
That was only dear moments before
Only sheer ligands to door
I am in admiral of the whole.
I opened the door
Quite flown away by the shore…
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The lens
Wish I could have an eye
An eye which could be enlarged
Wish I could have an eye
The one I could pack in a bag
The one I could hang onto the shoulders and drag…
Once it feels to sleep
Once it sounds to beep
Wish I could have the power to boost it with charge.
Wish I could have an eye
The one which could be enlarged.
A million of enchants passing by, I miss
Lots of views I wished to have touched and kiss.
But I do not regret
Lighting up a cigarette,
I thank myself to the camera
As it might be able to solve my dilemma…
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