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I was really excited for this night. I had been hanging out with Alexz Johnson for awhile now and we were good friends. She invited me over to her apartment. I had never been there yet, but I knew this was an important moment in our relationship. Tonight I was going to make my move and see if she wanted to become more than friends. Painstakingly I prepared to go over, including pocketed rope as well as door jam cuffs in case things went better than expected and got kinky.

Looking my best, standing at her door, I took a deep breath and knocked.


Alexz opened the door. My heart skipped a beat at how gorgeous she looked.

She was wearing blue jeans, a white button up shirt, with a white bra visible underneath. There was a smile on her face. She smelled so good. I forgot my name.

"You look nice." she smiled.

I still couldn't remember my name.

"Uh... thanks... and you look... wow..." I laborously put together. "Angelic."

"Thank you." she smiled. "You're sweet. Come in."

With a deep breath I followed her inside. My vision narrowed to watching her walk in front of me not paying attention to any details of her apartment. When she stopped I saw we were in her main living room area. I noticed Alexz had a beautiful butt as she led me through her apartment, and while I kept my stares there low in the past, tonight, I couldn't help looking. There was not one inch or area of her that was not simply angelic in beauty.

She turned around and caught me looking. We met eyes. I saw her give a small smirk, as if this was not expected, but not completely cool either. I lowered my eyes without her having to say a word. She then sat on her couch and looked up at me.

"So what do you want to do tonight?" she asked in her sexy voice.

Her eyes were too beautiful. I made my way over to the couch and saw down beside her thinking.

"Alexz," I said pausing. "We've been friends for a pretty long time..." I looked her in her eyes again.

She was looking straight into me with her gorgeous eyes. I watched her take a deep breath before letting a small smile surface.

"...how would you feel..." I said unable to take such beauty looking at me for so long. Her hands were on her thighs. I grabbed them and held them in mine. "...how would you feel about taking this... to the next level?"

My heart stopped. I held my breath. Alexz raised her eyes to me, I could see she watched me move her held hands between us. I felt her hands lightly tighten around mine. She kept eye contact with me.

Slowly she leaned forward to me. I was breathing slowly deathly afraid she'd say no. When our eyes were inches from each other I felt her kiss me. I kissed back. I closed my eyes and relaxed feeling love and affection flowing from her. Time stopped.

The feeling was pure euphoria. I wanted to be in this moment forever. I adored, and respected, and loved her so much. I felt her hands relax. All that existed was the transfer of energy between me and her locked in a kiss.

The kiss ended itself without either of us actively making it stop. I hung, lips pressed, alone for a bit. I could still feel her love and affection going through me. It was heaven. Feeling it slowly drain away I opened my eyes. Alexz's were still closed.

"Wow...." was all I could express. Everyone should be kissed like that by her. The love they felt would end wars.

"Yeah..." she replied lazily, her own eyes still closed. Finally, she opened them.

"I was wondering when you were finally going to make the move. I KNOW you've wanted to kiss me." she smiled. "I didn't expect it to be so...."

"Yeah..." I said still high on her kiss.

Time was still moving slowly. The air felt warm. I had an uncontrollable urge to hold her. I reached in to hold her and kissed her again. She kissed back. My heart leapt with the love I was feeling. My hands found her sides before the world stopped again and all I was aware of was our kiss. The kiss broke naturally. I don't think I've ever felt more in love.

"I guess we're staying in toni--" she put her finger up to my lips to stop me from speaking.

She smiled a beautiful smile showing her teeth. Alexz slipped off the couch next to me and lightly pushed me back onto it with her hands on my shoulders. Her face moved next to mine so we were looking each other right in the eyes.

"I've seen you looking at me. I know you want me." she said keeping a happy smirk and glow about her. I laid flat on my back on her couch. I felt her legs straddle me down at my thighs. She maintained eye contact throughout. I didn't want to look away from her beautiful eyes. "You waited a long time... and I'm happy that you did..." Her hands grabbed mine as she sat up. I felt her butt sit on my tummy as she guided my hands to her just above her lap. "I know what you want." she grinned.

I flipped my hands around and lightly pulled her back down to me.

"I want YOU!" I said getting to kiss this angel again.

My eyes closed kissing her. I could feel her hair falling on my cheeks. I wrapped my hands around her body laying them across her lower back. Alexz did not fight me and was drawn in the kiss as well. For another moment there was nothing else. We kissed and I loved her more. I could feel her legs extending straight out next to and on top of mine. The kiss broke itself naturally.

Alexz moved a bit lower to my chest and laid her head there. I kept a hand at her lower back and ran my free hand through her hair. My fingers ran themselves through her hair wanting to take in every moment and sensation available. I also rubbed her lower back. She had moved her arms through mine under my shoulders to be near my head on either side. There is no feeling in the world like holding a girl you love, and this kind of moment is what has spawned eons of love stories and the pursuit of finding and having this moment again.

All became still, quiet, content.


I don't know how long we just laid on her couch peacefully together. We could have laid there and not moved until I died and I'd have died happy.

After some time had passed she snugged her head in closer up my chest like she was trying to get comfortable. My hands had changed to both of them rubbing her lower back up and down. She smelled so good, she seemed happy, content, and peaceful. Through the bangs of her hair I could see her eyes were closed. She also maintained the soft and sexy smile she always had.

"Mmmm..." she softly purred.

I moved a hand up to the back of her head and ran my fingers through her hair and caressed her. My other hand rubbed her back up and down. I could feel her bra breaking the perfect lines of her back as my palms went over it. Alexz pretty much laid still and let me hold her in my arms and caress her head and back. She seemed really at peace.

"You're so gentle..." she purred, eyes still closed. "I could fall asleep right here."

I was at peace. We were more than friends. A deeper connection. I wanted to hold her in my arms forever. I was never going to let her get away and I was never going to let anything hurt her if it was within my power to do it.

I wanted to please this woman. Any way I could. As I rubbed my hands across her back and caressed her head and played with her hair I realized I really wanted to make love to her too, but I was going to do it the right way. I had all of tomorrow free and from the morning until the evening I was going to make her see she was the most desirable woman on Earth. Alexz calmly purred on my chest. Now, I made no attempt to touch her sexually anywhere, not even her butt, she had to know that I loved all of her.

As the time wore on I soon heard her breathing soundly on my chest. Checking on her I saw she had fallen asleep. Poor girl, she was probably really tired. I continued to massage her back and head until I, too, eventually dozed off and fell asleep.


Sun coming through a window woke me up. Slowly opening my eyes I saw I was still on her couch. Alexz was nowhere in sight. I stretched and looked around her living room. I finally heard the shower. I sat up and decided to get off of her couch. I knew she was busy recording and was probably about to head off to the studio or something along those lines.

I walked into her kitchen. Still hearing the shower going I decided I'm make her breakfast. After last night and how amazing it went even though we did nothing I wanted to make this day count. Looking in her cabinets and pantry I found something I was sure I could make and got busy making something so she wouldn't have to spend time doing it herself.

She came in buttoning up her shirt. Alexz was wearing some black jeans, sexy boots, and a white long sleeved button up shirt. To say she looked hot was an understatement. Alexz walked right over to me. I had stopped what I was doing when she came in, and when I saw her coming my way I fixed her a plate.

"That smells good!" she smiled.

I leaned in and kissed her on the cheek. She let me and smiled back. I handed her the plate and some silverware. This was also returned with a glowing smile. Alexz sat down at her table while I got her something to drink. After she was settled I turned off everything in the kitchen.

"I can't believe you made breakfast for me!" she smiled.

"You're not mad are you?" I asked since I did use her kitchen without permission.

"NO!" she said after swallowing. "I hope you do it again!" the smirk after she said that made me unable to without my own.

"So you're happy?" I asked.

Alexz smiled a toothy smile that would made Helen jealous of its power.

"Yeah, I am."

I sat down in the seat next to her.

"What are your plans today?"

"You're not going to eat anything?" she asked.

"No, I made it for you."

I watched her consider that answer. Watching her think is a thing of beauty. She swallowed what she was eating then continued.

"I'm going to be in the studio all day."

Not unexpected. I nodded acknowledging what she said.

"Do you know when you'll be back?"

Alexz shook her head.

"No," she sounded a bit disappointed at that thought and I KNOW how much she loves music. "But I'll be back. After THIS..." she motioned to breakfast. "I'll be counting the seconds until I see you again."

I smiled. Who wouldn't?

"I'll call you." she said finishing her thought and taking a drink.

I nodded to her.

"I know you're about to kick me out and all since you're going to leave..." she tilted her head in the cutest way when I got to that part.

"Please..." she said interrupting me. "You don't have to leave right away."

I sure didn't want to either.

"Thanks Alexz."

Alexz was finishing up eating. As she started to get up with her dishes I put my hand on her shoulder. She looked me wondering what I was doing. I lightly had her sit back down and I took them myself.

"I got this too Beautiful." I said turning and putting them in her sink.

"Beautiful?" she replied. "I can get used to that. What else have you been wanting to say and do that you haven't until last night?"

I turned back to her.

"Lots of things."

Alexz got out from her seat and moved toward me.

"Really?" she asked kind of coyly.

"OK! Things like that too!" I conceded. "You've got a dirty..."

Alexz got close to me and wrapped her hands around my waist. She looked me right in the eyes. I wrapped my hands around her waist too.

"...and I'm sure you do too!" she jokingly answered. "Breakfast is definitely a good start to there." she smiled.

I ran my hands lightly up and down her sides. I loved holding her. It was limited as friends, but now, wow. There was no part of this girl that didn't scream beauty.

"I want YOU." I said. "ALL of you. We can talk about sex later."

She again thought for a second. I watched her bite her lip and raise her eyes to me when she seemed to have decided something.

"I don't know WHY you didn't make a move sooner. I love this new you."

"It's always been there." I answered.

"Well..." she leaned in and lightly kissed me on the lips. Heaven. When she broke the kiss it seemed she felt some of it too. "Don't go too far mister." she smiled.

I pulled her in and hugged her. I could feel her heart beating against my chest. She felt so delicate, but strong. I closed my eyes taking in the embrace she returned.

"Go make some music Beautiful. I believe in you."

Alexz made the intention to release the hug and I let her move back so we had each other's waists. She smiled.

"Stay however long you want."

Reluctantly, she pulled back and we eventually let go of each other's hands. I followed her into her living room where she gathered her purse and other belongings and went to the door. She opened the door and turned back.

"See you later Boyfriend." she said with a big smile.

Hearing that out loud filled me inside. I could just smile back at her. Alexz returned the smile and left. She was in an infectiously good mood and I was feeling all of it myself.