golden blond hair, blue eyed, and not to scary, I think he looks like that guy Drew Carey. He's surrounded by a bunch of screaming "summer girls," Signs a few autographs then he's gone in a whirl. He wants a relationship with "NO strings attached," but "The hardest thing" is finding the girl that’s perfectly matched. He drives himself crazy bout that "Girl on TV," But she thinks his music is kind of cheesy. Its "Tearin up is heart" that you think he lip sinks, But without the other guys he's just not 'N Sync. You won't find him on the backstreets hanging with the boys; you’ll find him in O-Town playing with his million dollar toys. Full of himself thinking "Its gonna be me," Looks like he's the star of his own "Liquid dreams." He wants it "all or nothing at all" most of the day, all you hear from him is "I want it that way." Swears he'll never tell a lie, But now he's got to go so "Bye bye bye."
Listen hear have no fear I’ll never make you shed a tear I’m so sincere. The look on your face I will embrace I’ll take you to another place your bad thoughts I will erase. You won’t be sad you’ll be glad I won’t make you feel that bad. We’ll have fun you’re my Hun we’ll stay up till theirs ain’t no sun. Won’t hesitate It’ll be great don’t take to long or we’ll be late. Your so rare love your hair in your eyes I can’t help but stare. You’ve arrive I feel so alive in our hearts our love will strive. Time we’ll spend I’ll defend we’ll be together to the very end.
Does it always fell like this? Utter emotional bliss, mix with all that other shit? That’s how it is on the other side, my feelings start to collide. A blanket of happiness, that same rain of emotional bliss. But only on my good side… I look at my self and want something further, but all I get is failure. It hurts on the inside, its something I must hide. Its just not me to mess up their combination, so I’ll just keep this laceration. Not as easy as it seems, keeping it behind the scene. Wanting nothing but the best, maybe I should just confess. The way that I feel within, like a plane that’s in a tailspin. It will get better… I look at my self and want something further, but all I get is failure. It hurts on the inside, its something I must hide. Its just not me to mess up their combination, so I’ll just keep this laceration. Everybody has a love, something I have no expensive of. Maybe it just skipped by me, guess I’ll just have to wait and see. Someday I’ll get my chance, and that person will make an entrance. I look at my self and want something further, but all I get is failure. It hurts on the inside, its something I must hide. Its just not me to mess up their combination, so I’ll just keep this laceration.
Overcame distance, became outstanding friends, such great memories, never wanting them to end. Was it luck, or was it fate, when I gave you my address, before it was to late. Told me about a house, a dwelling by a stream, I think I saw it once, no I guess that was a dream. When we first met, I didn’t see you for a while, and then you told me, Something about a rock pile. We’ve shared so many feelings, many feelings of… well there was anger and sadness, but most of all love.
I sit back and listen to the words in my head but damn it just seems so dead. Either their is so much shit it’s confusing or there is nothing and its empty like a dwelling. I feel so alone inside my chest just can’t rest maybe I’m just to obsessed I’m just to stressed I need to just progress. Wish I could open up and listen up I guess I just need to grow up and setup… myself for something I just can’t be Something I just can’t see wow how messed up can I really be I’m just another wannabe. Ain’t this such a great life I should just grab my knife and cut this string that’s holding me back… WHACK oh there it goes, I’m bout to explode… off to a new dream, a new scheme, the supreme theme. The way I wanna live, I don’t wanna be captive or passive. Why can’t people be more supportive? Things just keep getting worse I wish I could rehearse… but you just can’t get ready for this shit I just need to admit I don’t quit fit I’m just gonna submit. Let life do whatever it wants just let it haunt sit back as it taunts and it flaunts. Just let it flow just let it go… on whatever path it may lead… hell maybe in the end I just might succeed hell who knows I’ll just wait and I’ll see.
Its so hard to understand why a friend is gone, they just left and didn’t even say so long. You wonder all the time if they’re even alive, you hope they can tuff it out and survive. All the shit they’ve been through you’ve been right there in there hair, you’re the one that shed the tears, the times that were unfair, you’ve been aware, you swear and give them your prayers, its really quite rare to find someone that even cares. Hold on to that person as long as you can, cause when they’re gone there is no turning back damn!
Watching the waves hitting the rocks, While I’m sitting on the docks. They way the wind blows my hair, It relaxes me and makes everything fair. The waves come rolling in one by one, Tops glittering in the sun. Sitting there in the sand, The feeling I get as it goes through my hands. Looking to see one or two dolphins, Love the way they talk to each other and how they swim. Would love to be by their side, Be with them as they jump and dive. Walking along picking up different sea glasses, Taking it all in while the time just passes. Playing on the rocks with the seaweed and the barnacles, Listing to the waves hit the rocks and swirls. Seashells in the sand, just sitting on the ground, All of them there just waiting to be found.
Curly dirty blonde hair and pretty green eyes, Cute little abs and my jean are Levis. I can talk to anyone at anytime or in any place, But mess with me and body parts will need to be replaced. I’m someone you can trust and I won’t go off and tell. If you ever do it to me though your eye is going to swell. Cheering, basketball in winter, soccer in the spring, Beating people up in field hockey is such a wonderful thing. Our team in field hockey almost won states, All the other teams we played were just lightweights. I played tennis last year but my back swing needs work, “There are worse thing I could do” I must sing because you all are such jerks. I surf in contests and model for Aiea Surf Heaven, I own 12 horses and show them they’ve even won Grand Champion. I love to party and chill at the beach, Clubs and dancing I love to do each. I’m an aunt of three and I take care of them, And after all of this I still had time to do your stupid poem.
Sometimes I just feel like the feeling might strike. Never know when its gonna hit never know when to commit. Never know what is going on in my head what I’m dreaming of when my body hits that bed. Just wanna close my eyes when will I realize. Everything I ever wanted is in reach. Just have to be willing to learn from a teach. I just have to sit and relax, calm down and take a step back. Look around and take it all in, let it all seep through my skin. Maybe I’ll understand what its like to be a real man… that I want to be why does it seem like its so far outta my reach. Have my girl be proud of me make it so all the other guys are in envy.
This is for all those who are all alone cause they’re not popular or even known; for all those people that envy those fools that think there the shit in they schools. The ones that don’t get any support or that goes to do something with their friends but they friends abort. There isn’t much of a different between me and you, I have feelings and I get hurt too. But you see I have to go to class and work and act like everything is coo even if thing aren’t going right with my boo This is just the way I’m expected to exist if I don’t the questions just persist. So instead I just throw on this smile and make it all seem worthwhile, what you don’t see is that pain inside it’s to deep down and wears a disguise. When I’m home all alone I sit and I cry and even at times I feel that I wanna die. I go outside and point my head towards the sky and I look at the moon and stars and wonder why. Why do things have to be like this if something ever happened to me would I be missed? But then I think of all the people that have it worse, come from broken homes and in shit are immerse. Ones that suffer with death of loved ones or people that have to run around carrying guns. I look at myself thinking hell… that could be me, that’s shit I don’t want or the person I don’t wanna be. So I’ll be myself and continue to do all those things I use to and hope that when the sun comes up tomorrow the sky will be blue…
Why do you mean so much to me? I guess we’ll just have to see. Maybe it was all the night we stayed up till three, Talking about nothing just you and me. All those boring nights what did I do? Went somewhere that I could turn to you. Is that why you mean so much to me? Maybe but lets just see. Could this reason be better? Remember that time you sent that letter. It meant so much to me. Now at night it’s the last thing that I see. Then in the morning when I wake up what do I get? A smile cause now I know my day is all set. Is this why you mean so much to me? I don’t know but I bet we’ll see. All them nights of endless chatter, About what it never did matter. You’re the only reason that I cared, About all the stories that I have shared. All of these are why you mean so much to me. But just wait there is more for you to see. All the times we laughed and cried, All the times we pick each other sprits up high. Every time I say I love you, I hope you know it will always be true. When we are together I never be blue. Best friends forever, me and you. This is why you mean so much to me,
Why does it always hurt me deep down inside, Want to tell this person but instead I just hide. The things she does the things she says, I just can’t get them out of my head. I don’t know what it is she does to me, But inside my head I can’t even see. Whenever things aren’t good and I’m feeling down, You talk to me and seem to take away my frown. Want to be with you till the day’s very end, I wish for time with you to spend. So much pain in your life just want to lend a hand, We’ll go away and chill in the sand. To look into your eyes, to look into your heart, So hard to do when we’re so far part. Would never hurt you on purpose I hope you know that by now, But please forgive me if it every happens somehow. This poem could go on but this is the end, Maybe someday we could be more then just friends
