May 7, 2006
From yesterday - "It's my first official day of summer vacation!!" ... "So ... you're a free woman ... "
There's something unsettling about waking up from a sexy dream ... even more so when the person in the dream is someone other than the person from the night before .... Ahh well ... will be an interesting story to tell that person. ;-)
Interesting suprise at work today ... a blast from the past employee was working ... "There's something about seeing blood in the morning that really wakes you up" ... ahh .. I miss those kinds of conversations we used to have.
Another thing to ponder - where did the tingling go? Have I been ruined by someone that took away the possibility of any other tingling happening by someone else? Where was it today? That one person who used to make me tingle hardly even did it ... altho it was there a little ... and boy was it fun. I'm worried it comes from that dangerous "not supposed to be doing this" zone rather than a "omg that feels great" zone. However ... and this point ... any tingles are welcomed ... so what the hell ... why not go for it and enjoy the moment ... I need to do more of that this summer ;-)
11:24PM
Scary and damaged right? ... Tell about your family ... no problem there ... Tell about the last guy you slept with ... no problem there .... So I guess I'm not scary and damaged (re:Grey's Anatomy tonight's episode) so if that's not the case, what is? Not scary and damaged ... that's good ... but just not date-able ... sigh.
May 8, 2006
"What are you doing in?" ... "My first day of no school." ... "Oh ... I must've scheduled you."
"I almost fell into his arms!!" ... "I think that would have made his day!"
"So, what days are you working?" ... "Saturday, Sunday, Monday and Tuesday." ... "So ... the others days you're free?"
"I'm waiting for my hug." ... "I know, just gimme a minute." ... "AWWW" ... "I'm all sticky ... from the frozen drink ... I'm chocolaty." ... "MMM chocolate."
"You even got nicknames! I gotta start working weekends, you're really working it!"
Eerie::"What I found out...
The good news is...the only cloud on the horizon is this: There does seem to be a certain amount of negative energy around you, and I'm afraid it may interfere with, or even block some of the benefits created by this amazing period.
Normally, I would say this negative influence is just a patch of "bad luck" and not to worry about it. But in your case, it may be more significant, so we must be especially vigilant...
For one thing, I sense that this negative energy may have entered your life before, and despite your best efforts, you may not have been able to completely overcome it. I think this affected a decision you made long ago, which is tied to an event that you cannot forget or let go of. (I believe this may be at the bottom of recent emotional or health crises that could have affected your relationships or work.)"
May 10, 2006
"Do you eat this often?"
"Not really."
"That's why you're ... you are .... Are you vegetarian?"
"No."
"But you exercise everyday, right?
"Well ... I try ..."
"Well you are a very healthy young woman ... you look healthy and very pretty."
The crazies come out on a Tuesday night - see above conversation, along with the Bible-thumpers and the Krispy Kreme historian .... wow.
May 21, 2006
"Thank you for violating my insides with your evil doughnuts." ...umm ... sure anytime ... ;-)
Freaky!! --> "Still not ready to simmer down and stop telling the world all about that certain someone? Well, you might think about at least giving it a shot now, because you could be losing the attention (but never the love, not to worry) of your audience.
"While your friends are secretly beginning to wish you'd go back to talking about the usual things, there's one particular person who's quite delighted to be providing you with all the romantic drama you want in your life. Oh, well. Enjoy it," ....
May 29, 2006
Some thoughts from earlier ... "A coin passes, but a candle?" ... "Personal experience? She's shittin' pennies."
Ahh if only things were so simple as enjoying the moment.
"Once in my lifetime can I see you without your glasses on?" ... "Maybe..." ... "When will that be?" ... "Well I don't know."
Stress from today - "Why are you so defensive? Do you live in a controversal world?" ... I'm going to snap eventually ... and why does she send the email to me ... and only me ... what the hell is her problem - she can invite her into the group but can't actually talk to her without an intermediary!!??
Something to look forward to on the 3rd:
"You might want to pay some special attention to your more mystical side today, as it could have something very important to teach you about life. Let go for a moment and try to be less serious.
If you are planning to take part in any social activities today, family relations and close personal friendships should be supportive. Volunteer work would bring satisfaction and may benefit a secret hope.
The emotional hurts of a close friend may be due to male/female issues or someone's domineering behavior. Don't take on ownership of problems that don't belong to you. Keep your sights on your goals.
A friend may experience a stroke of luck. Try not to be envious, my dear. Your turn may come sooner than you think. In the meantime, go out and celebrate together. Things are looking up."
May 31, 2006
"I think he's called me by my name about 10 times already..." ... "In ... one hour and twenty two minutes?"
"So ... she's kinda hot isn't she?"
"Have a good day, you're very strong by the way."
Hmm ... another Spanish dude .. competition maybe? ... Hehe ... What fun can be had with this....