May Thoughts

May 4, 2000

Well today was a great day. Got to go to John Abbott College and see three out of the five people I know there. Hanging out with friends in the sun, rolling around on the grass trying to see who can get their pants grass stained more first (although one colour-blind person didn't need much stain to get his shorts green), and eavedropping on the wonderful wacky conversations around you. It was a good day. ;-)

May 6, 2000

Well last night I had a super amazing time at the Jam Session, which I knew I would. It was my companion who I was worried about - but I know he had a good time too. Let's see ... flying toilet paper, the pimps of RHS, free hats and t-shirts thrown into the audiece (I got a hat!!!!!), "audience effects", idiots sitting behind us ("turn around I want to talk to my cousin", "I'm her boyfriend", "oh that's what I wanted to know"), drooling over the equipment (lol it was cute), and screaming all night long. Yup that about covers it. ;-)

May 7, 2000

Flowers may wilt, curl in, turn crispen and die, but the relationship grows and blossoms. One month today. ;-)

May 8, 2000

Did you know ... "May is national masturbation month, complete with a national masturbate-a-thon on National Masturbation Day" that was yesterday, the 7th of May? Hmm the things people come up with to celebrate.

May 9, 2000

You know you're screwed when ... to obtain a passing grade of 60% you need 126% on your final exam.
On the bright side - Today was the last day of school!!! Woohoo!! ;-)

May 13, 2000

Hmm some embarrasing and not so embarrasing moments from this weekend so far:
"oops insideout", damn ring!!! (sorry), "don't mangle it" (why do you put up with me?), trying not to "get caught", laughing outloud (real loud), "can you make her happier?", lipstick icing (yummy), unidentifiable desserts, 2nd place - we rule!!! but nothing to go home with (you're just trophy-less), hmm the possibilites of a bowling pin bank, "where do you get your perverted mind?"... and many many more......
To all my bowling friends - have a great summer hope to see you next season!!!

May 16, 2000

Saw the "little bitch" today. With trying to get the story straight in my head I guess I was thinking about him - and poof! there he is. I also saw another person from RHS, but he talked to me and acknowledged my presence, unlike the other. I hate being ignored, and he knows it. Sometimes I feel like confronting him, but I know it will do no good. I'll just get all riled up and it won't faze him in the least.
So I'm destine to suffer on my own. There was some improvement - just clenching fists and slight trembling of the lower lip. I think I'll manage.

May 17, 2000

Got a letter from a long lost friend. I'm not quite sure what that means. For the longest time all I wanted was recognition of the faults and mistakes done, and an apology for everything. Now that I've got that, I'm not sure what to do with it.

May 18, 2000

Went on a REALLY NICE walk today. I followed orders too - didn't roll around in the mud (stayed standing actually), didn't go to anyone's house, and was good. If only I could complete the task I started maybe somebody would be a little happier. Sorry 'bout that. It was a good afternoon. ;-)

May 19, 2000

Well my last exam was today and all I can say is that I'm glad it's over. I won't get the final grades until Wednesday but I think I can wait. Until then all I know is that I'm finally finished school. I survived my first semester of CEGEP. Wow. Isn't that an accomplishment.

Also went shopping today. Looks like I'll be back to wearing baggy t-shirts that reach almost to my knees and my cutoffs that reach my knees. Seems there is nothing that can make me look good this summer. I refuse to wear dainty little "tank dresses" and spagetti strap tank tops, so I'm forced into other unflattering tops to wear. Nothing making me "attractive" what with my lopsidedness. Ahh the joys of summer - no more clothes to hide behind. But I must admit I am getting bolder. Wait 'till you see the "piece of cloth" I may have enough guts to wear...

May 21, 2000

Well yesterday was a bit eventful for me, I guess. Started off the day with some phone calls, then a make-over. I think I looked pretty good, and I didn't even poke my eye out with the mascara brush. Then off to downtown to eat supper with my Med.Lab friends. Can we say buffet = unidentifiable treats? Mmm good, at least with Chinese buffet I could chose the things that I could eat and recognized. Then afterwards was going out to the Lime Light. I got in no problem ["it's 'cause you were with me" - I think not ;-)]. After waiting in a corner to hide from the wind (a corner that had a certain smell to it nonetheless) waiting for our mysterious driver to reappear and the others to show, we got inside. (The mysterious dissappearence of the driver will soon be concluded I think - he showed up 1 hour and a half later). Dancing and laughing and having a good time - ;-) - it was a good night. Then I stumbled outside (not for the reason you think), had a McFlurry and made it to Lachine all in one piece.
It was a great evening and well worth it. I know I had fun and actually look forward to it again. Have a great summer everybody!!! (P.S. - I wonder about the MedLab/Computer Science relationship issue .... interesting ... )

May 24, 2000

Failure : omission of occurance or performance; a failing to perform a duty or expected action; a state of inability to perform a normal function; lack of success; a failing in business; a falling short; one that has failed.

May 29, 2000