February 2, 2004
Just when things are going well, and looking up .... you realize that you don't really matter much.
February 16, 2004
Something a little cute and something relevant for this time of year:
Steven Wright
10 Roses for You
February 18, 2004
Well I found out my IQ today - 124 whatever that means ... and my intellect is linguistic something-or-other... gee that must've taken awhile to figure out .... altho ... I kinda question the website that gives me my IQ and intellect type when they can't recognize my password as the one they emailed to me when I asked for verification. Hmm .... oh well .... ya learn something new everyday!!
February 23, 2004
Something I can't resist not writing down - a line from my new favourite movie - You know what fine stands for? Frecked out, Insecure, Neurotic and Emotional.
February 24, 2004
I am listless .... tonight ... I watched the lights get eaten up by the darkness of the night .... my plans got reversed .... and I was so proud of the sponaneity of them ... I got more listless and less excited as the darkness decended on the night ... I was making so many plans ... and then the breakdown of confidence happened and nothing.
Some say it would be all due to Fate that we actually saw each other ... same time ... same place ... so does that mean it was supposed to happen? Wouldn't Fate have been a bit nicer and made everything pan out?
February 25, 2004
Well Fate seems to have a really bad sense of humour .... just when you think everything is going your way She goes and smears it in your face .... all you had to do was say your busy ... but no ... so to hell with you .... and so much for the nice feeling .... went right back to the piss-poor mood of yesterday ... gee thanks ... Fate is so not helping right now ... making it feel so right and then so wrong and then so stupid and dumb ... not supposed to be in the way ... or to be so obviously not welcomed when Fate is there .... but it happens ... and I think I just screwed up a really good thing that I had going for so many years. That much I know not to blame Her for, but just me.
February 26, 2004
"If he gives up on his chica that fast, you be careful, and enjoy it while it lasts."
Virgo (Horoscope for Thursday February 26, 2004 c/o The Gazette)
Luck is on your side today, and you can put activities into high gear that have been waiting for the right moment. Full steam ahead for finances and romance over the next few days. Remember that charitiy begins at home.
Libra (Horoscope for Thursday February 26, 2004 c/o The Gazette)
The sparkle is back in your life as the dreary cloud of doom and gloom has lifted. Passionate moods and alluring glances are in the stars as romance is back on the agenda. It's an all-or-nothing time; you can't play coy but must make your desires known.
Is it really déja vu when it's somebody else's vu?
February 28, 2004
Well last night was an interesting night ... told myself not to expect certain people to show, and they didn't .... they're so predicatable. However, we got chatted up by a few people ... Shady, his roomate who's name we're never to forget since he's a comedian, and will be famous, Shady's friend who had puked twice already that night so he had reached his quota, and of course the last guy to meet us .... and I don't even remember what his name was ..... ;-)
"Can I buy you a drink?"
"I'm leaving at 2AM"
"You can do whatever you'd like, I"m just offering to buy you a drink."
"Yes, but that leaves me with only 15 minutes to drink it."
"Look, I'm not asking you to sleep with me, it's only a drink. If I was a student and somebody offered to pay for my drink I'd jump on it."
But other than that it was a good night ... some drama, some good music, some really loud music that should've been fixed ... and what will probably go down as the saddest act of little rebellion - the accumulation of puffs that could count as a whole cigarette smoked ... with no choking ... must be made to do it, or so it seems .... Got the "boy situation" explained and lectured ... we shall see how this ends up ... But it came down to a great evening. No morning headache which is an improvement from the last time .... shall have to do it again sometime. ;-)
February 29, 2004
"Oh, this is the start of something good
Don't you agree?
I haven't felt like this in so many moons
You know what I mean?
And we can build through this destruction
As we are standing on our feet
So since you want to be with me
You'll have to follow through
With every word you say"
Follow Through by Gavin DeGraw