okay this dream includes fuel so i figured i'd write it down...after you guys read this you will know how disturbed i am!! hehe... so i guess me and my family were gonna go to the amusment park (lake compounce in CT), and i really didnt wanna go, but then i founds out fuel was playin there...so i told my dad and he said something like, Kalee it's gonna be insane there, you are not bringing addi (my little sister) into a mosh pit...and i was like, why would i bring addi in??? and he said it was because i was watching her, so i was really mad, and then we were there (don't know how we got there) and i was behind some kind of fence....and i could hear fuel playing.......and addi was with me, it was like some sort of a dance club or something on the side of the fence we were on, and i could see the ferris wheel on the other side, and i was listening ot like all the songs and getting more and more depressed cause i wasn't near the stage, so finally i'm like, the heck w/ this, and left addi and went into this gate in the fence, and i heard fuel say it was their last song, so i started running, and somehow i was running pretty fast and it was mostly grass (don't know what happened to the rides!) and then i notice i only saw employees, so i realize this must be the employees side of the fence! so i try to blend in and be casual as i'm running across this grass field (for some reason i was in a flourecent tropical flowers bikini too!) and people kinda notcie, but i keep going, and the whole time i hear fuel....so i get there and the place has hardly anyone the, mostly some little kids and a few moms and babys, who all obviously have no clue who fuel is!!! and its like these long wooden benches and lined up ....so i kinda weave back and forth around the benches trying to get as close as i can...meanwhile fuel isn't on stage anymore...well BRett is...and some other things were going on (something to do w/ a monkey?!) but i can't remember what!....so i finally get to the front and i'm standing on one of the benches when i notice one of brett's picks on the ground, i start to pick it up, but some like 5 year old black girl in braids next to me picks it up first?! and then she goes, oh theres another one, i don't see one, but i pick it up anyways?! Then i ask her if she'll trade me for bretts...this one is clear with some kind of funny looking face like the ones on the totem poles that indian people carve?.....and she won't trade, so i give up on that...then i look up (the stage was really high!!!) and fuel is comin back out, and they start playin innocent but for some reason brett is holding a candle....i start tryin to get their attention, and i look over at carl, only he wasn't really CARL!? he looks more like Dave Parsons, the bassist for BUSH!? but anyways, dave/carl see's me and gets this big smile on his face, and i'm smilin and wavin back, and so on, and then the show is over, and some fat bald dude was in front of me so i couldn't see brett or jeff (who looked more like carl!?)....(the rest of this don't include fuel, but read on if you want!) so after it was over, me and Matt (my sister's Ex-fiancee, and one of my best friends) are driving around w/ his mom looking for somewhere to eat, then we realize we passed all these places at the fair, so we turn around and find this bar, but instead of tickets or money for food, they are charging dog biscuts (it says so on the big sign!)....so we debate about going in, but we decide to in the end, so we get out of the car and we are walkin and we run into this group of ugly mean fat chicks...and for some reason Matt and his Mom were gone then, and i was with my best friend Megan....and she dropped her butterfly clip thingy and the girls started to kick it around and make fun of us, and as it was kicked by me i stepped gently on it to stop it but not break it, and one of the girls steps on my foot and breaks the clip...and then they start being really mean to megan,so i get all in this really big girls face, and i'm like "listen bitch i'm gonna punch you in the face" and she turns all red and goes "come on lets go" HIT ME"! and i kinda give a half hearted swing and MISS! but luckily no one saw?! and i know i'm gonna get my ass wooped if i fight her, so i pretend to be all cool and go "aw you're soo not even worth it" and as we walk away they kick us and stuff..so then we're driving again (me and megan) and i am bitchin about those girls and i say i wanna find a payphone and call the cops on them (i don't know why?!) and so we are driving and as we go over the crest of this hill i see all these people holding hands in rows and sliding on their butts down the hill (which has no SNOW ON IT!?) and one of them is my older sister, Krystal, so i swerve and i think i missed her, but then i see the rest of the people continue on without her, so i start screamin and jump out and run around the car and shes like half standing but half sitting down, and shes bleeding just a tiny bit from her mouth, so i pick her up and i'm like krystal don't die! and telling her shes gonna be fine and everything, and her body is all limp, but she's talkin, and she keeps on going on and on about how she is dying cause of all the homework she has at college, and finals and stuff...somehow or another we get to a payphone and krystal calls my mom an moans a bit, and then i talk to my mom and i'm like "krystals dying, come help us" and she's just like "gee, she sounded fine to me when i just talked to her" (sounded fine MOANING?!).....and then my alarm went off and i woke up.....well thats the basic idea of it, some of it i can't really remember anymore......so how twisted am i people???? LET ME KNOW! =)
