Thoughts and tears
crept up those walls
and stained his hands and feet red
with all the sins of his Brothers,
and the salty ocean is still bleeding
through some old scars he created.

He told me,
"And in the name of GOD,
confess all your sins to me,
my precious child..."
and I stared confused at the
statue of the Mother behind him
Sacred father, a man of the cloth
I don't think you're supposed
to be doing that.

Forgive me Father, for I have sinned.
I kissed the cross on his heart
with blood dripping from my hands and lips.
I placed my dreams in the wounds of the daughter,
I sacraficed my heart for the sins of the Father.
Forgive me GOD, for I have sinned.

And I watched the Mother and her son
blanket me in darkness
so that I might forget
and the sick soft blue consumed me...
I died again, there in that confession room
committing the most awful sin of goodness.

Forgive me Father, for I want to smash your face in.
Forgive me Father, for I want to CRUCIFY you.
and all those beautiful men,
those christian men,
sick angels blessing their daughters with the touch of poison.

I could feel you bleeding, as I had bled.
Forgive me Father, for the darkness melted the light.
In the name of GOD,
your sins burn like acid in the rain.

It was me who was to be silenced by the wrath of GOD,
And he said I would pay for my crimes on judgement day,
He whispered that I would pay.
But I payed only for believing you,
And there is no escaping sweet Father.

I've yet to feel the hatred of GOD like you promised me.
I sent up a sickened prayer and waited
In the name of GOD,
Forgive me.

For you have sinned.