- September 2, 1998...
217 lbs.... Well as u can tell i have really botched it up allot lately, but i think i am finally back on track now... amazing how fast the scale can go back up just from having a few bad days, and how hard it can be to get the lbs back off again... but here i go again!.. and this time i am not going to mess up! I think i have finally found out my problem, i think the main problem i am having is having a free day on the weekends, because when i do it takes me till the middle of the next week to get back on track and then it's the weekend again before i know it!.. So from now on i am not going to have a free day again until i see 200 lbs on the scale! NO FREE DAYS UNTIL THEN!... I think this will really help me.. :-) Well later for now...
- September 3, 1998...
217 lbs.... Still the same nothing to report on a loss today... but i think soon!.. :-) I am excited to start loosing! And i know i can do it now! I have had great responses to my posts on the 3-fat chicks board, and have met allot of new e-mail buddies, very good for my motivation!... Well off to clean the house now.... laters...
- September 8, 1998...
215 lbs.... YES!! Looks like i am finally on my way down! I have been doing really good on my eating, and drinking water! I really feel like i am motivated now and on the right track! I did great on my eating over the weekend so i feel like i have a head start instead of feeling like it is time to start over again as usual.... laters...
- September 10, 1998...
215 lbs.... Holding steady for now, but i am doing great on my eating! I can't wait to kiss the big 2 good bye in my weight! I know i can do it now, and am not going to let anything get in my way, i want "thin" more then i want unhealthy foods! I am starting to crave water over pop or even coffee now sometimes. I can also already see a small difference in the mirror. This is exciting!... later....
- September 14, 1998...
216 lbs.... Well gained a pound and not really sure why?... I have been doing great on my eating, and been drinking allot of water, I am still full of ambition but getting frustrated... I have to face my family at the end of November and i was really hoping to get a good 50 lbs off before i see them. The only thing i could think of is that i am not exercising. Also i don't understand why the scale keeps jumping up and down like this?.. For the last several weeks i have been kicking butt on eating the right foods, i drink allot of water every day too... I think maybe my period is coming or something maybe that would have something to do with it?.. At first i wanted to be below 200 lbs by the beginning of October but looks like i may not make it. I have changed my goal to reaching 205 by the end of September. I really hope i can do it!... I really need to see a loss soon or i am going to go crazy..... later
- September 17, 1998...
215 lbs.... Well i have com to the conclusion that i just will not loose any weight unless i start to exercise. I think i am also on a plateau right now.... i always seem to hit one about now... then i get discouraged and fall off track.... i AM starting my walks on Monday! :-) Tomorrow i am going to see my little siss she is the only one in my family that has seen me overweight, it is just going to be me going. My husband is going to watch the kids, so that will be a nice break i think... bye for now....
- September 21, 1998...
215 lbs.... Back from my trip. I did great eating all weekend, and did allot of walking too. We went to all of the malls and had a great time! I was sure to see a change in the scale when i got back but as u can see nothing.... I am getting so frustrated being on this plateau and ready to get off of it!! (sigh) It just seems like i am stuck at this weight no matter what i do... But i have to admit i am really not exercising.... but even with out exercising i should be loosing, i really don't eat that much at all, i eat all healthy foods, and drink allot of water and still nothing.... ARGG!!.. Well i am not in that great of a mood today because of this i guess.... i hope tomorrow will be better..... later for now...
- September 25, 1998...
214 lbs.... Ok, doing better i think... I have really been doing bad lately because of stress and all, My husband just told me Monday that we will be moving back near my family November 1st!! EEIKS!!!.. I guess there is nothing i can do about it so i will just have to deal with the change and loose the weight once i get there... I really hope i don't gain any of the weight back! I guess we will see in the next few days.... later....
- September 29, 1998...
214 lbs.... Holding steady.... I don't know why though, i have been doing kinda bad lately. But it is Tuesday and i am back on track now i think! I can't wait to get down below the 200 mark! I would really like to do this before our move! Wish me luck everyone!! Things have been going ok i guess, but stressful lately... I will feel allot better once we get everything with the move worked out.... later for now......
