I believe that my rude, obnoxious, ignorant personality is perceived differently by some. In all actuality, I'm speaking the truth. I feel that if the world doesn't sugarcoat anything, why should I? But then one would have to factor in who makes up the Mugen community. Judging by the various ways that different individuals express themselves, it is safe to assume that they are very "young & dumb."

Now, i've tried to come off as a different person. In the wake of probably the biggest flame war in Mugen history, constant arguments with various indiviudals, and random defenses about what we host, I decided to take a step away from the community and gather my thoughts and focus my perspectives. The bottom line is, no matter what I do, I will always cause trouble wherever I go and its a damn shame. But after observing this, I've now realized that Bugsy isn't the problem, its the community that has issues.

Realizing that I cannot change the way people feel about me, I will stay the same. An ideal example of me turning over a new leaf is the DC vs Marvel project we're working on. Despite its successful output, people still hate it. Now, no one was publicly announcing their disapproval wit the project until I joined and started trying to recruit people. Titiln and PodyCeck are two prime examples. Setting aside my glaringly obvious differences with these two clowns, I welcomed them to assist us in the project. They openly turned me down and then began to bash what all of the particpants have done so far. I'm going to make it short, I don't like either of you. You suck so much cock, its not funny. Fuck you!

I visitied Bloody Teardrops today and noticed the crappy ass board had been overrun by the infamous "ndo"....not. Someone did a quick PSP/PS job on the banner and slapped on a shitty "ndo" sign. Also, someone raised a very good question about it. Why ndo? Didn't that stand for New Dev Order? Wait a minute, Bloody Teardrops is Dev....its worst because its ran by King Salami Sandwich of the Sideshow Clan and Queen Bitch. PodyCeck, who apparently hates my guts wanted the King of Crap, Samanosuke to unban me to hear what I have to say about the nDo takeover. I don't give a fuck about it. If you ask me, it's a poor attempt to get by the viewers/posters that I drew. Like it or not, Mugen2k appearance on that board drew people there. Now that we're gone...its boring as hell.

Upon roaming the boards, I noticed a newbie to my knowledge throwing verbal attacks at me. This clown goes by the name of orochi l33t master. Who the fuck are you? you have the nerve to come into my post and trash my edit? In my opinion you come off as a piece of shit who doesn't do anything but run around the boards running your mouth. Put a cock in it.

Bottom Line: I'm sick of trying to cater to everyone's needs. People view my straightfoward, tell it like it is, attitude as arrogance and overwheening confidence. I've tried to lighten up and not dwell on the past but people just won't let it go.