One Heart Broken

I used to have a glimmer of hope,

That was never really there,

And now my heart's been broken,

And the pain's more than I can bear.

You said you'd never make me cry,

Yet time after time you did,

Now I just want to die,

'Cuase this pain is impossible to rid.

Your voice used to make me happy,

Make me leave behind my troubles,

Now it makes me depressed and sad,

My dreams in ashes and rubble.

I was so dumb, so immature, so foolish,

To think I had a chance with you,

But now I'm sad and mad and upset,

That something like this you'd do.

But then again, it isn't your fault,

That you happen to be so fine,

I'm only one of a million girls,

That want to call you "mine".

And yet you've chosen the special one,

To call your only girlfriend,

So now it feels like this pain in my heart,

Won't ever stop of end.

I've never even met you,

It feels like I've known you my whole life,

But you're way out of my grasp, my reach,

And I'm beginning to feel the strife.

'Cause God made you too smart, too perfect,

To love someone like me,

But now this pain is blinding,

And I can barely see.

But who am I to write a poem,

About love and pain and you?

You're way too good for me,

And love is way to cruel.

This morning I wrote 23 stanzas,

From the deepest of my heart,

Hoping you might read it one day,

But now I wanna rip it apart.

'Cause now the words seem so meaningless,

As I get on my knees to pray,

   "Let ***** be happy with his girl,