bite me, dog boy! fi kerber 
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Plan: 

your horoscope (libra): 
you could be entering a period of transformation 
and regeneration right now. don't hesitate to seek 
the advice of those whom you trust and whose opinions 
you value when it comes to making any important decisions. 
because so much is changing, you could probably benefit 
from some helpful counseling. even though this is a time 
of new beginnings, you might still have some important 
issues left to resolve before you embark on any new 
journeys right now. 
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as i said to tori, "WHAT KIND OF MOTHERFUCKING 
CRACK ASS SHIT IS THIS? 
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"why do you want to 'get back together'?"
 
"because i miss you tim" (i'm guessing...) 

"do you? what do you miss? do you miss ME or do you miss 
my listening and making all of your problems go away? 
do you miss hearing about my life or do you miss the fact 
that i always helped you steer yours? do you miss talking 
to me about life or do you miss my always being there for 
you? because if you miss me helping you with your life, 
you're going to have to keep missing that because i will 
not, can not go back to being your personal emotional barf 
bag. i can't spend my time keeping you afloat. you said 
that you had to step back from me because you were in a 
personal place. and i told you that i might not be able 
to wait. and i lied. for quite some time i waited. but 
then i decided, 'fuck waiting...i need to move on.' and i 
did. and i went out and i found a way to survive without 
you. and that way of surviving quickly became a lot of fun. 
and really good for me. really good for me. i found places 
and people that i never discovered before and i've been so 
happy. i will always love you and i will be your friend 
probably forever. but i will not take any shit from you 
either. i will not let you use me again. friendship is give 
and take. you can't do one and not the other. if you would 
be willing to give that a try, we can do so. if not, i'm sorry." 
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four horsemen of the apocalypse: 
1. jon 
2. mol 
3. ? 
4. ? 

ATTENTION POTENTIAL HORSEMEN OF THE APOCALYPSE: 
please step forward now, so we can sort all of the end of the 
world bit out. 
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this is not a sad plan. 

"i never thought i would love my life. 
i never thought i could be 
i'm so happy." 

			

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