Disclaimer: All this belongs to Joss Whedon and Mutant Enemy Inc
and twentieth century fox.
Rating: Err… Lets go for NC-17 just in case
Note: Bad: grammar, Plus flash backs inspired by a Fic called Adventures in Dopplegangland.
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Willow walked along the pavement, eyes fixed firmly on the floor. She
wallowed in her own dark thoughts. Was Buffy trying to brush her off? Was it
as she had suggested just a dream? No! Willow screamed mentally. I can’t have
dreamed that, nightmares aren’t meant to be enjoyable. A skateboarder
narrowly missed running over Willow but she didn’t even notice.
As Willows dark thoughts continued, both mental tracks led to the same
conclusion. If Vampire Willow had come into her reality and her room, or if
they where real then there was only one reason why she had wanted it.
Willow almost broke down on the spot, the very idea that she wanted to be
well raped by herself was devastating. And completely wrong, she added
mentally.
Willow was nearing the college dorms. She had twenty or so reasons why it
couldn't have happened and about the same number (although more flimsy ones) why it
could have happened.
Willow took a breath in and tried to stop more tears from trickling down her
face. She thought hard about the first time her evil double had been in
Sunnydale, including the things she hadn’t dared tell the others. She drew her
fingers across the spot where her double had licked her.
Willow was entering the dorm building as she mentally replayed the scene the others never knew about.
She looked up and saw that Vamp Willow was still naked. "Hurry up! Buffy
and Giles and Xander are going to be back anytime!" she urged, making hand
motions for her to hurry up.
"Why should I? I like being like this," Vamp Willow said, grinning an evil grin.
"Please! I don't want them to see me. .. you. . . us naked!" Willow said, pleading with the vampire. Vamp Willow
looked up at her and her smile grew broader.
Willow closed her eyes to block the memory out?
"What do you want? I'm not going to let you get any blood from me," she
said. Vamp Willow leaned in. "I don't want blood," she said, dropping her
head and letting it hang for a second, before looking back up and saying, "I
just want a little kiss."
..Willow could hear the words, see what her naked double was doing ?
She freaked out. Her mind raced. Was she serious? Would she just stand
there, naked? She thought her options over. Giles and Buffy had been gone
for about 10 minutes, and they probably wouldn't be much longer. Fresh tears rolled down willow cheeks.
Gut it out, she thought, leaning forward. She leaned into the cage,
pressing her lips against her vamp doubles. Vamp Willow slowly caressed
Willow's lips with her own, sliding her tongue lightly over Willow's, almost
as if asking for acceptance. It took Willow completely by surprise but she
relented, opening her mouth slightly and letting the vampire slide her
tongue in. The kiss wasn't anything like Willow had been expecting. She
thought that the vampire would be rough, much like the persona she put on.
But the vampire gently deepened the kiss, her slightly colder tongue
wrestling with Willow's warmer one.
Before Willow could relive the entire experience she bumped into a chair.
Thanking god for the small mercy Willow dried her eyes and walked up the
stairs. Willow bit her lip. She could never tell Tara this it would kill her
to find out that she wasn’t her first lesbian experience. Half way up the
thought popped into her head Is the kiss why she’s here? Willow nearly fell
over. She shook her head. This dream or whatever was messing her around
so much, But the thought wouldn't go away, one moment of weakness could have
led to this.
Willow gulped she would have to talk to Giles but not about what happened
last time. Buffy had rejected the idea of her double's return but Gilles
wouldn't. Mind you, she thought I won't go in detail I don’t want to get
Giles horny or anything. The first smile in 5 hours spread across her face
and she chuckled, at least she didn’t have to worry about that with Buffy.