When I was about 8 or 9 I was relitivly skinny, but as a year or so when by I got really fat. then I remember looking at a picture of me when I was 8 and I was thinking how did this happen? Well to this day I don't know how, but all I know is the I gained weight fast! it sucked. There weren't any chick that whated me any more and I was all alone. I hated being alone it completely ruined my childhood. then I turned 13 and on January 17, 1996 at 4:38 pm I got my first girl friend, It was great I loved it. her name was tricia and we were very good friends before we started to going out.

It was three days before I got myvery first kiss! after that our relationship was go good. I would go to her house every day afterschool, and stay till very late at night. then when it was time to go home she would walk me out to the front pourch and we would kiss good bye, for about a half hour. It was ok, but it got old really quick. then on March 17, 1996 we broke up and I was so sad. But I figured, well life goes on.

After a while (trhee days) I quit being sad and took on the world again. this time I tried looking for a differant type of girl, one that live a little further away. This time my serches took me about 13 miles away instead of 300 ft! on january 5, 1997 I met a nice girl named Gwen. she was a really good looking and really nice girl. But this time the problem was that we lived too far away from each other, but I called anyway, and then we stared going out that night, over the phone. we went out for about a month or so and then we broke up be cus we never saw each other. then we started going back out after about anouther year or so, tins put us on the date of february 6,1998 then we when out with each other until one day her sisters told me she was a "player" and had 8 differant boyfiends. Me being the non-trusting person I am, I investigated for myself. I found out that I really couldn't tell if it was true or not. we broke up the day after valentines day

This is about the time I got skinnier and I started to turn to a freak of sorts

After this I was about don'e for a whie as always, but the this really cute and mysterious girl named Jill moved in about 500 ft downthe road, right next to my first girlfriend I tried all I could to go out with this girl for about 3 weeks, but she obviously didn't want to have anything to do with me. until one day when me and my friend kevin gave her a ride home from school, we talked in the car and then when we dropped her off in front of her house she said "come up an talk with me more after a while" so I went home and Imediatly got all dressed up in my nice freak clothes and long black trench coat, sprayed on some "french whore" (colone) and when my way down the road. when I got to her house. I went in and I started talking with her, then she gave me her number. I called her on the next saterday and I asked her out. we went out , until I found out she wasn't a freak as I believed she was, then I broke up with her for lying.

On may 5, 1999 I found out I had been accepted to a school for learning computer graphics and running printing presses, and on August 22,1999 I when for my first day of school. I met a girl named Jenn she was nice to me and appealing to the eye. I went out with her for a while, sort of off and on, she was good to me, but I had wierd fealing about her, something wasn't right. during the time we were going out I started talking to a realy sweet girl named ashley, but I she's later, on october 13, 1999. Jenn and I broke up, because Jenn was cheating on me with her ex-boyfriend.

On october 16 (I think) I met ashley for the first time, before I knew her only on the phone. The first time we met I was going as her date at her schools dance, by now I was half way out of my freak stage. I really liked ashley when I met her, at first, But I was really shy about her. Then on october 31, 1999 I asked Ashely out, yep thats right halloween! my favorite day of the year. This is the relationship I am currently in, I want it to stay that way, she lives very far from me but I get out to see her almost every weekend, she lives an hour drive away, so it's pretty far. She is such a good person, just about like my dream girl, she's really, really nice to me. she so sweet, and she acts like she owns me and I think it's great. she doesn't boss me around any thing is fine with her. If I want something usually all I have to do is ask her for it, and she'll usually get it for me, bescause she's such a sweetheart. she like the perfect girlfriend.

Out of all I would have to say Ashley is my favorite. I don't say that, because I going out with het now, I'm saying that because she's such a good nice and caring person, not just to me, to little kids, animals, family, well just about everyone. not to mention her parents love me, and in that child-parent way I love them too, In fact I call them mom and dad, but that just resently happened. I guess I'm like the son they never had. I like it that way too.

Well to start off there is Rebecca, she lives in West Virginia, she is pretty cool I met her in the summer of I think 1997 ans we have written letter back ant forth since then, she's very nice and we both didn't know it, but when we were camping next to each other, we wanted to be like going out for the time we would be around. I would have bene fun. She liked to watch me roller blade, and I liked to just watch her, she also liked it when I drew her too.

Then theres a girl that I met in a chat room that lives about 130 miles from me, her name was megan, she was about 3 years younger than me, but she did the coolest thingfor me though she had her mom, driver here to my house, on mothers day to see me, I thought that was cool!

And theres shannon I never went out with her, I wanted too though , but with out her around when I was in 10 th grade I would have went insain and killed myself, so she's cool cus she was a good person to talk to.