"But Brian, Come on," Nick pleaded.
Brian just shook his head As he walked over and switched the TV on he glanced out the window. He and Nick both knew the loneliness that Brian had been feeling was taking possession of him.
"Come on," Nick again pleaded throwing his hands up.
"No," Brian snapped. "I told ya'. I ain't up for it. Now leave me alone," he said sitting down and reaching over for the remote control.
"Damn, Rok. I never thought you'd be like this. I know you've been having a tough time. But damn, you won't even go out anymore." Nick said as he opened the door. "Well?" Howie asked as he peered into the room.
"No, he ain't going," Nick said and turned to Brian. "Later B," he said as he closed the door.
Brian threw the remote down and slammed his fist on the arm of the sofa. Tears began to well up in his eyes. "I can't keep doing this," he said softly. Looking around the room he started to laugh. "Now I'm talking to myself."
After getting up and turning the TV off he walked over and gazed out the window. New York was beautiful at night. There was never a lack of entertainment in that city. But Brian hadn't been himself. For the past two months he had done nothing except rehearse and perform.
Ever since Jenna had left him and headed for Europe he didn't do much except mope around and snap at everyone. Including his best friend. Brian knew it was over between he and Jenna. He knew in his heart that even if she had stayed, their relationship would have ended.
Hanging his head he allowed himself the luxury of a little self-pity. The guys had all tried their best to cheer him up. They would introduce him to women. They even tried to drag him to parties. But Brian just couldn't get excited. He felt alone. He had friends and a good life. He knew he was blessed man. He had much more than most people had ever dreamed of. And he thanked GOD daily for those blessings. But he also knew he didn't feel the same. He figured he would have to bite the bullet and make himself get through this. No one else could do it for him. He knew he had his whole life in front of him and he certainly didn't want to spend it like this.
"Dammit. I'm sick of this. I'm going to go out and have some fun," he said out loud trying to convince himself that he could do just that. After disguising himself with a hat and sunglasses he headed down the street. He wasn't sure where he was going but he knew he needed to get out. Passing the second block he glanced to the left. Something seemed to be calling out to him. Looking across the street he saw a young woman standing on the corner looking at him. She seemed to be lost but gazed at Brian. She had long blond hair and appeared to have on jeans and a sweatshirt.
Brian watched her until she broke her gaze and smiled. He suddenly felt a chill in the air. He quickly grabbed his hat and turned to look at the woman. But she was gone, without a trace. In a matter of seconds she had disappeared. He crossed the street and looked around. He couldn't figure out where she could have gone. There weren't any store entrances anywhere around there. He solemnly shrugged his shoulders and continued on down the street noticing the chill in the air had disappeared also. It felt like a warm summer's night again.
As he passed a small cafe the smell of the food caught his attention. He had not been eating well and had to admit he was hungry. He decided to go in and have some dinner. As he looked over the menu to see if they had anything he liked he suddenly felt chills go through his body. A breeze brushed past him as a gentle wind blew the menu out of his hand. Looking around at the other tables he saw that no one else had seemed to notice it. And the front door was closed. How could the wind have came in the door? Brian shook his head and looked out the window.
There she stood right at the window smiling at him. He gulped as he gazed into her gorgeous blue eyes. The eyes of an angel. She smiled sweetly. Brian was mesmerized by her smile. He felt himself begin to melt as he continued to gaze into her eyes and smile at her but was quickly interrupted as the waitress asked if he was ready to order.
He quickly looked back out the window but she was gone again. Brian blushed as the waitress gave him a strange look. He ordered his food, ate and left still trying to figure out just what was happening to him.
As the elevator headed for the top floor he leaned back and sighed. He almost wished he had gone with the other guys. He really wasn't looking forward to spending the rest of the evening alone. Suddenly the elevator stopped. Brian jumped as he tried to feel around for the controls. He was surrounded by total darkness.
A noise to the left of him startled him. His eyes were unable to focus in the dark. Just as quickly a gentle breeze picked up blowing his hat off of his head. "What the hell?" he yelled. He began to tremble not knowing if someone was there. He had been alone in the elevator before it stopped. But suddenly felt a presence in front of him. He heard soft breathing, the smell of a warm summer breeze. And ever so gently a pair of soft lips touched his.
For a moment he thought he had fallen asleep and was dreaming. He braced himself against the wall again trying to figure out what to do. Suddenly the lights come back on and the elevator continued on to the top floor. He looked around bewildered, shaking his head. He was alone.
Still trembling and sweating he quickly unlocked his door. Walking in and turning the lights on he looked around to make sure no one was there and turned around locking the door. He picked up the phone and dialed to see if any of the guys had returned yet. "Damn," he said hanging up and looking around. "I really don't want to be alone."
After trying to convince himself he had been hallucinating, he fixed himself a gin and tonic and decided to lay down and rest. He was seriously wondering if he was loosing his mind. Sleep came surprisingly fast.
Brian felt something touching him as he struggled to open his eyes and focus. He couldn't believe what he was seeing. He felt the breeze again and blinked trying to see if she was real.
There in front of him stood the same beautiful girl looking at him with angelic eyes. Brian tried to talk but words would not form. Looking into her eyes he knew he didn't need to be afraid. He felt nothing but love and gentleness radiating from her. Her skin illuminated, sparkling, pure as the first day of spring.
He sighed and then held his breath as she came closer and gently laid herself on top of him. Her body felt wonderful on him. Electricity seemed to radiate out of her causing him to shiver. He smiled softly as she sat up on him, straddling him and gazed into his gorgeous eyes. Leaning over she reached up and began to run her fingers through his soft silky hair. Brian moaned softly, it felt so good. He wrapped his arms around her pulling her down to him. Capturing her lips with his own. Slowly kissing and gently nibbling on her warm lucious lips. This girl was unimaginable, irresistible, sexy, alluring. Brian continued to return her kisses parting her lips and exploring her sensuous mouth. Desire over taking them. She sat up and slid her shirt over her head exposing her bare breasts before him. She was totally naked underneath. Brian smiled and continued to look deep into her eyes as she unbuttoned his shirt, slipped his arms out and gently began to run her soft warm hands over his muscular chest.
It felt so good. He hoped he wasn't dreaming. He didn't want to wake up from this. The girl leaned down again as she began kissing his chest and neck. Purring softly as Brian moaned. He laid his head back and closed his eyes, loving the way her warm lips felt on his skin. She gently kissed down the length of his scar and back up to his nipples. Licking and sucking on them causing chills to spread through his entire body.
Reaching down she unzipped his pants and kissed his belly as she wiggled his pants and boxers down off of him. Brian's eyes widened, as she was suddenly completely naked herself and kissing his inner thighs. She continued planting a small trail of kisses up to his aching erection.
Brian felt as if he was on fire. Everywhere she kissed him burned with passion. He wanted her so badly. Reaching down as she licked the drops of precum from him, he ran his strong fingers though her long radiant hair. Breathing ceased for a few brief seconds as he felt her mouth on him sucking and licking him, and finally taking all of him into her mouth. The pleasure was overwhelming him. He had never felt such intense pleasure. Tensing and hardening he sighed and writhed as the pleasure she was giving him caused him to fill her mouth with his warm seed.
His breathing became erratic as she lowered herself down onto him. Time, as he knew it stopped. Earthly concerns no longer mattered. The pleasure they both shared as she continued to move up and down on him took over. His heart, body and soul consumed by joy and desire like he had never known.
Brian felt her trembling and twitching around him. Waves of sweet ecstasy spread through out him. His body reacted as it never had before. The pleasure and intensity shook his entire body. Flashes of light went off in his head. All of his senses were heightened. Unexplainable sensations filled him.
Barely able to move or breathe he wrapped his strong arms around her pulling her even closer to him and kissing her as if his very life depended on it. Her sweet kisses comforting him, stirring a renewed spirit within him. A new passion filled him. Closing his eyes and loosing himself in the moment he knew his life had changed forever.
Suddenly there was a loud knock at the door. He opened his eyes and gasped. What had happened? He was lying in his bed completely naked. He had never felt more alive in his life. But she was gone. Nowhere to be found. No trace of her anywhere.
Brian rolled out of bed confused. His breathing still erratic. His heart was racing.
"Brian?" the voice called from the other side of his door. More knocking, more noise. "Brian?"
He quickly retrieved his boxers and slipped them on. Opening the door he came face to face with Nick, Kevin, Howie and AJ. They looked at him confused. "What happened to you?" Nick asked. Looking Brian over and peering inside the room they saw his clothes scattered all around the room. The bed sheets were torn off and Brian looked strange standing there breathless in his boxers.
"Who was here?" AJ asked half chuckling.
"Nobody, why?" he answered nervously as he peeked out the door and looked down the hallway. "Nobody."
Nick, AJ, Howie and Kevin stood there staring at him. "Yeah right!" Kevin said as he and Howie walked toward their room. AJ laughed and followed them.
Nick stepped inside the room looking at Brian. Trying to figure out why he looked so different. "Brian, what happened?" he asked with a concerned expression.
Brian just grinned. "You wouldn't believe me if I told you."
THE END