I was once a "good little Catholic boy". I did everything I was supposed to, well ok, i got into the usual trouble a child or teen gets into, but for the most part, I was pretty well behaved. Then I realized something. I was at school one day, in my little redneck hell hole high school, when I realized.... Holy $hi+, Christianity isn't for me. It just doesn't seem to fit, and I don't understand how it could feel right for anybody.

It was then that I began studying other branches of religion, from the mildness of Atheism (I know that doesn't sound mild to most), to the extremeties of Demonolatry (the worship of Demons) and Satanism, albeit that I was studying the La'Vey tradition of Satanism. I ended up pretending to be Catholic, to keep my family happy, but that just took me into doing things to rebel in other, less safe ways. I started doing drugs, and selling pills. I got that straightened out though. And I started to become very irritable and mean, and very destructive. Needless to say, I was creating my own personal Hell right before my eyes.

My weblinks

My Non-specific Group (both Light and Dark Paths)
My Group for Darker-oriented Paths
My Group for Light-oriented Paths
My Friend Shadow's group